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First roll last night, changed my life.

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LovingTree

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Definitely changed my life for the better. You know, I believe at some point in life, everyone has a stage of ignorance. They don't appreciate what they have, or appreciate the good small things.

Sure, i'm only 18, and have a life to learn still. But I just started this chapter in my life. I realize that rather than trying to go after really amazing girls, I should just appreciate what I have, because I know a sweet girl who is just as good likes me.

Friendship, love and music were not appreciated in my life until ecstasy. I now realize that I have it really good. Now, I am excited to go to college, and work on projects; even more than before.

I have classes 4 days a week. Maybe next month i'll roll again. I love it very much, just like I love you guys. Thanks for showing me how powerful something can impact your life. I will never forget this.
 
Sir, glad it meant somethign for the good. The first time also changed me. Yiou can say that after six years I haven't 'completely come down' yet. I have a much more positive view of the world and I have learnt a lot from myself. That first time revealed to me (or let me see inside of me) how was I lying to myself massively.

Now, I want to give you some good hearted advice, bro. First, don't chase the high. make it special. Do it as less often as possible. Don't swallow shitty pills. BUY A TEST KIT.

I suggest you wait more than month. Three preferably.

And DON'T CHASE THE HIGH.
 
And DON'T CHASE THE HIGH.
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veryy veryyyyy true...just because it makes you happy doesnt mean that it will always work to your benefit, there are other things in life that you can learn to enjoy and learn from
 
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I remember how I felt the day after my first time, completely changed me in a spiritual way, after glow lasted several months, just use it responsibly and you will continue to learn more about life<3
 
Congrats. I was just reminded last night of how much it changed my life. I'm in a fraternity and some old alumni came into town. Within 10 seconds of greating one of them he said "damn dude, you've talked more now than you ever have in the past. What the hell?" I was always a quiet kid, and I'm more social than ever. AND we had a social with a sorority last night too; I would have normally shuffled into the corner, chilled, drank a little and people watch, but this time I was decked out in my cowboy costume dancing with myself and those awesome 'horse head on a stick' toys all over the place!
 
I felt the same way the first time I used, afterwards I was outgoing and very friendly in my everyday life.

For my advice just don't use it every week or even every month, you seem to lose that outlook on life and it gets replaced by something darker. 3 times a year man and you will be able to use it for decades and be a better person overall. Happy for you :).
 
Lovingtree, the realizations you had are the main reason I'm so passionate about MDMA- not for the high so much, as the clarity it brings to your every day life. MDMA came into my life when I had been in a relationship for 7 years with someone who did not love me, it was introduced to me by a friend of 9+ years, and after 9 years I failed to see how much he actually loved me (just as a person, not necessarily romantic) and how perfect we were for eachother- MDMA opened our eyes, and it gave me the courage to move forward and get out of a bad relationship. I also get upset when people think that E makes you uncontrollably horny, because though we realized we were meant to be together, I never ever cheated or did anything inappropriate with my friend throughout alllllll the rolling we did together. We now live together, are engaged, and I wake up every day happier than a kid at Disneyland =)

I'm really happy and excited for you, and I think a lot of people will warn you about MDMA abuse (as they should), it's very easy to have a reason to do it every weekend- but the reality is you should space it out every 30 days. Also, get a testing kit and never trust anyones word, that's just how it works with drugs- you don't take anyones word, ever. Ever. If you don't want the complete kit, get the mecke fluid- it's cheap, and will tell you a lot about your pill in less than a second, if you don't have the test kit, make sure you check out pillreports.com. If you can't find it there, I never think it's worth ingesting it.
 
MDMA is wonderfull, use it 3 times in year. If you dont know they back side of it
 
Save this post you made! Never ever forget how MDMA made you feel not just during the high but also after, because that is real, that's something that can't be taken away from you!

If you are ever depressed and looking at the grey side of the world and you look back at this experience and think "yeah well that was all drugs" read your post and realise that what you had was in you all along. Let that near spiritual high carry you across every 4 months of the year or more and then go for it once again :) You know when people talk about PLUR? You've discovered why; There's no E in PLUR, but there's PLUR in your E :)
 
betcha $1000 you'll never have a roll that compares to your first. I felt the exact same way after mine, but the next times i rolled felt like they were missing something. I've adapted to the new 'less magical' high, but ya basically dont try and chase the high next time if it doesnt measure up. no amound of mdma will take u back to that place
 
I'm glad you had a roll that changed your life for the better, I'm having flashbacks seeing myself in your position.....just KNOW that ecstasy is a drug and any drug that is abused will have bad consequences, ecstasy changed your life for the better. Reading this brightened up my day a bit. Thanks OP
 
roller11dude said:
betcha $1000 you'll never have a roll that compares to your first. I felt the exact same way after mine, but the next times i rolled felt like they were missing something. I've adapted to the new 'less magical' high, but ya basically dont try and chase the high next time if it doesnt measure up. no amound of mdma will take u back to that place
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I can't agree- my best roll was my last one, and that happened long after I "lost" the magic, and re-gained it back. =)

The first time always has a special place because you don't know what to expect, and the anxiety is a little exciting, but I think amazing MDMA experiences can happen so long as you respect the chemical and don't abuse it.
 
Bsiren said:
I can't agree- my best roll was my last one, and that happened long after I "lost" the magic, and re-gained it back. =)

The first time always has a special place because you don't know what to expect, and the anxiety is a little exciting, but I think amazing MDMA experiences can happen so long as you respect the chemical and don't abuse it.
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Same here. My first roll definitely changed my life for the better, but it wasn't even close to my best one. Take those valuable lessons you learned from your first one, and carry them through to your everyday life. You'll find that if you don't abuse it, each roll can be more rewarding than the last. You discover something new and wonderful each time. That's my thoughts on it, anyway. ;)
 
Good to hear man...glad you had a great roll and positive experience...and that was only on a half...oh boy, wish you took a full one..the peak is more intense and lasts longer, but you still had a great time and that's what counts! I've never rolled as hard as the first time I tried E, most likely because I had no clue what to expect...and then BAM!!! That feeling that just took over my entire being was the most amazing thing I ever felt in my life... except for the experience of helping deliver both my children. Not to say that you won't have enjoyable rolls in the future, because I have had awesome rolls after that, they were just different..there was a short time that I was taking it too often and while it still works, it makes you very depressed afterwards (ie: like the next few days after a great club night on E). Please take most people's advice on spacing it out and not chasing the high...thats some great advice right there!!
 
dont ever chase your first high like someone else said.

please space out your rolls and never EVER no matter what do it more then twice in two weeks.

ive been there before and you start taking the rolls even though you know the consequences/and it wont be as good etc.
BE RESPONSIBLE and PLUR
 
ABCDFG I Ate The E said:
dont ever chase your first high like someone else said.

please space out your rolls and never EVER no matter what do it more then twice in two weeks.

ive been there before and you start taking the rolls even though you know the consequences/and it wont be as good etc.
BE RESPONSIBLE and PLUR
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THIS^^^^
great advice, i couldn't agree more with you, of course the first time is amazing because it's a whole new experience, but I never made my rolls about chasing the first high and each experience has been amazing in it's own way different from the last
 
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