First Opiate Experience

*** copied from BL journal ***

Well, my connect isn't around for a few days so I grabbed some hydrocordones (i forget the dosage but they said m366 on them). It was pretty cool.

I had a couple of drinks of vodka and took two pills. I didn't feel anything after about 45 minutes so i said "fuck it" and went to bed. While laying in bed i started to hear things similar to the auditory hallucinations i got when i went cold turkey from paxil (distant banging sounds and 'clanking' inside my head).

Soooooo, this stuff takes a bit to hit! Cool. I got up and grabbed to more pills and did a cold water extraction to get rid of most of the APAP. I drank that down and felt drowsy after about an hour so went to bed again. HAHA!!! Thats exactly how I felt! I remember laughing LOUDLY and in a quite silly manner. I also recall walking around but not being sure if i was dreaming or if i was actually walking around the house.

I was diggin' this so I took another (minus the CWE). Layed in bed again and started laughing again. I fell asleep and had AMAZING, realistic, colorful dreams that were so pleasant.

Hmmmmm..... ...i gotta look into this opiate thing some more!
 
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