First Meeting After Rehab

I went to an NA meeting tonight. I was uncomfortable.

I shared that I was fresh outta rehab and that I typically get uncomfortable before and after meetings (not during). When I'm uncomfortable I get in my head. When I'm in my head I want to use.

I let folks know that I was concerned about coming home tonight because I had spikes at my house.

After the meeting a dude followed me home and stood by while I flushed my weed (GASP!!!!) and wrapped my spikes in multiple bags (after bending them).

I was concerned about disposal and dude said he would take them to the hospital and have them dispose of them.

Wow.

 

Whoa.
That was nice of him.
I hope that if you choose to continue with NA that you continue to meet people who will support you in this process.

 

People kept pushing me to ask someone to follow me home. It was EXTREMELY difficult to ask for help.