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First MDMA experience, what the hell?

Skoomd

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I obtained a few capsules of molly (tested) and decided to roll last night with my bro.

Now before I start, I should add that I had plenty of sleep and drank emergen-c packets all night.

I gave myself 140mg and my brother 100mg. It took about 20 minutes before I started to feel it, but it didn't really kick in to about an hour after dosing. I went from being energetic and fine to feeling like someone stepped on a gas peddle and felt like the entire world was pure love and euphoria. The funny thing is, I took another 60mg (remember this is pure mdma and my first time) right before that 1 hour mark because I was not impressed with how I felt. Literally right after the second, smaller dose I was rolling so damn hard, it was crazy.

My eyes were melting into the back of my head, and I couldn't tell if my eyes were open or not because everything I tried to look at something it was just so blurry from moving back and forth and my eyes were rolling back like crazy. Mentally, I felt like I loved the entire world, and was listening/dancing to some music. I had a lot of energy at this point, and was so happy. About 30 minutes later, it kicked up another notch because the second dose was setting in. At this point, I couldn't even talk I was rolling so hard. I just closed my eyes, and danced simply because that is all I could do. This intense euphoria lasted about 3 hours (4 hours after dosing) and suddenly as I felt myself coming down, I was so tired. I was so tired infact that I laid down on the floor and almost fell asleep, even though I was still rolling pretty good. From this point on, I felt extremely tired and sleepy. When I stood up, I occasionally got dizzy from being tired while rolling so hard.

I didn't really come down until 6.5-7 hours after dosing, and I had to spend the last 3 or so hours sitting down and talking because I was falling asleep. When I finally headed up to bed, I instantly dropped like a rock and slept like a baby.


So my question is, how on earth did I get so tired while rolling? Was it just too much MDMA for my first time? Something else? When I woke up today, I felt pretty crappy and out of it, but it is getting better now. Considering how MDMA is quite a strong stimulant, I am just baffled at how I was able to be tired and fall asleep so easily.

I have taken LSD and mushrooms many many times and couldn't DREAM of sleeping, the stimulation would just be too strong.
 
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Definitely too much mdma for your first time. A good roll will make you pretty lethargic ( floored is the term for a reason.)
 
Yeah, that's what I was figuring. I really wasn't planning on taking any more than the first 140mg no matter what, but when I took the other dose, it really didn't come to my mind. I guess it's good that I know how long it will take to fully kick in now since it was only my first time. Next time I will probably only take 120-140mg and maybe if I want to keep going i'll take a booster 5 hours later.

My brother said I looked totally messed up haha
 
Could indeed be a bit too high of a dose. As FWR already mentioned, pure MDMA can be quite sedating, though it is classified as a stimulant. This is especially true with high doses. You mention you tested your drugs so I'll add the (tested) prefix. MDMA can occasionally, depending on different factors, take longer than average to come up so that could easily lead to taking more than intended.

Rule of thumb: wait at least 1,5 hours before redosing (took me 2h to come up once even). If you hardly feel anything or if you don't feel anything at all after 1,5 hours, don't redose. Best case scenario your drugs are cut to shit with something inactive which means you can redose all you want, you're not going to get where you want to be anyway. Worst case scenario there's something like PMA mixed in there that takes 3 hours to come up and is very toxic, in which case a redose can cause significant harm
 
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Do you think it might be worthwhile to add some amphetamine to the capsules? I have done some reading and am surprised how there actually are a lot of people saying that yes, pure mdma is actually quite relaxing and mellow. I was always under the impression that mdma would be a very stimulating experience, came to me as quite the surprise! I guess there's a lot of people with adulterated pills I guess haha
 
You could try that, but like drugs_for_parents already said you should adjust the dose of both substances accordingly. A bit less than normal of both the amp and the MDMA.

Pure MDMA can be both sedating and stimulating I've found. A lot depends on the setting, pounding electronic music will hype you up, giving you more stimulation while curling up on a mate's couch will produce a more mellow and sedating roll. As said before this is very much dose-dependent as well, with higher doses producing a more floored feeling. Also how much sleep you had the night before, how well-fed you are, your mindset, the state of the people around you,... all have an impact on how much energy you have at your disposal during your roll. I notice this especially when at a multi-day festival and rolling the last day. I get that floored feeling much more easily than when I would have rolled on the first day
 
Yep, definitely just good stuff and a bit too high of a dose. I tend to get very lazy when I take M, so if I'm with a few friends sometimes I drink half an energy drink (I'm pretty caffeine-sensitive since I don't drink coffee) and that sets me perfectly :)
 
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