keftaboyzKoln
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Trigger Warning: Dangerous drug interaction, fainting, panic, near-serotonin syndrome**
Hey everyone,
Yesterday I tried LSD for the very first time, and it turned into the scariest drug experience of my life.
I was with my friend J, who had done LSD before (250µg and supposedly 500µg). We both decided to dose at 20:00. By 20:30 we dropped the blotter, and only 15 minutes later (20:45) the visuals started rushing in. While they were coming up, I even tried to make a pizza, but things quickly spiraled.
By 21:30 the trip was overwhelming: insane visuals, paranoia, and total reality distortion. It felt like my ego was dissolving and the world was collapsing. These were **the most intense, insane visuals I’ve ever had in my life**—and instead of enjoying them, they terrified me.
By 22:30 I was desperate to stop. I remembered reading that mirtazapine (15mg) could end a bad trip. Without thinking clearly, I took one—and so did my friend.
At 22:50, the visuals suddenly dropped. Then my friend told me he felt like he was about to faint. As I tried to help him, I felt the exact same thing: my body shutting down, vision fading, heart pounding out of my chest. For a moment, I was convinced this was it—I was going to collapse and maybe not wake up.
The feeling came in waves. Every time I thought about fainting, it got worse, like my brain could trigger the blackout. I was dripping sweat, barely holding myself together, and I truly considered calling an ambulance. I was terrified we had given ourselves serotonin syndrome—or that our bodies just couldn’t handle the mix.
By some miracle, by 00:00 we were stable again. We sat down and watched Scooby Doo while riding out the comedown. For a moment, it almost felt safe. But then at 02:00, it hit me again—I nearly fainted one more time. My friend stayed awake watching me until 04:30 when we finally sleep
When I woke up at 16:00, I felt normal again. Ate some pasta, went outside, like nothing happened. But looking back—it was one of the most dangerous situations I’ve ever put myself in.
**My conclusions:**
* Never, ever mix LSD with antidepressants like mirtazapine. It can be deadly.
* The dose (320µg) was way too much, way stronger than what my friend had remembered.
* At the peak, I genuinely thought I was going to die, or lose my mind forever.
* The visuals were beautiful but terrifying—the most insane trip I’ll probably ever have.
For now, I’m done with psychedelics. I know many people love them, but after last night, I don’t want to risk that again.
We think it probably was other drug instead LSD what u all think?
Stay safe out there.
Hey everyone,
Yesterday I tried LSD for the very first time, and it turned into the scariest drug experience of my life.
I was with my friend J, who had done LSD before (250µg and supposedly 500µg). We both decided to dose at 20:00. By 20:30 we dropped the blotter, and only 15 minutes later (20:45) the visuals started rushing in. While they were coming up, I even tried to make a pizza, but things quickly spiraled.
By 21:30 the trip was overwhelming: insane visuals, paranoia, and total reality distortion. It felt like my ego was dissolving and the world was collapsing. These were **the most intense, insane visuals I’ve ever had in my life**—and instead of enjoying them, they terrified me.
By 22:30 I was desperate to stop. I remembered reading that mirtazapine (15mg) could end a bad trip. Without thinking clearly, I took one—and so did my friend.
At 22:50, the visuals suddenly dropped. Then my friend told me he felt like he was about to faint. As I tried to help him, I felt the exact same thing: my body shutting down, vision fading, heart pounding out of my chest. For a moment, I was convinced this was it—I was going to collapse and maybe not wake up.
The feeling came in waves. Every time I thought about fainting, it got worse, like my brain could trigger the blackout. I was dripping sweat, barely holding myself together, and I truly considered calling an ambulance. I was terrified we had given ourselves serotonin syndrome—or that our bodies just couldn’t handle the mix.
By some miracle, by 00:00 we were stable again. We sat down and watched Scooby Doo while riding out the comedown. For a moment, it almost felt safe. But then at 02:00, it hit me again—I nearly fainted one more time. My friend stayed awake watching me until 04:30 when we finally sleep
When I woke up at 16:00, I felt normal again. Ate some pasta, went outside, like nothing happened. But looking back—it was one of the most dangerous situations I’ve ever put myself in.
**My conclusions:**
* Never, ever mix LSD with antidepressants like mirtazapine. It can be deadly.
* The dose (320µg) was way too much, way stronger than what my friend had remembered.
* At the peak, I genuinely thought I was going to die, or lose my mind forever.
* The visuals were beautiful but terrifying—the most insane trip I’ll probably ever have.
For now, I’m done with psychedelics. I know many people love them, but after last night, I don’t want to risk that again.
We think it probably was other drug instead LSD what u all think?
Stay safe out there.
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