Hey everyone,
Just wanted to share my experience. I have rolled for over 5 years, ranging from twice a year to max 4 times.
I got word of these new capsules where they are supposed to be pure mdma, so I was curious to try them. They had a dingy beige colored powder inside with dark specks.
I attended a rave in my city, me and a few friends shared them. Here's my experience:
12:00am - Ingest 1 capsule at the rave
12:30 - start to feel a bit of a warm rush, 1 friend is saying it's hitting him pretty hard. shortly after I had a tingly sensation in my hands, and boy my legs were sure feeling it. Almost felt like that sensation after your legs go numb if you slept on it funny. Both legs felt it HARD, like I wanted to sit down. Never had that before from pills. Also I felt a bit out of breath, yet slightly euphoric, like after doing a workout set.
1:00-3:00 - Anxiety and the "come up" over; while peaking I experienced bouts of wanting to talk to people, wanting to go dance, inhibitions removed (so far normal) However, I felt bouts of wanting to NOT talk to anyone, and I remember when I got split up from friends in the rave, a sense of "loss" which I've never gotten from pills before. Other times I've been cool to run around all night and mingle, make new friends, etc.
3:00am - can feel effects starting to wear off, so ingested another capsule.
3:00-6:30 - Hits me and this stuff is STRONG. way stronger than any pills I've taken. These few hours I really don't remember much except:
- very vivid hallucinations, like for a moment I thought the crowd dancing in front of me were multiple line ups at an airport waiting to check their baggage (??)
- I kept slipping into a "dream state," like I'd be dancing I would close my eyes and totally be dreaming about something and tune everything out, then open my eyes and be like wow I'm still at the rave dancing. I also did this a few times mid sentence while talking to my friend. It was messed up.
- another hallucination I remember was it looked like the DJ booth was moving!
- kept trying to drink my water with the bottle cap still on lol
6:30 - on the ride home I still had some hallucinations, normally I'm fine to drive at this point, but I knew for sure I couldn't yet. I was still seeing mild hallucinations, a bit more intense than the usual "fuzziness" around words and signs, if anyone knows what I mean. I remember seeing a yield sign and I had like quad vision of it, double vision of it left to right, and double vision of it up and down at the same time
7:00 - slept at a friends place for about 20 mins, felt like I was passed out for a couple hours. drove home shortly after that and slept until about 4 in the afternoon lol
To sum up, it wasnt my favorite rolling experience, partly because of the introverted effects I had, a decrease in usual dance energy, the "dream state" thing, and the fact I couldnt remember a lot of the night. I didn't get a lot of nystagmus that night either like usual either, unless I just don't remember it!
Another odd thing was usually I get these great closed eye visuals when I'm trying to get to sleep after a night of rolling. I really enjoy it cuz to me it's like watching a movie in your head. It's usually a mash up of random thoughts, like a fly through where I'm on a road, then all the traffic morphs into buildings and such. Really cool. But this time I didn't have none of that. Maybe I was just too tired!
One more thing to add, I was looking forward to the event all summer, and when the night came I had an unbelievable amount of anxiety before the event, almost like I was going to jump out of an airplane for the first time or something. I don't know what was up with that, maybe just the uncertainty of the capsules. Thoughts were actually going through my head, what if this new stuff kills me? I found myself fighting it and just passing it off as excitement for the experience, the people I'd meet, the music, and letting go and having fun.
Does this relate to any experiences anyone here has had with capsules? Maybe I just took too much, and over thought it beforehand.
Thanks for reading and your input!
Just wanted to share my experience. I have rolled for over 5 years, ranging from twice a year to max 4 times.
I got word of these new capsules where they are supposed to be pure mdma, so I was curious to try them. They had a dingy beige colored powder inside with dark specks.
I attended a rave in my city, me and a few friends shared them. Here's my experience:
12:00am - Ingest 1 capsule at the rave
12:30 - start to feel a bit of a warm rush, 1 friend is saying it's hitting him pretty hard. shortly after I had a tingly sensation in my hands, and boy my legs were sure feeling it. Almost felt like that sensation after your legs go numb if you slept on it funny. Both legs felt it HARD, like I wanted to sit down. Never had that before from pills. Also I felt a bit out of breath, yet slightly euphoric, like after doing a workout set.
1:00-3:00 - Anxiety and the "come up" over; while peaking I experienced bouts of wanting to talk to people, wanting to go dance, inhibitions removed (so far normal) However, I felt bouts of wanting to NOT talk to anyone, and I remember when I got split up from friends in the rave, a sense of "loss" which I've never gotten from pills before. Other times I've been cool to run around all night and mingle, make new friends, etc.
3:00am - can feel effects starting to wear off, so ingested another capsule.
3:00-6:30 - Hits me and this stuff is STRONG. way stronger than any pills I've taken. These few hours I really don't remember much except:
- very vivid hallucinations, like for a moment I thought the crowd dancing in front of me were multiple line ups at an airport waiting to check their baggage (??)
- I kept slipping into a "dream state," like I'd be dancing I would close my eyes and totally be dreaming about something and tune everything out, then open my eyes and be like wow I'm still at the rave dancing. I also did this a few times mid sentence while talking to my friend. It was messed up.
- another hallucination I remember was it looked like the DJ booth was moving!
- kept trying to drink my water with the bottle cap still on lol
6:30 - on the ride home I still had some hallucinations, normally I'm fine to drive at this point, but I knew for sure I couldn't yet. I was still seeing mild hallucinations, a bit more intense than the usual "fuzziness" around words and signs, if anyone knows what I mean. I remember seeing a yield sign and I had like quad vision of it, double vision of it left to right, and double vision of it up and down at the same time
7:00 - slept at a friends place for about 20 mins, felt like I was passed out for a couple hours. drove home shortly after that and slept until about 4 in the afternoon lol
To sum up, it wasnt my favorite rolling experience, partly because of the introverted effects I had, a decrease in usual dance energy, the "dream state" thing, and the fact I couldnt remember a lot of the night. I didn't get a lot of nystagmus that night either like usual either, unless I just don't remember it!
Another odd thing was usually I get these great closed eye visuals when I'm trying to get to sleep after a night of rolling. I really enjoy it cuz to me it's like watching a movie in your head. It's usually a mash up of random thoughts, like a fly through where I'm on a road, then all the traffic morphs into buildings and such. Really cool. But this time I didn't have none of that. Maybe I was just too tired!
One more thing to add, I was looking forward to the event all summer, and when the night came I had an unbelievable amount of anxiety before the event, almost like I was going to jump out of an airplane for the first time or something. I don't know what was up with that, maybe just the uncertainty of the capsules. Thoughts were actually going through my head, what if this new stuff kills me? I found myself fighting it and just passing it off as excitement for the experience, the people I'd meet, the music, and letting go and having fun.
Does this relate to any experiences anyone here has had with capsules? Maybe I just took too much, and over thought it beforehand.
Thanks for reading and your input!
