Misc First drug you tried that you instantly fell in love with?

[cnnka]

The first drug I ever tried and instantly fell in love with was nitrous. I was like 9 or 10 years old, and the dentist would put the mask on me it felt absolutely heavenly.

Then came weed. From the very first puff, I loved it. For many years it was perfect, but eventually our relationship got complicated, so we went our separate ways.

My most enjoyable experience, though, was at 17. Right before a surgery, a nurse gave me an intramuscular injection of morphine. I don’t know how much he gave me, but within minutes maybe even seconds I was nodding off. I think I had some kind of hallucination, or maybe it was an opioid dream. I couldn’t tell if I was asleep or awake, or for how long. It felt like I was lying on clouds smooth, soft, and absolutely perfect. After what felt like hours, the nurse woke me up and took me into surgery.

They operated with local anesthesia, and I was completely carefree the whole time. I was laughing and cracking jokes with the doctors while they worked on my genitals. It was so good that even the doctors were laughing along with me. I didn’t care about anything I even wanted to watch the surgery, so I kept lifting my head to see.

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

not the first drug i tried but meth definitely takes the spot. first tried at 15 and has kept me in its hook
also vicodin at the same age. though i never got into it enough to get addicted - but easily one of the most euphoric feelings ive ever felt.

I'm genuinely glad I never tried meth. Though I'm not sure I'd even like it since stims go very badly with me.
And just as much I wish I never liked opioids. Make a thousand crosses you didn't get hooked on them as we say I mean it. And I'm not even a bad case in comparison

 

[Dextro .45]

Have you ever had side effects from the Ritalin? I've heard good things about it and definitely want to try sometime.

Never……

Vyvanse (Lisdexamfetamine) a prodrug metabolizing into its API being dextro-Amphetamine- which is supposed to have significantly more dopamine than norepinephrine, and even better releases the d-Amph slowly at a rate limited pace gave both me and a friend slight heart palpitations…..weird?

Vyvanse 20mg is equivalent to 5.9mg d-Amph as per Shire Pharmaceuticals…..so a Dexedrine 5mg tablet reaching peak serum levels C-Max in 3h with a duration of 8-10h (13/14h total is listed after oral administration) which is a low dose… 2 peach Vyvanse 20mg (10mg of d-Amph) gave me sporadic mild heart palpitation…..which to me is unacceptable

They do carry a black box warming of cardiovascular issues, sudden death syndrome, stroke & heart attack. Scary shit, legal and FDA had to put for safety and legal liability reasons…..not to be sued for 100mil

But Dexedrine is smooth, apparently…..Methedrine / Desoxyn 5mg tablets even more gentle and safe

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) is hands down the safest dopaminergic stimulant, cardiovascular speaking WHILE still possessing significant mood-boosting and very euphoric properties (co-ingested with ethanol) which increases levels of active isomer d-threo-methylphenidate (Focalin) and producing the inactive metabolite l-ethylphenidate & ritalinic acid (NOT the desired and significantly euphoric d-Ethylphenidate)

I’ve had really great quality MPH analogs…..

Isopropylphenidate - has 1/3 the activity at the NET - way less Norepinephrine which is desirable and an even safer alternative regarding cardiovascular stress such as increased HR & BP.

IPH was/is being studied or considered as a genuine pharmaceutical drug as an alternative to Ritalin/MPH which lasts 5-8h instead of 3-4h like MPH and has 1/3 the norepinephrine activity…BUT …..Ritalin is so safe & gentle and norepinephrine is just as important as dopamine when balancing ADHD chemical imbalance

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) is 3-4X more potent at the DAT than the NET …..which is beautifully balanced in my opinion

4-Fluoro Methylphenidate- 3.33 X more potent at the DAT than Ritalin, but not very practical and both IPH and 4F-MPH do NOT possess any euphoric properties what so ever……Methylphenidate is in a class of its own

Both Cocaine & Methylphenidate are nearly identical in their MOA, both being “Inverse Agonists” acting as reuptake inhibitors but with a crucial element that also causes the indirect release & increase of CNS dopamine, both reliably inducing profound euphoria in all test subjects

Amphetamine
D-Amphetamine
D-Methamphetamine
Phenmetrazine
Methylphenidate
Cocaine

All extremely euphoric dopaminergic stimulant compounds legally marketed & prescribed through early 1920’s to current. Phenmetrazine was voluntarily removed from the market because it was TOO euphoric and an abuse liability out of control…..users preferring Preludin (Phenmetrazine) over IV injecting Methamphetamine……wow.

Pure API compounding powder of pharmaceutically pure both Phenmetrazine & Methylphenidate were highly sought after drugs with i.v. injection users during that time period 70’s & 80’s I believe once Preludin was removed from the market. Somehow a massive surplus was diverted to the black market

They probably had a metric ton of pure powder…… incinerated a portion to show authority board while flooding the illicit market with remaining to recoup financial losses of large industrial production run of pure Phenmetrazine

Like Philipon (d-Desoxyephedrine / Methamphetamine) in Japan after WWII and Pervitin in Germany

me…..just like my Ritalin. No sleep disturbances, no dry mouth, no racing HR or BP, sweating, sketchy etc…..just happy, sociable, energetic and moderate euphoria (depending on dose, ROA, and co-ingested compounds lol)

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Never……

Vyvanse (Lisdexamfetamine) a prodrug metabolizing into its API being dextro-Amphetamine- which is supposed to have significantly more dopamine than norepinephrine, and even better releases the d-Amph slowly at a rate limited pace gave both me and a friend slight heart palpitations…..weird?

Vyvanse 20mg is equivalent to 5.9mg d-Amph as per Shire Pharmaceuticals…..so a Dexedrine 5mg tablet reaching peak serum levels C-Max in 3h with a duration of 8-10h (13/14h total is listed after oral administration) which is a low dose… 2 peach Vyvanse 20mg (10mg of d-Amph) gave me sporadic mild heart palpitation…..which to me is unacceptable

They do carry a black box warming of cardiovascular issues, sudden death syndrome, stroke & heart attack. Scary shit, legal and FDA had to put for safety and legal liability reasons…..not to be sued for 100mil

But Dexedrine is smooth, apparently…..Methedrine / Desoxyn 5mg tablets even more gentle and safe

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) is hands down the safest dopaminergic stimulant, cardiovascular speaking WHILE still possessing significant mood-boosting and very euphoric properties (co-ingested with ethanol) which increases levels of active isomer d-threo-methylphenidate (Focalin) and producing the inactive metabolite l-ethylphenidate & ritalinic acid (NOT the desired and significantly euphoric d-Ethylphenidate)

I’ve had really great quality MPH analogs…..

Isopropylphenidate - has 1/3 the activity at the NET - way less Norepinephrine which is desirable and an even safer alternative regarding cardiovascular stress such as increased HR & BP.

IPH was/is being studied or considered as a genuine pharmaceutical drug as an alternative to Ritalin/MPH which lasts 5-8h instead of 3-4h like MPH and has 1/3 the norepinephrine activity…BUT …..Ritalin is so safe & gentle and norepinephrine is just as important as dopamine when balancing ADHD chemical imbalance

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) is 3-4X more potent at the DAT than the NET …..which is beautifully balanced in my opinion

4-Fluoro Methylphenidate- 3.33 X more potent at the DAT than Ritalin, but not very practical and both IPH and 4F-MPH do NOT possess any euphoric properties what so ever……Methylphenidate is in a class of its own

Both Cocaine & Methylphenidate are nearly identical in their MOA, both being “Inverse Agonists” acting as reuptake inhibitors but with a crucial element that also causes the indirect release & increase of CNS dopamine, both reliably inducing profound euphoria in all test subjects

Amphetamine
D-Amphetamine
D-Methamphetamine
Phenmetrazine
Methylphenidate
Cocaine

All extremely euphoric dopaminergic stimulant compounds legally marketed & prescribed through early 1920’s to current. Phenmetrazine was voluntarily removed from the market because it was TOO euphoric and an abuse liability out of control…..users preferring Preludin (Phenmetrazine) over IV injecting Methamphetamine……wow.

Pure API compounding powder of pharmaceutically pure both Phenmetrazine & Methylphenidate were highly sought after drugs with i.v. injection users during that time period 70’s & 80’s I believe once Preludin was removed from the market. Somehow a massive surplus was diverted to the black market

They probably had a metric ton of pure powder…… incinerated a portion to show authority board while flooding the illicit market with remaining to recoup financial losses of large industrial production run of pure Phenmetrazine

Like Philipon (d-Desoxyephedrine / Methamphetamine) in Japan after WWII and Pervitin in Germany

me…..just like my Ritalin. No sleep disturbances, no dry mouth, no racing HR or BP, sweating, sketchy etc…..just happy, sociable, energetic and moderate euphoria (depending on dose, ROA, and co-ingested compounds lol)

Almost makes me wanna try that mph & alc combo - though I definitely object the all test subjects thing. I don't even remember any euphoria when injecting cocaine . Nor with mph oral though I didn't take more than I needed to stay awake and drive safely for 10 hours - great for me cause I don't need another addiction

 

[WellTram]

1, Cannabis
2, Alcohol
3, Diazepam
3,5 Meth
4, Opioids mostly tramadol and hydromorphone
5, modafinil

 

[TheLightBringer]

Never……

Vyvanse (Lisdexamfetamine) a prodrug metabolizing into its API being dextro-Amphetamine- which is supposed to have significantly more dopamine than norepinephrine, and even better releases the d-Amph slowly at a rate limited pace gave both me and a friend slight heart palpitations…..weird?

Vyvanse 20mg is equivalent to 5.9mg d-Amph as per Shire Pharmaceuticals…..so a Dexedrine 5mg tablet reaching peak serum levels C-Max in 3h with a duration of 8-10h (13/14h total is listed after oral administration) which is a low dose… 2 peach Vyvanse 20mg (10mg of d-Amph) gave me sporadic mild heart palpitation…..which to me is unacceptable

They do carry a black box warming of cardiovascular issues, sudden death syndrome, stroke & heart attack. Scary shit, legal and FDA had to put for safety and legal liability reasons…..not to be sued for 100mil

But Dexedrine is smooth, apparently…..Methedrine / Desoxyn 5mg tablets even more gentle and safe

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) is hands down the safest dopaminergic stimulant, cardiovascular speaking WHILE still possessing significant mood-boosting and very euphoric properties (co-ingested with ethanol) which increases levels of active isomer d-threo-methylphenidate (Focalin) and producing the inactive metabolite l-ethylphenidate & ritalinic acid (NOT the desired and significantly euphoric d-Ethylphenidate)

I’ve had really great quality MPH analogs…..

Isopropylphenidate - has 1/3 the activity at the NET - way less Norepinephrine which is desirable and an even safer alternative regarding cardiovascular stress such as increased HR & BP.

IPH was/is being studied or considered as a genuine pharmaceutical drug as an alternative to Ritalin/MPH which lasts 5-8h instead of 3-4h like MPH and has 1/3 the norepinephrine activity…BUT …..Ritalin is so safe & gentle and norepinephrine is just as important as dopamine when balancing ADHD chemical imbalance

Ritalin (Methylphenidate) is 3-4X more potent at the DAT than the NET …..which is beautifully balanced in my opinion

4-Fluoro Methylphenidate- 3.33 X more potent at the DAT than Ritalin, but not very practical and both IPH and 4F-MPH do NOT possess any euphoric properties what so ever……Methylphenidate is in a class of its own

Both Cocaine & Methylphenidate are nearly identical in their MOA, both being “Inverse Agonists” acting as reuptake inhibitors but with a crucial element that also causes the indirect release & increase of CNS dopamine, both reliably inducing profound euphoria in all test subjects

Amphetamine
D-Amphetamine
D-Methamphetamine
Phenmetrazine
Methylphenidate
Cocaine

All extremely euphoric dopaminergic stimulant compounds legally marketed & prescribed through early 1920’s to current. Phenmetrazine was voluntarily removed from the market because it was TOO euphoric and an abuse liability out of control…..users preferring Preludin (Phenmetrazine) over IV injecting Methamphetamine……wow.

Pure API compounding powder of pharmaceutically pure both Phenmetrazine & Methylphenidate were highly sought after drugs with i.v. injection users during that time period 70’s & 80’s I believe once Preludin was removed from the market. Somehow a massive surplus was diverted to the black market

They probably had a metric ton of pure powder…… incinerated a portion to show authority board while flooding the illicit market with remaining to recoup financial losses of large industrial production run of pure Phenmetrazine

Like Philipon (d-Desoxyephedrine / Methamphetamine) in Japan after WWII and Pervitin in Germany

me…..just like my Ritalin. No sleep disturbances, no dry mouth, no racing HR or BP, sweating, sketchy etc…..just happy, sociable, energetic and moderate euphoria (depending on dose, ROA, and co-ingested compounds lol)

Im curious if you ever tried Ethylphenidate, I am fascinated at how some people can prefer reuptake inhibitors to releasers. I always found MPH to lose like 80% of its euphoria once you build tolerance while releasing agents stay euphoric despite tolerance and I find amphetamine generally to be around 2,5x more euphoric than ritalin at equivalent dosages. Altough ritalin definetly had its place in my early stages of addiction and was one of my loves at first

Im willing to bet D-Threo-Ethylphenidate would be the most euphoric currently known NDRI bar the rush from some pyrros.
D-Threo-EPH + Kanna Sceletium would likely be an excellent way to create a coke like experience without the NA-channel blocker toxicity and hopefully less 5HT2B agonism altough I dont know the pharmacology of mesembrine

 

[SuperPsych]

Cannabis is the first drug that I tried that I ended up falling in love with (and eventually out of love with). Weed is the first drug that I had ever tried when I was 14. The first time that I tried it was very enjoyable but I don't know if I'd say I instantly fell in love with it, although I did fall in love with it just a few weeks later.

Mushrooms were my second drug that I ever tried. I had just turned 15 at the time and I would say that this is the first drug experience that I fell in love with and became enamored by.

Methamphetamine was the first drug that fell in love with me. First time that I tried it I can't even explain. Seemed like we were searching for each other our whole lives but it didn't take long before the relationship became abusive and I couldn't get away from them.

 

[Dextro .45]

Yes, you’re correct…..the euphoria from Ritalin when starting was very profound. After 20+ years of near daily usage with little breaks, I need about 50-70mg IR + opioid + ethanol all at once……maybe 3-6 drinks over 1.5-2h of Gin & ginger ale (the alcohol significantly enhances the euphoria of Ritalin while increases d-MPH levels by 40%) and I’ll get a solid 3-4h of pleasurable mood lift…..but nowhere near the intensity when starting

Adderall I’ve tried 30mg XR crushed and Vyvanse
Illicit Methamphetamine (pressed Adderall 30mg IR that were analyzed by lab sold by vendor stating Methamphetamine 5-10% of tablet , rest inert excipients…..but I didn’t feel shit
Illicit MDMA pressed tablet 40% Molly 25% Meth…..but didn’t feel shit

I would try pure Ice if I ever managed to acquire ……reduction of ephedrine by a proper skilled cook yielding hi purity 80-90% d-Desoxyephedrine crystals/shards …..weighted out 5-10mg amounts orally first …..maybe insulated or dare I say, i.v. injection of 10-20mg of crystal wow ….that would be a rush

 

[M!$TER-ED]

First drug besides coffee was tobacco. Started smoking at 17, thought I was cool. Soon I didn’t know what to do with my hands. Younger brother turned me on to weed I never got off on weed but I smoked it to be social. Tried MDA from word of mouth, saw Pink Floyd dark side of the moon on a half a gram of MDA. It was great.
Went to a friends house, buddy of mine was shooting MDA and gave me a load. I loved it, nodded out for a long time, my friend got worried. I was The Smokier you drink, The Player You Get by Joe Walsh and the Rocky Mountain Way… I craved the needle as much as I did the rush.

Although LSD was before MDA I didn’t realize how much I loved LSD until later in life it has always been my primary objective for drug use. LSD made me who I am in an obscure sort of way. I love the way I think and what my mind is capable of. Thanks to LSD I’m a real person.

 

[TheLightBringer]

Yes, you’re correct…..the euphoria from Ritalin when starting was very profound. After 20+ years of near daily usage with little breaks, I need about 50-70mg IR + opioid + ethanol all at once……maybe 3-6 drinks over 1.5-2h of Gin & ginger ale (the alcohol significantly enhances the euphoria of Ritalin while increases d-MPH levels by 40%) and I’ll get a solid 3-4h of pleasurable mood lift…..but nowhere near the intensity when starting

Adderall I’ve tried 30mg XR crushed and Vyvanse
Illicit Methamphetamine (pressed Adderall 30mg IR that were analyzed by lab sold by vendor stating Methamphetamine 5-10% of tablet , rest inert excipients…..but I didn’t feel shit
Illicit MDMA pressed tablet 40% Molly 25% Meth…..but didn’t feel shit

I would try pure Ice if I ever managed to acquire ……reduction of ephedrine by a proper skilled cook yielding hi purity 80-90% d-Desoxyephedrine crystals/shards …..weighted out 5-10mg amounts orally first …..maybe insulated or dare I say, i.v. injection of 10-20mg of crystal wow ….that would be a rush

Damn Im surprised that after about 20 years of daily use you can still get euphoria from 50 - 70mg ritalin at all. Sounds like a prescribed dose at that point

I dont recommend it but after about 18 months of abusing ritalin I got to the point where I needed 120 - 150mg of MPH Intranasally + (some sort of downer added) for euphoria and even then it was barely half as good as when I started. Most I ever did in a single big dosage was 300mg intranasal

 

[cycloprop]

Probably alcohol when I was 12? Can't really say I fell in love with it per se because I'm not a massive drinker, but I do still have an appreciation for the drug

 

[Dextro .45]

Damn Im surprised that after about 20 years of daily use you can still get euphoria from 50 - 70mg ritalin at all. Sounds like a prescribed dose at that point

I dont recommend it but after about 18 months of abusing ritalin I got to the point where I needed 120 - 150mg of MPH Intranasally + (some sort of downer added) for euphoria and even then it was barely half as good as when I started. Most I ever did in a single big dosage was 300mg intranasal

Yikes, that’s a lot of powder…. In high volume doses, and other ROA’s than oral, most people or some, do an extraction, CWE or Isopropyl Alcohol to absorb the soluble MPH HCL salts while removing all the excipients…..it dries off or evaporates and you’re left with a crystalline MPH salt, scrape up, and perfect for injection or blasting

I also wet nasal passage as MPH is water soluble and aid in absorption

Foquest XR 100mg capsule are ideal in Canada…..I pulverized tiny beads inside and you can easily differentiate between the fine crystalline MPH and the gummy, clumpy, was like matrix of the excipients XR mechanism

Biphentin XR 80mg capsules are tiny beads when pulverized the entire product is a fine sandy like crystalline powder ….I blast lines of this after 50-70mg pulverized IR orally with ethanol + opioid ….much faster onset with intranasal while oral IR dose peaks in 1h approx and all compliment each other

Benzo’s……ugh. My 5,000mg of Pharma grade Etizolam are gone, 5k of Deschloroetizolam (which is even better than Etizolam if you have 100% pure Pharma grade)

Avizafone (Pro-Diazepam) is nice, my go to….IM injection in shoulder , 15min onset 0.5h peak serum levels …..5,000mg + went through…..80-100mg per shot (Diazepam 50mg injected as water soluable pro drug)

Diclazepam 1,500mg almost done, that I acquired over 5-7 years ago. 1-3mg per dose…..always 3mg for little muscle. Amazing benzodiazepine …actually synthasized by same chemist who made Diazepam (Valium).

Diclazepam (2-Chloro Diazepam) in 24h it metabolizes into Delorazepam (87h half life) then finally into Lorazepam (Ativan)……VERY Looooong acting benzodiazepine anxiolytic

Diclazepam 3mg oral
Delorazepam (legally licensed & prescribed in Italy) potent long acting anxiolytic 87h half life
Lorazepam (Ativan) we all know

Shit……where am I gonna find 100% purity Pharma grade Diclazepam 3,000mg again (last me 10 years or sporadic therapeutic use) Soooooo essential for an individual like myself

Avizafone is a life saver as it’s 100% pure Valium and hits harder & faster, but slightly not as long …..a brown per gram …..ehh……sometime I fantasize about watching an unidentified subject entering a pharmacy and calmly exiting ten min later with a duffel bag full of brand name Valium, Xanax, Ativan, Klonopin, Lyrica, Dexedrine, Adderall XR, Ritalin, HM Contin, Dilaudid, Oxycodone/ Oxy-IR, 100gram jars of Methadone API compounding powder, etc, etc

BUT…..if that unidentified subject were to get caught or discovered, forced to use deadly force to escape…..its just not worth it when some jack-off doctor could just write a script and fuck off …….what a headache

20+ years of these legally prescribed CII substances……required for chronic pain

I just want a 3X life time supply of every compound I require secured in a cold as f@ck, dark, dry basement vault for my own personal use.

 

[TheLightBringer]

Yikes, that’s a lot of powder…. In high volume doses, and other ROA’s than oral, most people or some, do an extraction, CWE or Isopropyl Alcohol to absorb the soluble MPH HCL salts while removing all the excipients…..it dries off or evaporates and you’re left with a crystalline MPH salt, scrape up, and perfect for injection or blasting

That exactly what I used to do when I had time, used to crush up anywhere from 400 to 1000mg ritalins worth of pills, stir in isopropyl and filter, then evaporate it and scrape it up. Used to freebase and smoke that shit sometimes as well

 

[Dextro .45]

Smoke it ah…..freebase it?

Are you taking the extracted MPH hcl salts and adding baking soda water heat…? As one would take Cocaine and cook it into crack?

On tin foil with a straw the Vapor’s ?

I read many times in the medical literature that Methylphenidate is often used/abused by smoking it…..I’m sure its effects are potent & rapid acting …..freebasing ah.

Oral, blasting lines, and I.V. injection (rarely) too much prep and many filtering for…..meh

I sadly grab decent Cocaine when my Rita script runs out early and I.V. inject decent bellringers …..shouldn’t. 20 years ago I had an INSAINE H habit after my Dilaudid & Oxy 80’s were done …..really good H…..before the fentanyl shit……like opening a bag of salt&vineger chips, light beige tan, I piss tested positive for 6-MAM also so I know it was actually Diacetylmorphine of pretty good quality…….with an Oxy 80 X 4 habit (prescription chronic pain) …..banging H was pure sex….Speedballs all the time…..fell asleep sitting up with cigarette burned to fingers, blisters and burns on fingers from cigarette, didn’t even wake me up……sad.

Enter Methadone 30mg , 40, 60, 80, 100, 125mg now ……stable on dose for 10+ years

It’s interesting how stigmatized injection drug use is……it’s just the most effect and rapid ROA, professional & efficient , but looks sooooo sketchy & cracked out. In the hospital they don’t crush a tablet and say, here, snort that lol, no they inject Hydromorphone directly into your bloodstream

So bad I had to wear long sleeve shirts in the summer to hide disgusting track marks, so fckn gross…..makes me cringe.

Currently all my stuff is in an oral Brompton Cocktail
IM depo-testosterone into my ass muscle
IM Avizafone (Pro-Diazepam) into my shoulder muscle
IV Cocaine sporadicly monthly when Ritalin runs out to prevent being lethargic

My daily routine for 10+ years is / or made in heaven custom cocktail

Methadone 100-125mg
Ritalin 50-70mg IR
Diazepam 20-30mg
Alprazolam 1mg
Pregabalin 300mg
Ethanol 2.oz cocktail + Belmont premium cigarettes

(Depo-Testosterone 200mg IM 1.5 weeks) Amazing antidepressant, mood-boosting, vigilance & vigorous, confident, mentally sharp and physically active & strong ……every man 40+ should have their free T levels checked
Even 200mg IM before the long weekend or an event you know you’ll be fckn or social gathering party etc, you’ll be calm, cool & collected..

 

[foodcrisis]

i tried alcohol and really liked it. thought it made music chill and i'd get the spins and get closed eye visuals before bed. had a lot of hope for alcohol being a good drug as an early teen.

tried dramamine because i was with a friend and we wanted to drink but couldn't find any alcohol around 14 after the drinking a bunch of times and didn't know what to think about it. like it was cool but way too intense to think about doing again. i tried it again years later and realized what a shitty body high it was compared to other drugs.

my first time with pot was around 15 or 16 and i didn't really know what to think about it the first few times. i was smoking till i tripped out. i liked it, but i wouldn't say i was in love with it. i smoked really good weed or a lot of decent weed for my first few times smoking... when i first got my first own bag of outdoors and just smoked one bowl by myself did i realize that i liked pot a lot. so it took me a few times to fall in love with pot... pot is pretty much my DOC after about 25 years of drug use. i don't drink surprisingly from what i thought i'd feel about alcohol when i first started. i'd probably still drink sometimes though if my back weren't screwed up. i get bad hang overs from CNS damage. alcohol definitely not a favorite drug or as cool as it was an early teen. probably most people's experience, but i guess there are some alcoholics out there. the spins looses its fun though imo as much as i still would like to get a buzz. i loved the spins as an early teen. the closed eye visuals were cool. like paintings just like psychedelics. i'd never get crazy visuals like that sober.

mushrooms were the first real psychedelic i took. i didn't really love them. was kind of awkward setting with high school buddies dodging parents, having friend's freak out and what not... i don't really like mushrooms that much anyways even in a good setting cause the body high. trying 5meo-amt was my first tryptamine. i liked the body high of that a lot more.. i also tried salvia in my later teens and loved that during the first trip. got some darker trips after that, but still overall a cool drug.

 

[TheLightBringer]

Smoke it ah…..freebase it?

Are you taking the extracted MPH hcl salts and adding baking soda water heat…? As one would take Cocaine and cook it into crack?

Yes bro, Sodium Carbonate (made by heating bicarbonate)
Or you could use NaOH + a non polar solvent to get completely pure freebase
Dont recommend it though

But were going off topic and filling up this thread, DM me if you wanna keep talking

 

[Vanilla_Incense]

For me the first (and only) drug I fell in love with was alcohol at 14. To quote Charles Bukowski when he wrote about his first experience with alcohol, "I thought, well, now I have found something, I have found something that is going to help me, for a long long time to come."

 

[Sp4rky]

MDMA bigg time. Got really high quality pills (professionally tested 220mg per pill) and went to a rave by myself. I knew nobody and it was my first real rave too. Took a quarter and right when I started to vaguely feel something, I got bothered by some creepy man hitting on me.

Then this girl who was also rolling noticed and got in between me and this man. We ended up dancing together while we were both coming up and we ended up kissing which was also my first kiss lol, lot of first times in one night I suppose.

We later ended up both taking another quarter and sitting in a trippy tent thingie just touching each other, hugging, etc.. and I’d never felt that good ever, both physically and mentally I just felt like me and this girl were melting together. Talked a bunch too, met a ton of really sweet people and overal it was exactly what I wanted my first time xtc to be, minus the creepy man maybe aha

Thinking about that specific night still has me feeling a strong sense of nostalgia, hoping for a proper rave soonnnn I miss that shit, now it’s just me getting high alone in my bedroom

 

[Vanilla_Incense]

MDMA bigg time. Got really high quality pills (professionally tested 220mg per pill) and went to a rave by myself. I knew nobody and it was my first real rave too. Took a quarter and right when I started to vaguely feel something, I got bothered by some creepy man hitting on me.

Then this girl who was also rolling noticed and got in between me and this man. We ended up dancing together while we were both coming up and we ended up kissing which was also my first kiss lol, lot of first times in one night I suppose.

We later ended up both taking another quarter and sitting in a trippy tent thingie just touching each other, hugging, etc.. and I’d never felt that good ever, both physically and mentally I just felt like me and this girl were melting together. Talked a bunch too, met a ton of really sweet people and overal it was exactly what I wanted my first time xtc to be, minus the creepy man maybe aha

Thinking about that specific night still has me feeling a strong sense of nostalgia, hoping for a proper rave soonnnn I miss that shit, now it’s just me getting high alone in my bedroom

Sounds like you had an awesome time . Ecstasy definitely "opens you up", cool that you had that chance encounter with that girl

My first experience with ecstasy was during an acid trip which i detailed here, Fear and Loathing in BrisVegas. Craziest night of my life

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

Cocaine HCL and crack! But now I hate them same with hash, weed, xtc, amphithamine,LSD hate the lot, loving feeling clean, I was turning into a shitbag of a degenerant on gear. Best advice don't do drugs if you do you'll probably be best giving up or at least seeking help to end your addiction/habit etc to you

You're doing brilliant man, respect.

Keep at it, don't get complacent - this shit can suddenly appear like a great idea again out of the blue, so remain vigilant.