First lemme give some history in the shortest possible way
Herion-bupe-herion-bupe-herion-methadone-lil bit of heroin-bupe
Thats over about 6 years so i do have some experince, but i dont know wtf going on right now and need srs help!
Ok so i was on methadone 130mg, got busted moving K n E and popped into rikers for a bit, they lowered my dose there to 40 (yup they give u methadone aint NYC great!!!!) I came out went up to 60 because i was still pretty fucking sick, then i decided well im going to jail eventually so i need to get off this crap asap, so i stopped taking my methadone last saturday, used heroin (ugh it was horible i hate heroin now) for what i thought would be about a month long of heroin use to allow my body to detox from the methadone, after 6 days i couldnt take it anymore i didnt wana shoot dope.
so i went and got on bupe (subutex, i refuse to take the OJ ones they grose as fuck make me gag) so yesterday i did about 15 bags and then another bag around 10pm, took my first bupe dose around 3am when i woke up from withdrawl (not totally sure it was a pretty foggy wakeup, i took 2mg of xanax and 150mg of serquel so i dunno how i even woke up but i assume the WD must of been painful enough to wake me.
I wokeup again at 7am sick as fukkkkkkkkkkkk, i stayed in bed just popping 4mg every hour untill i hit 16mg and said FUCK THIS i was so sick i went got dope, 15 bags did them all 1 shot they did nothing (yes i kno dangerous but i knew i had to do a shiton to kick the bupe barrier out) well this didnt work, my head (brain actually) feels clogged like its flooded
wow sorry for the huge wall of text, geez.
TL;DR-
Im a idiot, and what i need to know iz:
I took 2 8mg subutex (4mg a hour, for 4 hours)
I was sick as hell and copped 15bags, shot them all didnt feel a damn thing, didnt even get well.
Now that i was a idiot and put more heroin in my body do i need to wait untill fullfledge withdrawal AGAIN to avoid pre- cip
Or because the heroin never made it into my receptors (trust me i feel it floating around in my brain, feels like its swollen!) can i take more bupe and maybe feel a little better? Actually right now i feel OK except for the remaining leg cramps from RLS during withdrawal
Herion-bupe-herion-bupe-herion-methadone-lil bit of heroin-bupe
Thats over about 6 years so i do have some experince, but i dont know wtf going on right now and need srs help!
Ok so i was on methadone 130mg, got busted moving K n E and popped into rikers for a bit, they lowered my dose there to 40 (yup they give u methadone aint NYC great!!!!) I came out went up to 60 because i was still pretty fucking sick, then i decided well im going to jail eventually so i need to get off this crap asap, so i stopped taking my methadone last saturday, used heroin (ugh it was horible i hate heroin now) for what i thought would be about a month long of heroin use to allow my body to detox from the methadone, after 6 days i couldnt take it anymore i didnt wana shoot dope.
so i went and got on bupe (subutex, i refuse to take the OJ ones they grose as fuck make me gag) so yesterday i did about 15 bags and then another bag around 10pm, took my first bupe dose around 3am when i woke up from withdrawl (not totally sure it was a pretty foggy wakeup, i took 2mg of xanax and 150mg of serquel so i dunno how i even woke up but i assume the WD must of been painful enough to wake me.
I wokeup again at 7am sick as fukkkkkkkkkkkk, i stayed in bed just popping 4mg every hour untill i hit 16mg and said FUCK THIS i was so sick i went got dope, 15 bags did them all 1 shot they did nothing (yes i kno dangerous but i knew i had to do a shiton to kick the bupe barrier out) well this didnt work, my head (brain actually) feels clogged like its flooded
wow sorry for the huge wall of text, geez.
TL;DR-
Im a idiot, and what i need to know iz:
I took 2 8mg subutex (4mg a hour, for 4 hours)
I was sick as hell and copped 15bags, shot them all didnt feel a damn thing, didnt even get well.
Now that i was a idiot and put more heroin in my body do i need to wait untill fullfledge withdrawal AGAIN to avoid pre- cip
Or because the heroin never made it into my receptors (trust me i feel it floating around in my brain, feels like its swollen!) can i take more bupe and maybe feel a little better? Actually right now i feel OK except for the remaining leg cramps from RLS during withdrawal