Hello, everybody!
This is my first blog post on Bluelight. I'm not sure what I'll be blogging about. I guess it'll all just be spur of the moment and I'll share updates with my life and everything.
I've been up since 8:00 AM yesterday. I spent the day with my fiancé, I was supposed to have an interview today but, the hiring manager wasn't even around. Hopefully I can find another job soon. I'm really getting tired, my fiancé and I smoked a little bit of crystal last night, and I did a shot of heroin at around 3 AM. Nothing else really going on. Kind of getting sick of being physically dependent on opiates again, I don't know if I'll go into a detox center, or if I'll just quit cold turkey soon, but I'd like to quit soon.
My mom is coming up to spend my birthday with my fiancé and I this weekend. I'm really hoping she doesn't find out I'm using again, I don't want her to know just yet. I need to kick the opiates soon.
Anyway, it's so lovely being aware of what's going on around me, and not freaking out anymore; I had a terrible experience this last weekend from too much meth. I'll post a trip report about it later in the day. I'm gonna try and get some sleep now, just thought I'd start my blog on here before sleeping! Hopefully I'll remember to post another blog later on in the day, or something. I would like to keep it up to date as much as possible.
Thank you, to any who read this! Hopefully you guys will stick around and will read my later posts. Take care everybody! Be safe!
This is my first blog post on Bluelight. I'm not sure what I'll be blogging about. I guess it'll all just be spur of the moment and I'll share updates with my life and everything.
I've been up since 8:00 AM yesterday. I spent the day with my fiancé, I was supposed to have an interview today but, the hiring manager wasn't even around. Hopefully I can find another job soon. I'm really getting tired, my fiancé and I smoked a little bit of crystal last night, and I did a shot of heroin at around 3 AM. Nothing else really going on. Kind of getting sick of being physically dependent on opiates again, I don't know if I'll go into a detox center, or if I'll just quit cold turkey soon, but I'd like to quit soon.
My mom is coming up to spend my birthday with my fiancé and I this weekend. I'm really hoping she doesn't find out I'm using again, I don't want her to know just yet. I need to kick the opiates soon.
Anyway, it's so lovely being aware of what's going on around me, and not freaking out anymore; I had a terrible experience this last weekend from too much meth. I'll post a trip report about it later in the day. I'm gonna try and get some sleep now, just thought I'd start my blog on here before sleeping! Hopefully I'll remember to post another blog later on in the day, or something. I would like to keep it up to date as much as possible.
Thank you, to any who read this! Hopefully you guys will stick around and will read my later posts. Take care everybody! Be safe!
