Finding Peace

[emkee_reinvented]

This seems to be so true

Relationships are stressful

Being alone with a small group of close life long friends

And a cat or dog

Feels as close to peace as possible

Seem s enough being totally alone feel s not me.

Some can handle it but for me that is a full life.
A few close ones maybe a pet to.
That s dependend on but i miss my Cat.

But it s restricting any animal. Gotta take care
Just like friend to much mean s spreading.
To little and you are on your own.

This was posted long a go. Some shit made me question.
But afaik it was a solid pep talk

Eminem on the back ground. It something that makes sense.
When needed it is dramatic now but the message is right.
But being alone your not life is struggle going social.

Hurt s and this was a ecouragement to continue.
For me. So at that spot it relevant.
You are at that point now probable.

Past it but it s still there. How about you ?

 

[garygroundwork]

Hurt s and this was a ecouragement to continue.
For me. So at that spot it relevant.
You are at that point now probable.

Past it but it s still there. How about you ?

Just to clarify before I answer do you mean you are past socialising and relationships?

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Just to clarify before I answer do you mean you are past socialising and relationships?

No what you wrote.

Being alone with a small group of close life long friends

And a cat or dog

Feels as close to peace as possible

That is having meaning contact not to much so i can invest my time and energy in them. Feels keeping up social structure s is hard work.

So didn t give up just trying to reinvent the friendship thing.
Do keep up with old friend s on as needed they have no clue.
That i am writing with people daily globally.

For the outside world. Lived 8 year s here a village.
Met 3 people over time and 1 well he was raised here.
Not big city minded. So the three mentioned are like me.

Outsiders. Indonesian/ Polish and Eritrae. I am native.
Doesnt feel like it 'i am a alien' my forefather s lived here.
That s it no connection with it in general.

Didn t want it to form me. Go hermit. The natural thing to do imo.
But that would restrict everything the universe has in plan.
So keep my mind open and try notr to say to much.

Cloak and Dagger. Style. And opening when meeting someone likewise.