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Fill in the blank, "I will NEVER do ______ for drugs"

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Throughout my history with heroin, I have noticed that as users, we tend to rationalize our behavior and always have something that we say we will NEVER do for drugs. We start out with the best of intentions and slowly find ourselves doing things we said we would never do.

When I first started in the mid 90s, I bought from a middleman and I said "I will never go to the ghetto to cop". Then I started driving a middleman to the hood and he would walk down to the spots to cop for me. I would say, well at least I'm not going to the spots.......and a short time later I was copping for myself all over Newark, walking into buildings and into project courtyards.....copping for the people who (like me just 6 months prior) were scared to go into the ghetto themselves.

Its a way I rationalized my behavior. Like I used to say, "I know I'm an addict but at least I don't steal from other people." Then a few months later, I found myself dipping into my mother's purse like a scumbag.

Have people been able to stick to any of their "I never's"?

Or does anyone have any good stories of things they said they would never do but inevitably wound up doing?
 
I was gonna say the drive to the hood thing you mentioned when I read the thread title. Other than I said I would never shoot up, which I only do now, never use everyday, and never steal for money, all done at this point.
 
oh god yes. Said I was done oxy on new years..didnt happen..said I was done on my 20th birthday (which was 2 days ago)...and I already think tomrow im gonna get some.

Also way back I said I will only go percs and roxicodone and never do oxyCONTIN now I perfer oxycontin over rockis

One thing I want to keep at I will never is I will never use heroin. Ive done a good job as I had it offered to me right in front of my face and turned it down.
 
If I say I'll never suck a dude's dick for drugs it can happen... oh...

fuck.
 
Terrible One said:
oh god yes. Said I was done oxy on new years..didnt happen..said I was done on my 20th birthday (which was 2 days ago)...and I already think tomrow im gonna get some.

Also way back I said I will only go percs and roxicodone and never do oxyCONTIN now I perfer oxycontin over rockis

One thing I want to keep at I will never is I will never use heroin. Ive done a good job as I had it offered to me right in front of my face and turned it down.
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oxycodone = oxycontin.... oxy just has time release system, you should know that silly bl'er
 
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Right, and I think he knows that.

But when referring to progression, percocet to oxycontin is surely seen as a step up...typically because oxycontin is thought to have larger dosages than percocet.

I mean, technically taking 1 perc vs 16 percs is the same drug, but it sure as hell is progression.
 
Ones i've been able to stick to:
Suck dick
Murder

Ones I havn't been able to:
Pimp myself (to girls, highschool girls, i mean seriously, I dunno how the fuck i worked that shit out but I got paid to fuck decent to semi decent, usually emo girls all through highschool)
Shoot up
worse things that i dont want to admitt to that have landed me in county
 
I've said to myself I'll never shoot up, and I've kept true to that so far.

I have a sort of natural "I will never" when it comes to doing opiates for more than 2 weeks in a row everyday. After the first week, I just start to get really depressed and then I'll stop for a few days.
 
I said I'd never do heroin, now it's my DOC. I don't recall ever saying that I wouldn't shoot up... I was definitely skeeved out by it a little, but that eventually changed.

I'd never suck dick for drugs. Unless, you know, I really liked the guy. (Kidding...)
 
I always make a list when I relapse of all the things I won't do.

I break every one, except for the following two:

I will never sell my body for drugs.

I will never shoot up drugs.
 
mrs_mia_wallace said:
I always make a list when I relapse of all the things I won't do.

I break every one, except for the following two:

I will never sell my body for drugs.

I will never shoot up drugs.
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Same here. I still remain adamant about keeping my body sacred, and avoiding the needles too.

I used to promise I wouldn't drive into the very dangerous part of the ghetto to cop some h from random mexicans, but I eventually broke that one. For quite a long time...:\
 
only nevers I have broken were

never shoot up
never steal

I mean when I was a kid I was never gonna smoke weed, but that's different. I think you're talking about post drug use kinda nevers, right?
 
Only thing I ever said I wouldn't do for a drug is gay (no offense to anyone) shit for drugs and have never done it. Everything else has always been fair game in my eyes.
 
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