Because meth doesn't kill near as many people I assume. If you think withdrawal is bad off of your little baby ass habit wait until you withdraw from h. That's going to be a major eye opener for you. Man up and get off the pills before its to late.
Because meth doesn't kill near as many people I assume. If you think withdrawal is bad off of your little baby ass habit wait until you withdraw from h. That's going to be a major eye opener for you. Man up and get off the pills before its to late.
to try answer your question, i dont think thats true.. most people understand that meth can be very harmful, will cause psychosis if used regularly. the difference is it is not physically addictive for starters.. H will take everything you have.. everyone u know and love.. and when u have nothing left to give, she will take your soul, and then, when u really have nothing left to give her, she will shit on your face and send you straight to hell.. this is not an exaggeration.
i know u will do it anyway, its all good.. go do your thing.. but at least you should know what your getting into.
i did it the first time, exactly for the same reasons. OC became OP. roxis got too expensive.. hey H is really cheap compared to oxy.. i could last on like 100 a week.. hahahah.. that lasted about half a week. that was 10 years ago.. i was spending 200 a day on H just to stay well.. and i did a lot of scams, rip offs, thefts, etc, to maintain my habit,. shit i never though i would do. waking up sick, and knowing you need to think of a way to come up with a few hundred, or u might as well be dead, is a really shitty feeling to have every damn day...
ok ok ill stop wasting my timeenjoy junkie life
I've only ever heard great things about Philly heroin, wish I lived in such a heroin friendly area, though I'm sure any major city is easy to score some H in.. the quality of said H is a totally different question. The only two things I've ever IV'd were Dilaudid and meth, both of which I was able to walk away from without any cravings, and I'm not saying I wouldn't get cravings from heroin either.. I'm just saying from my experience in IV use with those 2 drugs, one being in the same drug class as heroin.. the way I got addicted to opiates was taking them orally every day, and even then it took some regular use to get a real addiction built, and now I'm getting to the point to where I have to take some of the higher dosages when it comes to painkillers (ones that contain APAP as ones without are currently unavailable and are quite taboo to me), so the good old smack does seem like it'd be easier on my pocket (not saying I wouldn't spend a lot of money on it, but it'd be more cost efficient in the sense that I'd be getting the most out of my $$.. I'd say $20 of heroin would satisfy me a lot more than $20 of percocet 10 mg, lol..)
Also, what's up with the whole Fentanyl cut dope thing? I've always wondered that..
I can't count the amount of times you make a justification for your use and why it's gotta be your way just in this single quote. You are gonna justify yourself into a fucking monster of a habit,I've been there!The opiate pills that are available to me contain APAP, I know it's substituting one addiction for another (not really though, opiates are opiates), but it just doesn't seem to cost effective to get these pills all the time. Heroin seems like it'd be really hard to score though, but I've been reading about the dramatic heroin rise in my city, I just don't know where to fucking look. I can't just walk up to some random chap and ask if he knows where to get some gear, though ppl have been successful in doing this, it just doesn't seem like it would end too well..
But desperate times call for desperate measures, and I'm in a pretty desperate measure as I'm in W.D.'s as we speak, so I'd definitely resort to copping on the street right now.. and yes, I already know the consequences that come with heroin addiction.. I've been warned several times about this and have seen what it does first hand (to family members), but if you're familiar with how addiction works, that shit (sadly) doesn't really matter when a substance has got you by the balls. Honestly, I do wish I had never started on opiates, but you know.. all good things come at a rather large price, and opiates are the epitome of human pleasure, and heroin is the mother of them all.. also, it would obviously help with being dope sick out of my fucking mind.
How would you describe the way heroin feels vs oxycodone? What are the similarities, the differences, how can you best describe a heroin high.. in your own words, and don't use metaphors like "it feels like God is touching you", I mean physically.. what does it feel like opposed to it's other opiate counterparts?
Wait a minute did op say there is such a thing as taking heroin safely? Not those exact words but that was the gist of it. That would be funny if it wasn't so sad. Maybe safer but you don't know what the fuck you are getting one bundle from the next. It's not exactly a consistent product!
If you REALLY have to do it (I know you already thought about this decision but I would give it more time), I'd say smoking it off foil is best for a first timer, because the high is pretty much instant so you'll know how strong your dope is.
If you can't smoke your H, snort a tiny amount, like a match head as others have suggested. You can always take more but never less. A bit cliché but so true.
But please knoe that this decision could (and likely will) fuck up your entire life.
Thank god I have never been addicted to heroin (and still my occasional "chipping" is playing with fire, and I wanna stop soon) butI know plenty of addicts including a close friend of mine and it's a shitty life to live.
Maybe you won't get addicted, maybe you will, who knows, but is it worth the risk?
And if you decide to do it (we can advice against that and tell you how it's bad yadayada but the choice is yours only) please please be very careful. It's best to have a friend nearby just in case.
Oh yeah, and of course never even think about IV use. Every IV user tells me that starting to inject was the worst decision of their lifes.
I've seen a close friend going down that road (along with many other people) and it's not pretty.
Even if you already do inject drugs, I think refraining from doing it with H at least is a good idea.
Sorry if this sounded a bit preaching but if I can dissuade you even just a bit it's something atleast.. It seems to me that you are sure about your decision so Start small and be safe.
And imho it'd be best to begin to think about quitting opioids entirely. Maybe not now but in the future. Think about it ok?
Sorry again if I sounded preachy. But this is your life and opioids (especially heroin, I know it's "just another opioid" but there's more to it than just the substance) addiction is something very serious, I'm 100% sure you know it.
P.S. I didn't read all the posts in this thread so sorry if I missed something.
No problem! I think you can add caffeine to #1 powder to make it smokeable. Maybe look into that.
The only opioids I've ever tried are methadone, buprenorphine and heroin (funnily enough I started aith methadone, then switched to bupe and when the tolerance was so high that I had to snort shitloads of powdered pill I started using H) so I'm sorry but I can't make a comparison to oxy. (Pretty much inexistent here in Italy, never heard of it or seen it, like pretty much every strong pharm opioid).
I can try to explain how it feels but the heroin we have here (#3 I think) is different from the one you would cop, I have no idea if the high would be significantly different. I'm also pretty sure yours would be of higher quality and thus the high would be most probably even better.
Anyway I can try to describe it without making comparisons if you want.
Definitely! I'm all ears.
I wrote a response for you while I was stimmed (bad idea) and it ended up being a huge, huge wall of text. I deleted it because re-reading it after sobering up a bit I realized it wasn't really an useful/fitting post for an harm reduction forum. I can PM it to you if you want but I'm warning you it's a very long rant.
I shouldn't post on BL when I take stims![]()
Lol! That sounds good to me, mate.. can't wait to read it. I know how that is on stims though, I'd write (what didn't seem like very much), and it turns out to be 6 paragraphs, lmao!
Heh ok PM is on the way then