Cannabis and/or MDMA/MDA or ketamine. If good ketamine's unavailable, then I'm definitely back on track because this place has already hit the skids... I hate Christmas for most of people around me faking everything. Also, I hate the New Year's Eve because last year I almost spent it on some airport and eventually got on some party in a big house and I was the only "sober" person, I guess. But more importantly all my friends left this nowhere land and I don't want to sit alone on low Suboxone dose shaking from BZD W/D. Well, I would be actually opting for something staying short in my body, ketamine seems the best option.
Sorry, but I don't get what I wrote... ;D It's supposed to say: cannabis XOR ((MDMA OR MDA) XOR ketamine)