Hello
To cut a long story short - after battling with high anxiety and depression which I believe was antagonized by drug use, partic MDMA - I'm now (going against most advice on BL) on a course of SRRIs and feeling great (If people who are reading this are experiencing what they believe is prolonged comedown, go to the doctor and get advice from someone who has long-term professional experience with anxiety, and drug use) Although drugs did not CAUSE the anxiety - and I believe I have always had a bit of a baseline anxiety - I defs think drugs didnt help and so I've stopped taking them. Been a massive adjustment and I miss MD loads but if I remind myself of how awful I felt - it just doesn't seem worth gambling with my mental health. Though, I took some K the other day - first time i've taken drugs in about 10 months - and was fine : I took it cos I (might wrongly) think it doesn't affect serotonin?!!?
Anyway, I'm off to a festival next week and the music goes on til the early hours of the day and I'm pretty apprehensive about it. I'm going with a friend who has had a similar case of anxiety and swearing off amphets as well - so will make that easier. BUT, am nervous about keeping up! I have no problems with caffeine, so guess will be having that with the booze. I dunno if anyone has any advice? My friends are taking 2cb - I've taken before, but dunno if it's a good idea? Just dont want to get drunk, take something dodge that i regret, or take something that I have no info about. Anyway - any advice on how to keep up, without amphets - do come this way...!
To cut a long story short - after battling with high anxiety and depression which I believe was antagonized by drug use, partic MDMA - I'm now (going against most advice on BL) on a course of SRRIs and feeling great (If people who are reading this are experiencing what they believe is prolonged comedown, go to the doctor and get advice from someone who has long-term professional experience with anxiety, and drug use) Although drugs did not CAUSE the anxiety - and I believe I have always had a bit of a baseline anxiety - I defs think drugs didnt help and so I've stopped taking them. Been a massive adjustment and I miss MD loads but if I remind myself of how awful I felt - it just doesn't seem worth gambling with my mental health. Though, I took some K the other day - first time i've taken drugs in about 10 months - and was fine : I took it cos I (might wrongly) think it doesn't affect serotonin?!!?
Anyway, I'm off to a festival next week and the music goes on til the early hours of the day and I'm pretty apprehensive about it. I'm going with a friend who has had a similar case of anxiety and swearing off amphets as well - so will make that easier. BUT, am nervous about keeping up! I have no problems with caffeine, so guess will be having that with the booze. I dunno if anyone has any advice? My friends are taking 2cb - I've taken before, but dunno if it's a good idea? Just dont want to get drunk, take something dodge that i regret, or take something that I have no info about. Anyway - any advice on how to keep up, without amphets - do come this way...!
