Fell to the bensos again.

[rebelmania]

Been clean from the bensos since 22nd of december. Until today, got flualprazolam in the post and shugged it. Got a drug test to leave next week buy pretty sure flualprazolam isnt caught in verifying Gc/ms. Not that it shouldnt matter. Wish I could stand for it but have so much to lose; workplace etc.

Rebel

 

[Grinders Kiefers]

Hey rebel, thanks for posting here. Sorry you're going through that. I used to order 150-300mg Etizolam at a time and the freedom from anxiety was great at first, until I started getting lost and confused and huge parts of my day and week were gone. It just left more questions than answers, if you know what I mean. I'm not sure how long you've been taking benzos, but I know how hard it can be to get off them; they seem pretty benign or innocuous in my mind, even thinking about them right now.

Do you remember what was going on when you decided to order the benzos? Would you like to be totally clean from benzos, or what's your ideal plan?