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Feening/Craving - what makes YOU feen?

Vocal Trance for me as well. I gotta a fucking hunger like no other to drop some E. Out There feat Justine Sussia (Mike Shiver Vocal Mix) has just just entered my ears and I WISH I had some rolls.

God. The memories. Last New Years rolling face with my boys and nothing but trance, just about every track with her beautiful voice coming out of my iPod's headphones. Then when I was coming down.... Taking a shot of dope still feeling the E and just melting into the couch as I lighted up a Parliment Light. Breathing it in then breathing it out... I was in heaven. I was a God that morning.

I never used drugs until I discovered Trance music. Trance music makes me feen bad... Writing this makes me feen.
 
I love hearing a track that I've heard while coming up on MDMA in the past. The memories make me smile and get all sorts of plurry again :)
 
MUSIC and FILM

Certain music and films make me want my precious opiates (and sometimes, SOMETIMES powder) for whatever reason...

Films: Requiem for a Dream, The Wall, Spun, PERMANENT MIDNIGHT, Drugstore Cowboy, Igby goes down, Ichi the Killer, The Doors, Scarface, Blow, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

Music: Anything by The Doors or The Floyd

Actually, I'm on 4 7.5 tabs and getting a real kick off Smack My Bitch Up... yeah... woo fucking hoo!=D
 
I noticed that countin money also makes me feen.....not cuz what youd think but cuz i always go thru my stack of money to find the crispest outta all the 50's to snort outa. now everytime i smell money it makes me feen for some OCs like pavlovs druggy dog.
 
chopped and screwed music makes me feen for opiates. I guess everything kinda makes me feen, but particularly choped up shite.
 
^^ Yea i feel u hardcoe on that. i used to have a sick hookup for sizzurp, like 4-5 bottles at a time available so i would drink about 2/3s the bottle then dope out to some nice ol swishahouse shit before it got all popular and crap. that shit now def. makes me feen like a muh fucka
 
It always makes me feen when i see some lucky fucker, or poor fucker, depends on how you look at it, with a stash of 100 oc80s posted on the net. Or if i look at the old pics i posted of 100s of oxys.

O well, i guess it makes me feel better to know that they too will run out quicker than they wanted too.
 
Well, thinking about a good time I had one a drug pretty much makes me "feen" and crave.
 
Over the weekend I had a rather weak tab that made me fiend for more acid. No success. :p

So that's it. Weak drugs make me fiend for more drugs. Especially acid. I'm used to having one tab set me straight for a good 12 hours, not 4.
 
^ ive done acid once. and ive been feening for it since:\

pennywise said:
The Sopranos
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lol - i was watching this soprano's episode last nite night where he shoots up in his his foot and the look on his face when it hits him made me wanna do drugs. Even tho i dont shoot up.
 
pennywise said:
The Sopranos
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Yo I feel that. That one episode when Christopher is sitting in the car with that one guy and decides to shoot up and then go to the fair. I was clean for so many weeks until that episode. The lights went off when he was nodding out at the fair and thats when I grabbed my cell phone and ran out the fucking door.
 
^^Yea i think the part where they play "it was a very good year" and show christopher gettin all fucked up (i saw it so long ago i dont even remember if he was blowin lines or doin D but its all good) that part always made me wanna get fucked up too...lotta shit in that show....

mobblunted said:
That show Intervention on A & E.
Sometimes it makes me not want to use tho too...
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Feel you on that.....u can get some twisted pleasure outta gettin all fucked up and watchin that show.....same as when u fucked up and watch cops....its like "haa-ha" you get to be there on the couch all safe away from sirens and rehab and cops and concerned family members while you watch from a safe distance all this fucked up shit goin on in other peoples lifes.
 
yeah or when him and that girl he met in AA relapse and it shows them hanging out all doped up at the movies, or when she whips out the little blue bag and they get high right there in the car....

....sigh
 
Well, alcohol has been the only drug I've abused that I have a genuine problem quiting. It's damn near impossible to go through a day without seeing an ad for booze, hearing someone talk about it, seeing it, being around it, etc. And all that shit just makes me want to drink.
 
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