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Feening/Craving - what makes YOU feen?

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Pretty simple question....What makes you feen for your Drug Of Choice?

I dont really mean what makes you think of it while you aint got it and go "ahhhh....how nice it would be...well, in a few days ill have it, oh well, anyways" and easily think of somethin else.

im talkin when you aint got it, and for whatever reason somethin clicks in your mind and you just get slammed with the un shakable urge to use this drug like nobodyz bizness, and start callin everyone in your phone that you even think might know where its at, and dont care how much it would cost and everything reminds you of bein high.

usually a good phat blunt and a couple shots/beers and a night of rest will take care of that urge, but while its there its like its undeniable, complete craving burnin you up inside.

This thread is more for ppl who enjoy indulging (mabye too much) but aint addicts , cuz the a addicts answer to thsi thread is gonna be pretty simple: everything all the time.

Im more interested in those weekend, or "couple times a month/couple times a week" users who dont do their drug everyday, or dont do it everyday for more than a week or so at a time, ya get me? Or for the recovered addicts, who dont use no more, when for the most part you are over it and dont even think of it but sometimes it just hits you and you think of it and want it so bad. I guess the thing/event/image/movie/idea that gets you craving would be considered the "trigger" right?

Anyways,
Right now im feenin hard core for oxys like i dont even know wat, i better get this dutch rolled up pretty quick. =D

And Lookin at these stupid pictures of ppls crazy opiate stashes in the gallery on this damn is what did it, i will admit. :o
 
Sober, I want to get fucked up which makes me fiend alcohol, which leads to me fiending Euphoric stimulants (Cocaine, meth), which leads to me fiending opiates.

and "feen" = fiend :)
 
whatevers clever man, we say feen here. *shrugs* all means the same thing.

anyways, yea, sometimes drinkin can make you crave drugs cant it.

A lot of times (this one is kinda a "duh" answer youd expect) when i meet up with ppl i dont see everyday, who do opiates on the regular, it makes me feen for that shit, like coming in such close contact with them makes it that much realer instead of some desire in the back of my mind that i ignore. know what i mean? it brings it right out and puts it in your face and you cant ignore it.

sometimes from a sober point of view pickin up certain drugs seems so enticing or almost exciting. like when you used to do it, it wasnt shit ,just a normal day.

but when you dont use for a long time, and then you see someone who uses everyday (for example: how you been yo? "not bad man...just headin out to pick up some _____") then it reminds you of your old self, and then you wish that instead of just goin to McDonalds you were goin with them and goin to meet up with your connect too instead of just havin a boring-ass old cheeseburger and goin home.
 
alcohol...and what lacey said

opiates or ketamine for me (whoever i'm in contact with at the time)
 
Even though I know pot is just setting me back these days, watching anyone hit a pipe or hearing the bubbling sound of a bong or smelling that sweet sweet smell in the air... oh god all I can think about is huge buds the size of airplanes crashing together in the sky and raining glorious kif all over my body.

I haven't smoked in three days, and I plan to stay off the donkey until it turns back into a unicorn - but sometimes I feend like a FUCK

what makes you feend lace?
 
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any time some electronic music comes on I start to kind of pseudoroll and that makes me fiend for e, meth, and coke. just driving home on fridays thinging about smoking some meth all night will put me a real heavy state like - lets get tweak now!
 
I just want to second that "feen" should be spelled "fiend". Just because the d is silent doesn't change the fact that the very definition of the word "fiend" is the most appropriate language to describe craving drugs.
 
another thing that gets me sometimes is just bein somwhere thats the perfect setting to get high.....makes me think how much better it would be if i was noddin. shit, even the weather sometimes.


bein up at 4-5 in the morning, in the winter, when its still pitch black outside and all chilly n shit....well that just takes me back to all the times i used to stay up all night doin crazy shit and go outside and chain smoke cigarettes and sit in these beat up ass lawn chairs outside my back door and not even know how long it had been......

I work alot now and im rarely up at that time of night...so to be awake at that time, is kinda somethin that usually only happens if im real fucked up......so when i AM up at that hour and im sober it feels like sometins missin, or wrong. like "this aint how its supposed to be, i should only be up right now if i was fuckin wasted" if that makes sense.

its almost like if you went to the place you cop at, without coppin, but just walkin by. its weird to be in that place without the thing u usually associate with it. n of course that just makes ya feen for the shit.
 
when i start feeling depressed, when i just get sudden cravings
 
What makes me fiend?

- Walking home at 8pm, looking up and seeing a crystal clear sky with a full moon hanging in the distance with stars starting to peak out. Makes me want to trip on LSD and Mushrooms like no other.

Generally, being in nature on a really nice day makes me fiend for psychedelics.

I remeber once going hiking with my sister and her BF, the area was BEAUTIFUL, the sky was full of nice fluffy clouds, the sun was shining, it was hot but not too warm, there was a 'switch' that went off in my head that was "I want mushrooms, and I want them now!", it occupied my thoughts for the next week until I had a chance to trip.
 
lacey k said:
whatevers clever man, we say feen here. *shrugs* all means the same thing.

anyways, yea, sometimes drinkin can make you crave drugs cant it.

A lot of times (this one is kinda a "duh" answer youd expect) when i meet up with ppl i dont see everyday, who do opiates on the regular, it makes me feen for that shit, like coming in such close contact with them makes it that much realer instead of some desire in the back of my mind that i ignore. know what i mean? it brings it right out and puts it in your face and you cant ignore it.

sometimes from a sober point of view pickin up certain drugs seems so enticing or almost exciting. like when you used to do it, it wasnt shit ,just a normal day.

but when you dont use for a long time, and then you see someone who uses everyday (for example: how you been yo? "not bad man...just headin out to pick up some _____") then it reminds you of your old self, and then you wish that instead of just goin to McDonalds you were goin with them and goin to meet up with your connect too instead of just havin a boring-ass old cheeseburger and goin home.
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It's not the same thing... the word is "fiend" not "feen".
 
In new jersey we say "feen" to mean "a extreme craving for a certain substance", or "a person who is addicted to this substance" (as in, "im feenin so hard right now" or "damn, since the last time i saw her tasha turned into a serious dope feen.") . Where i live, this is how we speak. Im sorry if that bothers you.

I hope that this slightly different spelling of a word that means the same thing wont confuse everyone so much that they wont be able to understand what this thread is about.

Since there is no other meaning for the word "feen" other than "a different spelling or pronunciation of fiend", i dont think that will be to much of a problem. Thanks for your concern. :)
 
The use of obscure slang is frequently discouraged on bluelight... you know this. So, I recommend you learn the english language and limit yourself to three blunts a day.
 
^ dude, the only one confused is you so get over it - is it really creating a problem?

anyway, i went to a hookah lounge tonight....
oh god i need a blunt to match that hookah
 
to me, "feen" means to want to be under the influence of "whatever" really bad, and seeing someone nodding out always makes me want to nod out...
 
Everytime I walk into my english class it smells just like a nice bag of cocaine in there. I walk into that class every other day thinking about blowing lines all period... : \
 
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