Feeling weird for the first time in 2 years

[Jesikah]

I've been doing X for a little more than 2 years and after every time I've recovered fine by the next day and felt pretty much normal after each day of taking it. I've been doing it about roughly once a month, and I've only come across 3 methy ones. The one a couple days ago was great but I think was kind of methy since I could not sleep until 36 hours later even after smoking weed (which actually made me more awake).
It felt like MDMA except for not being able to sleep, and now I've felt weird ever since then, like I'm in a dream like state and I don't want to go anywhere. It actually feels like nothing else in life is fun anymore. Since I did take a higher dosage than normal, maybe it will just take longer to recover? Has anyone else felt this way? 8)

 

[ShroomBoom321]

My advice would to take a break for a while, and find better quality pills....seeing as your in Cali that shouldn't be a problem. ha. But yea, if you stayed up for 36 hours that's a good sign that your pills had something else besides MDMA in em. Maybe invest in test kit?

 

[AndroidsDreamofBTC]

Sometime MDMA use (especially with higher doses) can give you a feeling of depersonalization/derealization (everything feels strange, it feels as if you're just going through the motions, everything has a "fake aura") a few days after you drop.

The acute feelings should pass in about a week or so. I would also recommend taking at least a 3 month break from MDMA. This should help make your post-MDMA experiences more normal.