Hello everyone
This is my first post, i just registrated mostly because i needed to get some info because i'm starting to get really worried.
I did speed a couple of times (maybe 5 grams in a total lifetime), basicly drugs have really strong effects on me and my first gram lasted for 16-21 days as i felt comfortable doing it only when i felt like it and i always made very small lines.
I dont know which Amphetamine is inside of the speed i took, but however i'm worried about some effects it had on my body.
On the 10th of April i got 2 grams of speed, however it wasnt like the usual speed i used to get. It seemed pretty fresh, almost like i could shape it into anything, like it was a very soft clay that after a good beating with a credit card turned into nice dust.
I had 3 lines in the bathroom with my female friend (I usualy need 1 small one to not feel hunger or the need to sleep but i can do both if i want to) and i went to a party afterwards.
When i got home that night i noticed i felt some pain on my toes and when i took the socks off i saw that i was missing the skin from my toes (linking a random google image to try and explain in the best i can)
The area beneath the tips is problematic
The skin was red and a bit fleshy i think, i have noticed that the skin on my feet was being destroyed and it mostly happened in circles, i also got calluses from it and i could barely walk for 3 days.
I stopped using speed and in 2-3 weeks the skin was on my toes was replaced with a new one and i could walk again with less pain.
A month later i took a small line of speed for the sake of it and a couple of hours later i noticed the skin on my toes was being destroyed again.
I laid off speed again til the 23th of May, i took like 0.09g it was barely some powder just to keep me awake for a couple of hours to finish my high school projects, i did them in 4 hours and i went to bed.
Considering i took a very small dose i hoped that after 4 hours and 30 minutes the effects would cease and i could sleep normally, that however didnt happen and i spent 5 hours trying to fall asleep in my bad without any luck.
I got up made some coffee, had a cigar and got a message from my friend that he is going to have some speed that he is willing to do with me since i did his projects too last night.
4 hours later i sniffed a medium sized line with him in the bathroom and felt strong euphoria, i wanted to talk and share my thoughts, i had fun on it for like 3 hours before the euphoria subsided.
That was on Friday, and i didnt take any more of speed nor i plan to considering i'm having problems as we speak.
I got no sleep even though more than 24 hours have passed since the last dose, my jaw tends to let the *crack* noise from time to time but that's not what i'm worried about.
The skin on my feet got damaged again (that started happening after i took a lot of speed on the 10th of April, it never happened while i was doing small doses but now it happenss no matter what dose i take i believe), a small callus is forming on the place where the last giant one was, and that area still isnt even done healing.
Small holes on the big fingertoe, it feels like speed is eating the flesh and skin off my feet.
Why is that happening?
I know speed constricts blood vessels and that it makes the blood harder to flow to my feet/hands but i cant find much about my issue online.
I'm willing to upload the pictures if anyone is interested in seeing them.
Right now i'l try to catch some sleep if i can, if not i'l come and keep refreshing this thread while i battle the insomnia.
Thanks in advance!
This is my first post, i just registrated mostly because i needed to get some info because i'm starting to get really worried.
I did speed a couple of times (maybe 5 grams in a total lifetime), basicly drugs have really strong effects on me and my first gram lasted for 16-21 days as i felt comfortable doing it only when i felt like it and i always made very small lines.
I dont know which Amphetamine is inside of the speed i took, but however i'm worried about some effects it had on my body.
On the 10th of April i got 2 grams of speed, however it wasnt like the usual speed i used to get. It seemed pretty fresh, almost like i could shape it into anything, like it was a very soft clay that after a good beating with a credit card turned into nice dust.
I had 3 lines in the bathroom with my female friend (I usualy need 1 small one to not feel hunger or the need to sleep but i can do both if i want to) and i went to a party afterwards.
When i got home that night i noticed i felt some pain on my toes and when i took the socks off i saw that i was missing the skin from my toes (linking a random google image to try and explain in the best i can)
The area beneath the tips is problematic
The skin was red and a bit fleshy i think, i have noticed that the skin on my feet was being destroyed and it mostly happened in circles, i also got calluses from it and i could barely walk for 3 days.
I stopped using speed and in 2-3 weeks the skin was on my toes was replaced with a new one and i could walk again with less pain.
A month later i took a small line of speed for the sake of it and a couple of hours later i noticed the skin on my toes was being destroyed again.
I laid off speed again til the 23th of May, i took like 0.09g it was barely some powder just to keep me awake for a couple of hours to finish my high school projects, i did them in 4 hours and i went to bed.
Considering i took a very small dose i hoped that after 4 hours and 30 minutes the effects would cease and i could sleep normally, that however didnt happen and i spent 5 hours trying to fall asleep in my bad without any luck.
I got up made some coffee, had a cigar and got a message from my friend that he is going to have some speed that he is willing to do with me since i did his projects too last night.
4 hours later i sniffed a medium sized line with him in the bathroom and felt strong euphoria, i wanted to talk and share my thoughts, i had fun on it for like 3 hours before the euphoria subsided.
That was on Friday, and i didnt take any more of speed nor i plan to considering i'm having problems as we speak.
I got no sleep even though more than 24 hours have passed since the last dose, my jaw tends to let the *crack* noise from time to time but that's not what i'm worried about.
The skin on my feet got damaged again (that started happening after i took a lot of speed on the 10th of April, it never happened while i was doing small doses but now it happenss no matter what dose i take i believe), a small callus is forming on the place where the last giant one was, and that area still isnt even done healing.
Small holes on the big fingertoe, it feels like speed is eating the flesh and skin off my feet.
Why is that happening?
I know speed constricts blood vessels and that it makes the blood harder to flow to my feet/hands but i cant find much about my issue online.
I'm willing to upload the pictures if anyone is interested in seeing them.
Right now i'l try to catch some sleep if i can, if not i'l come and keep refreshing this thread while i battle the insomnia.
Thanks in advance!
