Opiatehell85
Bluelighter
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- Jan 11, 2016
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Hi, move this to sober living if I've posted into the wrong category,
im really struggling tonight I'm on bupe maintenance (10mg) daily and I've been doing so well. I've discussed my cravings with my key worker and we're gonna do a two week diary and see if there's a pattern to them.
But it tonight I don't know if I can do this anymore, my cravings are sky high, I'm upset, have mild withdrawal symptoms (although could be coming down with something) and I just don't feel like I can do this anymore, it's been seven weeks, I've been doing so well, I've built trust from my prescriber and they've even lowered my pick ups of the bupe as I've given 8 clean drug tests so far.... I don't wanna ruin everything, I'd feel so guilty, but I also can't carry on like this.... I'm hoping I'm just having a bad day, as it really has been working great for me. I can't wait for 9am tomorrow to get some advice from my rehab , really am feeling so low anyone else had this whilst on bupe? Thanks in advance
im really struggling tonight I'm on bupe maintenance (10mg) daily and I've been doing so well. I've discussed my cravings with my key worker and we're gonna do a two week diary and see if there's a pattern to them.
But it tonight I don't know if I can do this anymore, my cravings are sky high, I'm upset, have mild withdrawal symptoms (although could be coming down with something) and I just don't feel like I can do this anymore, it's been seven weeks, I've been doing so well, I've built trust from my prescriber and they've even lowered my pick ups of the bupe as I've given 8 clean drug tests so far.... I don't wanna ruin everything, I'd feel so guilty, but I also can't carry on like this.... I'm hoping I'm just having a bad day, as it really has been working great for me. I can't wait for 9am tomorrow to get some advice from my rehab , really am feeling so low anyone else had this whilst on bupe? Thanks in advance