lozgod
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 29, 2010
- Messages
- 715
3 years ago I would of never guess it would be like this. 2007 and part of 2008 were some of the best years of my life. It's hard to accept it is gone forever. I had a great job and all that comes with it. I was in a dream love/hate relationship for those that like those. My life was perfect.
I feel like the best years are gone by and there's no use going on/ It just seems to get worse not better. What's the point of continuing on when you don't see the light at the end of the tunnel?
Besides coming online here and posting this I got no one to call and say I feel this way or whatever. They'll think I' crazy, not give a fuck, or minimize it and not understand how deep and dark it is.
I've had some great years, there's no denying that. It just seems like they are over. Why go one existing? Im not in WD, this isn't Im dope sick and cant take it, this is just my reflection on my life and I don't see it being better than it was in the past. LIVING THIS SHIT LIGHT TAKE ANOTHER 40-50 years, ending it will take 1 second.
I feel like the best years are gone by and there's no use going on/ It just seems to get worse not better. What's the point of continuing on when you don't see the light at the end of the tunnel?
Besides coming online here and posting this I got no one to call and say I feel this way or whatever. They'll think I' crazy, not give a fuck, or minimize it and not understand how deep and dark it is.
I've had some great years, there's no denying that. It just seems like they are over. Why go one existing? Im not in WD, this isn't Im dope sick and cant take it, this is just my reflection on my life and I don't see it being better than it was in the past. LIVING THIS SHIT LIGHT TAKE ANOTHER 40-50 years, ending it will take 1 second.