feeling of unreailty and apathy

[justme@bluelight]

Hey guy this is my first post at bluelight. I was hoping you could offer some insight in to my problem, im 21 years old male 225 pounds i started taking adderall about 7 months ago for school issues. i only take it maybe once or twice a week and only 20mg xr i have taken a dose as high as 100mg but that was only once. i also take 4000-4800mg of piracetam ,200mcg of huperzine a, 1500mg of l-tyrosine and 2500mg of choline everyday. so here is my problem about 3 month ago i started to turn in to a robot. i feel like im just acting through life, i have very little emotional response. i have to conjure up the appropriate emotional reaction to any given situation, its like i'm watching my self go though life almost like i'm playing myself as a video game character. its just an over all feel of being unreal. Any idea what might cause this?

 

[nuke]

You are probably depressed. Also stop taking so many random chemicals. --> HL

 

[stonerfromohio]

dude ur taking way way way way way way way way too much of those chemicals. I have taken adderall id suggest getting off of it I had similar side affects, id recommend getting off l-tyrosine that also gave similar affects. And whatever u take lower the dosage...

 

[Whosajiggawaaa]

Make an appointment with a/new psychiatrist to figure out the right dosage for what you need and get you off the med's you don't need.

 

[Ignant]

Like the others said, stop just putting a cocktail of drugs into your body.
What benefit do you think you get?

 

[modern buddha]

Hey guy this is my first post at bluelight. I was hoping you could offer some insight in to my problem, im 21 years old male 225 pounds i started taking adderall about 7 months ago for school issues. i only take it maybe once or twice a week and only 20mg xr i have taken a dose as high as 100mg but that was only once. i also take 4000-4800mg of piracetam ,200mcg of huperzine a, 1500mg of l-tyrosine and 2500mg of choline everyday. so here is my problem about 3 month ago i started to turn in to a robot. i feel like im just acting through life, i have very little emotional response. i have to conjure up the appropriate emotional reaction to any given situation, its like i'm watching my self go though life almost like i'm playing myself as a video game character. its just an over all feel of being unreal. Any idea what might cause this?

Some people get this feeling without drugs. However, I'd suggest, as "harm reduction" is our motto here, to seek professional help. Or just try quitting cold turkey and go through withdrawals on your own. I'm sure that you're experiencing some side effects of mixing multiple drugs together in your daily routine, resulting in this "robotic" state of mind.

Good luck and welcome to BL, op.

 

[Audlington]

I think it is madness to take such a high dosage of drugs.
I think you should consult a psychologist first to evaluate your mental condition.

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