Stimulants feeling blank, disconnected, dont really care, not ego tripping on things that would

[Leopride17]

normally make me go insane with dramatic theatrics, hello everyone. i feel melancholy, detached, un happy, Blank, no motivated thoughts. im usually highly manipulative and i dont care about doing anything to lead a situation to my advantage i just dont care.. my head also feels different and my sinuess are more clear. all these symptoms came about after an adderall bindge, trying a bump of ketamine mixed with it and a POINT 6 of molly. i havent felt the same since. its been about a month and 2 weeks. I tried adderall since then, no real impluse to talk to any girl and no real euporia, except for about 5 seconds there was and i felt like myself. any drug out there that would help me feel better. i havent touched anything and i feel wicked detached.. and blunted.. anything, Anything at all.. ive tried exercsing, 5 htp, l trosine. idk what to do anymore. please someone help me. i dont know what to do anymore this is killing me. i almost feel nothing

 

[d1ahp]

For sure, you need stay away from doing anymore drugs. Unless you want to become a permanent burn out. Most likely, you just need to ride this out and let your brain heal.

Keep exercising and start eating healthy. Take care of yourself. Get yourself some Niacin, vitamin B12 and Magnesium. A vitamin B-Complex would be a good idea, but get a B12 supplement on top of it because the complex will likely have measly amounts of it even though B12 is very good mentally and has no toxicity. Do research and make sure you get supplements that your body will actually absorb.

Doing more drugs won't help you in the long run because you're basically going to keep writing checks that your brain can't cash. Which is something that you've been doing far too much therefore its depleted. Believe it or not, 1.5 months isn't nearly long enough to recuperate.

Seek professional help if you start having thoughts you shouldn't have or you feel like things are getting out of hand.

 

[Leopride17]

I'm trying but my head feels different, i dont feel any implusive urges anymore.. i feel weird and not myself. this is almost going on for 2 months.. what could this be?? im scared

 

[d1ahp]

what could this be?? im scared

You took 3 substances that are never supposed to be taken together, at once. All of those substances have an effect on dopamine, serotonin and norepinephrine. You basically raped your brain, now it needs time to recover. You will feel better, just give it time. I encourage to take my advice regarding vitamin B12.

 

[TheLostBoys]

You took 3 substances that are never supposed to be taken together, at once. All of those substances have an effect on dopamine, serotonin and norepinephrine. You basically raped your brain, now it needs time to recover. You will feel better, just give it time. I encourage to take my advice regarding vitamin B12.

Yep, this is right......

OP: I felt this way for about 3 months & for me it was a lot of anxiety due to me dosing X like 3 out of 4 straight days & a sex binge with a gf. It was total overkill......I wish I had a few Valium's back then.

I'm wondering if you have serotonin syndrome? Only way to work thru this will be by eating healthy, drink plenty of water & juices, & get plenty of rest.

Forget about all drugs & alcohol for the next month or so.......I've seen stimulants & molly do this to a lot of people, this is probably the main reason why I will never touch molly or stimulants again.

 

[Leopride17]

Honestly I'm at an incredible low point
if anyone has any information as to what could be happening
please message me
I'm worried this is depersonalization or blunted affect. I can't even feel any type of body highs from anything. I honestly think ketamine did this. I only did one bump but i have an implusive personality maybe it did something. Does anyone have any recommendations like anti depressants?

 

[d1ahp]

You need to seek professional help.

There are several replies in this thread and your last thread regarding what you're going through yet you ask the same questions over and over again. I'm not trying to belittle you, I'm genuinely concerned for you.

I doubt any drug/antidepressant will help you, not until you're checked out for things like serotonin syndrome. It would be extremely stupid for you to take an antidepressant without getting checked out first.

Seek medical attention right away.