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Ben79

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I never was a fan of empathogenics drugs.
First experience was with 0.0070 troy ounces(217 mg) of 5-APDB, I was sure the scale was set to grams(70mg was my goal). IT WAS ABSOLUTELY AWFUL!
Second experience I used less than half: 0.0032 troy ounces(99.5mg). and it wasn't fun. I was relatively calm, some anxiety, and I just wanted it to stop.
Third experience(now) I used 143mg of Ethylone with 1.75mg of etizoam taken before(in order to prevent anxiety[didn't worked). I had to redose the etizolam again and again in order to stop my anxiety. at the end I added 1.25mg - 0.25mg at a time(3mg total). and even though the 3mg etizolam help my anxiety, I'm still feeling sad.
I know its the comedown, serotonin & shit but still... It doesn't worth it at all(in my case).

do you konw anyone with the same react as mine?
 
i would expect to feel bad after repeatedly over dosing.

learn to respect chemicals and yourself.

stay safe.
 
Like laugh said learn to respect chemicals. I can say I've had as many complicated doses on acid as I have had wonderful. I couldn't stop my attempt to find what I was looking for because I was unsure what it was that I was expecting. In all my experiences those that were fine were those that I expected nothing more than a fun evening. For yourself I can't offer any advice other than be wary of your mental situation before hand, be it a love affair, money or family problems and realize all of these will be amplified beyond what you can imagine. All of these and many more will shroud your experience and "can make it bad." And in some situations all you will experience is the bad. Be careful, acquire help on this journey, it sounds like it may be the only thing you need. Your in a good place here and help is abundant. Best wishes from me, but during your quest you really are running solo, You and you. Good fortune.
 
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