As I've already posted once before I won't bother introducing myself and my past. I'll start by saying this threads focus is on my past cocaine use. I am now 19, 7 months drug free and the past few months have been eye opening to say the least. I've been suffering severe anxiety over my health and I am 90% sure it's linked to my ex weekend cocaine habit. My fears seem to stem from possible heart problems to cutting agents causing cancer and every possible element of health the chang can affect.
Question 1; In an otherwise healthy 19 year old male, in your opinion how much damage would weekend (1 night on occasion 2) use of 1-3g of low to medium quality cocaine for approximately a year and half on different areas of the body?
Question 2; Has anyone been able to let go of the guilt of using cocaine and become completely happy without it?
Question 3; Does cocaine increase risk of cancer?
Question 4; What are some things that make you personally feel happy and feel like you are truly enjoying life after stopping using drugs?
Question 5; Why I am I more fearful of my future now I'm clean and trying to live/eat healthy than when I was hurting my body with drugs?
I want to live a fulfilling life, I plan to travel the world, have kids and have a wife I love. All while making some good money and having a good time, unfortunately at the moment I feel trapped in limbo between my past and my future... I just want some opinions and helpful information.
Thanks in advance,
MrWragg
Question 1; In an otherwise healthy 19 year old male, in your opinion how much damage would weekend (1 night on occasion 2) use of 1-3g of low to medium quality cocaine for approximately a year and half on different areas of the body?
Question 2; Has anyone been able to let go of the guilt of using cocaine and become completely happy without it?
Question 3; Does cocaine increase risk of cancer?
Question 4; What are some things that make you personally feel happy and feel like you are truly enjoying life after stopping using drugs?
Question 5; Why I am I more fearful of my future now I'm clean and trying to live/eat healthy than when I was hurting my body with drugs?
I want to live a fulfilling life, I plan to travel the world, have kids and have a wife I love. All while making some good money and having a good time, unfortunately at the moment I feel trapped in limbo between my past and my future... I just want some opinions and helpful information.
Thanks in advance,
MrWragg