Heroin Fear and anxiety over actual symptoms

[marcusinnj]

So another unsuccessful experiment in chipping ended with a couple week binge of iv heroin, but needed to clean up my act so last week did ultra fast taper with suboxone-
Mon-shot 2 stamp bags
Tues-1.5 mg sub iv
Wed-1mg sub iv
Thus-.5 mg sub iv 15mg Roxie snort night
Friday-.5 mg sub iv
Sat-15mg Roxie snort split into 2 times
Sun-nothing so far and I feel fine 17+hours after anything at all
I always keep waiting for something to happen w/d wise but nothing is-I think I really must've not ha the habit I thought I did because I would be feeling it by now any other time...but the anxiety and fear that I might consumes me!! I even slept through night which normally would never happen..anyone have these experiences?

 

[heavyriffer]

Not quite cuz I don't IV dope I snort/Rail it. I know what you mean, I dont know if I was binging or not but i would snort sometimes 1-2 weeks straight everday or take few days break between doing it again like 2-4 days. I would get worried like damn am I going to have withdrawals now, get nervous blah blah.

actually when it did happen it wasn't no more than very annoying uncomfortable sweaty/hot feeling over my body maybe a few cold chills and my stomach feeling only a tiny bit unusual than normal and a bit nervous but that was the height and most of it. After about a weekor longer it was gone so I knew it wasnt as I thought. I have no idea the difference between a point and bag but I only did the most 4-5 points in a month never half gram or gram. So I think its the fear and worry of withdrawal sometimes that is more worse than the actuall withdrawal. Like people say all the time on here as you read everyone is different in ways and what you may get dependent on may be a long shot from me or someone else even get a chance to get sick on so just try and take it easy its good for you.

 

[bluemorning]

I only did the most 4-5 points in a month never half gram or gram.

You do realize that 5 points is half a gram, right?

.1 + .1 + .1 + .1 + .1 = .5

 

[heavyriffer]

no i never realized it because i PMed someone about it and never got an answer and since i can't name prices here it wont help but no it wasnt half a gram. The half gram i was aiming for before was five 20's too short. so either some of what i got was half points or i have no idea but even so IF it was 1\2 gram that lasted a long time and was used in very small amounts.