'Pain, without love. Pain, I can't get enough. Pain, I like it rough. 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all!'
Strikes a chord with reference to my, thankfully long gone, history of self-harm.
'I must have died alone, a long, long time ago. Who knows? Not me. I never lost control. You're face to face, with The Man Who Sold The World'
Makes me think of my opiate addiction. Well, polydrug addiction, but opiates were always my true love.
It does feel like they killed the person I was, and replaced it with a shell.
I gave up everything for my addiction, I became 'The Man Who Sold The World'.
'You are my Sunshine, my only Sunshine,
I've always loved you, and made you happy,
And nothing else could come between,
But now you've left me, to love another,
You have shattered all of my dreams,
You are my Sunshine, my only Sunshine'
I'm sure everyone can relate to being cheated on/replaced in love.
'Most of the time we'd have too much to drink,
And we'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything,
Too numb to notice and too dumb to care,
Because love was a story that couldn't compare,
I said "girl can I tell you a wonderful thing? I made you a present with paper and string. Open with care now I'm asking you please, you know that I love you, will you marry me?"'.
Beautiful.
'Lucy, if you could hear what I say,
I tried to describe how we lost out way, I know you never meant for it to end like this,
I apologize a thousand times for both our lives
I apologize a million times for our demise
Lucy, can you save me?
Can you take us back to what we had before?
Lucy, all that you gave me was lost in time,
And I cannot find anymore,
I apologize a thousand times for the rest of our lives,
I apologize a million times for creating our demise'
Daddy loves you, Lucy, I can't wait to be with you, eternally.
