Familiar

Ahh the familiar warm feeling that only a xanax and 30 degree room can bring.

Twice this week. Trying to lay off the booze so this has been a much needed breather.

Mr. A is now on the scene. New. Young. Hot. Trust worthy? I dont yet know. For now I will hold my feelings at bay and test the waters. Maybe things are moving too quickly? He is coming to europe with me. So guess that means no break up on the horizon any time soon.

I like him. This feels right so I'm going to run with it and get involved.

 

If it feels right, follow your heart. I have ended up with a broken heart before because I did so, but that mends and I've never regretted it because I've just learned much more about myself.

 

Thanks spork, i am definitely of the same school of thought in that every relationship, even if it fails, ends up being an invaluable life lesson