BabyGurl3171
Bluelighter
I wasn't gonna post, I'm not really the "talk your problems out" kinda person, but I need some advice..
Do you believe in fallin out of love? Then again, maybe I wasn't in love. We dove VERY fast into our relationship, both less than a year after his wife left him and I left my husband. (not for each other, mine was abusive & cheated..). So I wonder if I'm fallin out of love or if this was a rebound.. Hmm..
Anyway, I want to leave & start over without him but..
Reason 1 this seems impossible: I can't leave our county bc of probation.
2. I have a 9 yr old that needs daycare & a 15 yr old who also needs daycare due to Autism. I'm havin a hard time findin daycare for the teen.. Sucks livin in a small place.
3. I have a felony now and findin work is like, I dunno, scorin free drugs! Not gonna happen
All family that got me outta my house & away from my husband before live outta county. And I was workin at Walmart makin decent money shortly after.
I dunno. I really don't think I can stay with him. I can't even stand him touchin me.
And yes, this one was physically abusive but now is emotionally abusive, IMO.
I just feel so stuck.. Hope this made sense.
Do you believe in fallin out of love? Then again, maybe I wasn't in love. We dove VERY fast into our relationship, both less than a year after his wife left him and I left my husband. (not for each other, mine was abusive & cheated..). So I wonder if I'm fallin out of love or if this was a rebound.. Hmm..
Anyway, I want to leave & start over without him but..
Reason 1 this seems impossible: I can't leave our county bc of probation.
2. I have a 9 yr old that needs daycare & a 15 yr old who also needs daycare due to Autism. I'm havin a hard time findin daycare for the teen.. Sucks livin in a small place.
3. I have a felony now and findin work is like, I dunno, scorin free drugs! Not gonna happen

All family that got me outta my house & away from my husband before live outta county. And I was workin at Walmart makin decent money shortly after.
I dunno. I really don't think I can stay with him. I can't even stand him touchin me.
And yes, this one was physically abusive but now is emotionally abusive, IMO.
I just feel so stuck.. Hope this made sense.