Ok first of all, hello everyone.
So last weekend I went to a rave at my friends place about 150 miles away from my home, before we went we chilled at a flat owned by a friend of my friend. I did a line of coke, dropped 5 MDMA pills and then headed off to the rave. Halfway through I got violently cold, was sweating buckets, was lightheaded and generally felt like I was about to die.
I told my mate and he said he'd ask the friend whose flat we went to if I could stay there and they were like yh that's cool. So I got to theirs, layed down on their sofa and tried to catch some z's. I got up to take a piss and knocked a glass of water over on their carpet which they'd left there from when we were chillin out earlier that evening and I got massively paranoid they'd think i'd pissed on their carpet so I laid there feeling fucked trying to sleep.
Anyways the 2 people who owned the flat got back (this was the first time i'd met them) and i think I overheard them say that i'd moved their laptop but I was like na it's fine I havn't touched anything. Anyway they started doing a horrific amount of mdma, speed, coke, smoked a couple joints etc and I didnt pay attention to where they got the drugs from.
Anyways the rest of our group got back and started talking whilst I was sat on the sofa feeling wrecked, their conversations seemed as if everything they were saying was related to me, as in the girl who owned the flat got asked if she got searched and she was like "yeah my bag did" and the guy was like "was it a uv torch" and she was like "na i think it was a normal one". (I was also paranoid that the two people who did all the drugs had stolen them from everyone and blamed it all on me) Then i think I heard her tell this other women to check her bag, man i'm rambling.
The bottem line is, is it possible my perceptions were SO fucked that I was imagining that they were saying all this shit, or was it really happening, because I asked em all about it and they were like na you're just tripping, but i'm so dam certain it happened.
I'm insanely scared for my safety now tbh because one of the guys there was the drug dealer, and if he thinks i've stolen drugs off him it's not a good situation to be in.
Please help.
So anyways the rest of my friends
So last weekend I went to a rave at my friends place about 150 miles away from my home, before we went we chilled at a flat owned by a friend of my friend. I did a line of coke, dropped 5 MDMA pills and then headed off to the rave. Halfway through I got violently cold, was sweating buckets, was lightheaded and generally felt like I was about to die.
I told my mate and he said he'd ask the friend whose flat we went to if I could stay there and they were like yh that's cool. So I got to theirs, layed down on their sofa and tried to catch some z's. I got up to take a piss and knocked a glass of water over on their carpet which they'd left there from when we were chillin out earlier that evening and I got massively paranoid they'd think i'd pissed on their carpet so I laid there feeling fucked trying to sleep.
Anyways the 2 people who owned the flat got back (this was the first time i'd met them) and i think I overheard them say that i'd moved their laptop but I was like na it's fine I havn't touched anything. Anyway they started doing a horrific amount of mdma, speed, coke, smoked a couple joints etc and I didnt pay attention to where they got the drugs from.
Anyways the rest of our group got back and started talking whilst I was sat on the sofa feeling wrecked, their conversations seemed as if everything they were saying was related to me, as in the girl who owned the flat got asked if she got searched and she was like "yeah my bag did" and the guy was like "was it a uv torch" and she was like "na i think it was a normal one". (I was also paranoid that the two people who did all the drugs had stolen them from everyone and blamed it all on me) Then i think I heard her tell this other women to check her bag, man i'm rambling.
The bottem line is, is it possible my perceptions were SO fucked that I was imagining that they were saying all this shit, or was it really happening, because I asked em all about it and they were like na you're just tripping, but i'm so dam certain it happened.
I'm insanely scared for my safety now tbh because one of the guys there was the drug dealer, and if he thinks i've stolen drugs off him it's not a good situation to be in.
Please help.
So anyways the rest of my friends
