RobotRipping
Bluelighter
there must be a way to channel that excess stimulation/energy somewhere
other than furiously masturbating. I find i get the same thing with anxiety, clear up one issue, anxiety manifests itself in another way, clear that up and it keeps moving on. Physiologically i'd like to know how the hell that works lol
on especially fiendish stims when i am binging i notice the ticks, i'll push my tongue in on my teeth, i'll fidget, all sorts of things, grinding my teeth is a big one and not being conscious of clenching my jaw is another. On my normal dexedrine dose it's not really a huge issue or something i notice really, dexedrine is pretty smooth and is not near as prone to such issues as other stimulants, like ethylphenidate for example which will bring out every negative effect possible for me at least.
I think it's a manifestation of anxiety or too much NE pumping through the body (or dopamine as well, especially regarding ticks), it's like soothing to be doing multiple things at once rather than just one thing so your body starts doing these other things to occupy that energy or compulsion to do a bunch of things. Which is kind of like having ADD in the first place. I wonder if other people notice this as well, it really only becomes apparent to me on a binge or if i'm high dosing. I don't often binge these days so it's not something i generally have to deal with but being conscious of it is extremely important. It's like i know better sometimes but i just end up not doing things like catching the muscle tension before it gets worse. Stupid old brain, it's like a maladaptive tendency that is a carry over from our ancestors.

on especially fiendish stims when i am binging i notice the ticks, i'll push my tongue in on my teeth, i'll fidget, all sorts of things, grinding my teeth is a big one and not being conscious of clenching my jaw is another. On my normal dexedrine dose it's not really a huge issue or something i notice really, dexedrine is pretty smooth and is not near as prone to such issues as other stimulants, like ethylphenidate for example which will bring out every negative effect possible for me at least.
I think it's a manifestation of anxiety or too much NE pumping through the body (or dopamine as well, especially regarding ticks), it's like soothing to be doing multiple things at once rather than just one thing so your body starts doing these other things to occupy that energy or compulsion to do a bunch of things. Which is kind of like having ADD in the first place. I wonder if other people notice this as well, it really only becomes apparent to me on a binge or if i'm high dosing. I don't often binge these days so it's not something i generally have to deal with but being conscious of it is extremely important. It's like i know better sometimes but i just end up not doing things like catching the muscle tension before it gets worse. Stupid old brain, it's like a maladaptive tendency that is a carry over from our ancestors.