extra script..corrected post

[gaga11]

i was going through my mothers stuff i found 4 .25 alzaprozam tablets im planning on using i think theyve been there for like 2 months if she notices theyre gone she wont suspect of me since im already on the rivotril
even tho i am 19 she doesnt trust me with meds i guess addictive persnality but i just abuse to get the therapeutic benefits i like poppng pills even if its vitamins or aspirin always anxious
so as i was going through her stuff to get the shrinks phone ahd found the tabs i noticed a medical script legit.. it had written on it please take these tests called
BEAM AND EEG test tda to a desc cpsc activated i have no clue what it means but it is on a medical script it also as the phone number of the neurologist thats gonna test me and is address and my docs sig but since i called my doc i asked em if the neurologist was going to ask for something once i got to the clinic he said no but te script is still here..do u think i can alter it by putting on a substance for instance put concerta or clonazepam or alzoprazam in the script i do not like ssris ive taken them sometimes pot but this could be either good or bad i find it therpeutical but only has weed just makes me a lil paranoid i like hash cocaine makes me feel great not the comedown but like a week after i feel vappy for abut a month extasy left me isolated for like 2 months by just taking one pill and a half
and going to a pharmacy preferrebly not a very nice one
forgot to mention i ocationally take valerian and saint jons along with this tea called melissa or toronjil all of them anxiolitycs and hypnotics sometimes valerian
helps my add and helps me focus does nothing for insomnia and does take my excitement away
im self medicating before i go to the doc i do not like ssris ive taken them.i have a think for smart drugs was on focalin or 6 months stole it from my aunt worked wonders except once i got a panic attack and gave me acid reflux
so could i put something on that script and take it to a pharmacy without gettig in any legal issues do u think they will question the neurologist name phone number and adress this is a diff doc than my shrink


i would also like some long term insomia treatment i was thinking melatonin just to leave benzos behind and take concerta in case of add and buy some clonazeppam but only use it in case of a panic attack i have to talk about this to my doc...depends on how the neurologist tests go im afraiid they will also schedule an mri
i also do not want my doc to get in trouble by any means
i live in a shitty country with shitty pharmacies some with no prescriptions but i do not have acess to these sort of places nor do i know if they are generic this is why im considering on altering the script to maybe get concerta or clonie drops so my mom doesnt notice and tve water doesnt alter the substance.it would freakk me out
also i doubt i have benzo tolerance
are alzaprozam and clonazepam dangerous combined how long does it take to dvelop tolerance and addiction with what dosages and frequency?
for the record i abused clonazepam because the docs dose wasnt working i felt toally fine until my bad mistake to go out on sat night have a few drinks forgot i vad taken some clon
slept for like 4 hours and expieriences 2 ellis hangover dys feels like withdrawal
although ive never been through it i just get bad hangovers even with two drinks
depression insomnia everything i wonder why
alcohol like benzos makes me stupid and euforic could this be a chemical reaction in my brain weird think i need high dosess of benzos to feel thee effect and alcohol i could have 2 drinks and feel idiotic
at least benzos dont give me a hangover
current those 2.5 ml mg clonazepam..drops but as i sadi theres some of it left mixed with water a little less than half
and four .25 alzaprozam tablets
sorry if this is complicated i hope u understand i tried my best

 

[purple_cloud]

I'm going to make a quick assumption that your native language is not English, and you are not in the US. DO NOT write anything on that prescription. It's a prescription for a test...I've had them for xrays/MRIs/etc and there's NO way any medication is ever listed on the same one. Do not alter scripts, especially at 19, do you really want to be in that much trouble with the law? Plus, no one here is going to recommend or support you taking other people's medications. You seem like you have an addictive personality...be careful with the benzos, you're pretty young, and if you are relying on them for relief now, it's just going to get progressively worse.

 

[gaga11]

it is not english even tho my pronunctiation is good i barely have an accept i have issues writing..so u think altering the prescription will get me in trouble ik im messing with the devil with benzos peraps im gonna go get some melatonin to sleep and forge about drugs i wannna follow my sppiritual path even if my shrink prescribes i shall not take them its gonna be a bitch to get out of this one...i us dont eel lke myself sober

 

[muvolution]

Yeah man, thanks for at least trying to correct your post.
We don't do "How to break laws" here on Bluelight, and that's essentially what you are asking, so you aren't going to get alot of answers.
Leave the script alone. If you have a medical condition, talk to a doctor.

 

[Jabberwocky]

we're not here to help you break the law in such a way, this board is focused around harm reduction which is why i'm closing this thread.

please take the time to read the BLUA again.

i took the liberty of deleting your other post where your keyboard was playing up.

edit - in reply to your post below - but why risk getting caught breaking the law rather than some trouble with your mother who's going to be a lot more forgiving? you're young and your mum loves you, maybe come clean with her if she does find out.

 

[gaga11]

i only wanted to break the law so my mom wouldnt notice er only four tafil.alzaprozam gone
and she woulnt notice half of the clonopin drops gone but i mixed it with water so it looks like theres more solution i just hope it doesnt screw up the substance my mom certainly does not take alzaprozam er friend gave them to er almsot two months ago idk if she gave them more and maybe if she finds them gone shell freak ouuuut thats why i wanted to buys om and just leave some in her drawer..iget stealing drugs is prety bad..bt its somthing i hav been doing for a while and feel guilty for so the krops are out of the way sinc ei poured some water in them now te issue is get 4 .35 alzaprozam tabs..i doubt she will forget they existed