forbiddenlife5
Bluelighter
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- Feb 26, 2011
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First off i'd like to mention that i have used meth 7 times over a year and a half, and never have been addicted to it, or have any tolerance to it. So basically the day before yesterday i had decided to snort 2 large lines of meth, i've done alot more than this usually, even though this is still more than enough. Anyways it was evening time, and i thought that snorting it would make the high go away within two hours. Six hours went by i was still feeling amazing, but for some reason i was paranoid that the comedown was going to come all of the sudden, (because of a bad experience of smoking 12 hits of meth my first time, i started throwing up out of nowhere 24 hours after i did the meth) so worried the comedown was going to come, i took two xanax bars, which i also have no tolerance to, and i waited for it to fully kick in and felt a good nice little high before falling asleep. What i didn't realize till the next day was that, those two lines of meth would have kept me feeling amazing for 18 hours before it goes away, what happened that night was really scary, because i remember getting up real quick from laying down in the middle of my sleep and falling back asleep in a second, almost like it was a dream and didn;t happen, i'm guessing it had to do with the fact the meth was still strongly in my system and the mixture of the xanax's. Anyways i slept only for 5 hours, woke up and waited for evening time and finished the two lines i had left, time went on etc, this time i didn't; want to waste my xanax and was going to ride out the comedown by itself, like i've done many times even though it sucks so bad, for the next 18 hours i snorted those two lines of meth, i was having the time of my life reading drug stories, talking to friends, the typical stuff (i was shocked out of my head i felt it for so long, but than again all the meth i've ever tried is always the pure kind) here and their i would feel nausea real bad, so i'd continue to eat a cracker or two every hour, and i could feel my heartbeat but it wasn't too bad, i've been awake for 22 hours now (considering the first night on meth i got 6 hours of sleep from the xanax's) and i started noticing about an hour ago, that i was losing desire to do anything, my first sign of comedown usually, but i still forced myself to stay occupied and noticed, it didn't get worse, but instead something wasn't normal, when i normally do meth i usually go to sleep around after being awake for 30-35 hours, but despite of only being awake for 22 hours, i noticed i was feeling real lightheaded, seeing things slightly foggy, having harder time remembering what i'm saying, getting into random conversations, and so i've decided, i'm going to stay awake for another 8 hours, since that would be the time i usually go to bed, and also because i want to experiment with this feeling as its increasing. I forced myself to turn on the tv and light so the setting isn't as depressing and freaky, so my question why is this the first time i'm experiencing this, i've done real high doses of meth especially for someone with no tolerance, and as i said earlier would be up for 30-35 hours not too bad, but never experienced even a slight disconnection and visuals, while this time i only did two lines one day, and even got some sleep, and did two lines the next day. Last of all i think this may have something to do with it or maybe not, but even though all the other times i did meth, it was even a higher dose it was all done in one session, 8 hits each time did i did meth, besides one time when i snorted 5 lines within 4 hours, and the first time i did meth 12 hits, HOWEVER even though i did less this time, i didn't do it all once or real closely together, i did two one day, and than did two another day (which is why i hate the re-dosing theory, i like to do more at once) so can someone please explain, and also any tips or anything i should expect relatively important? thanks
