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Misc Ex-Tweaker Here, need some help ASAP

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I am an "ex-tweaker".

Here is my story:

The drug of choice for me was Tina (crank, meth, ice, whatever youd like to call it)

I need immediate help! I have lost my "connect", and i have nowhere to find Ice! I've been clean for about 5 months, against my will. Since ive been clean, my life has gotten so much worse!!! I have no hope anymore, i dont care about life, and just want to die. I do NOT believe in depression meds and have no isurance so please do not suggest that.

I have tried just about every drug you can imagine and ones you cant. A family member of mine smokes pot regularly, and i dont like pot, it brings out my anxiety to a level i cant handle...

Nothing i do will help me cope with my loss of connection, ive taken xanax, adderall, even pseudafed to try and help and nothing works.

I dream of hitting the ice pipe, im constantly thinking about it.

This is what im asking, if anyone knows any other substances I can easily obtain that has same effects of ice, let me know! Lifes to the point where im broke, cant keep a job, and i just want to die. I know its usually the opposite for most, but i lost everything once i lost my substance connect...

Dont tell me to try coke, i hate the stuff.

please give me some advice.

thanks for any suggestions!!!!!!!!
 
ALSO NOTE: Most of my fixation comes from the actual hitting of the pipe. If there is any other substance that could give me that or similar feeling and i can smoke from a glass pipe (oil burner pipe), PLEASE let me know.

Someone told me of some kind of fertilizer people are using this way that smells sort of bad but smokes in these pipes, but i dont know where to get it and id rather not try that.

I dont know what to do.
 
Dexedrine is another amphetamine like adderall, but I think people say that it is closer to meth than adderall.

I don't know what to tell you other than that. So are you pretty much looking for the "methadone" of crystal meth? Like a drug that is to meth, what methadone is to heroin?
 
Well meth (tina, ice, whatever) is methamphetamine, not amphetamine. I just want to be able to stay up for a few days on end without feeling tired, and addys and coke dont work, i do that and crash hard a few hours later.

Methamphetamine is a sunbstance on its own from what i know. Its made from Pseudofed pills (cooked) and i have looked up trying to cook but its dangerous and i dont want to get into doing that.
 
I would not know, ive done methadone once, but have never done heroin.

Id like to find another crystalline substance if possible. I miss my pretty shards of ice. Like i said, most of what i miss is the whole ritual of the ice pipe and taking hits from it, and exhaling huge clouds.
 
I wont ever stop wanting to use, im not looking to get clean, im looking for a substitute.

Since i lost my connect, i gave up hope, lost many friends (good ones), lost my HOUSE, job, etc etc etc. im living at home with mom now and simply dont care. I need my life back, and i cant stand living like this.
 
You gotta search about its legality on google or something. We can't hook you up with a source here. I believe that it is legal in most states in the US.
 
I searched it. Its actually said to "NEVER SMOKE IT!!!!", so i think im going to pass on that one... sigh.
 
What you are looking for seems to be too good to be true. If it is that similar to meth, then you will still have the same habit.

It's like a junkie looking for a brown substance that they can shoot up and get the effects of heroin, but its not heroin.... What would be the point?
 
Please read the guidelines and posting standards (in my signature) before starting any new threads... we don't allow "pick out my next drug" type threads, this is wildly self-serving, it has no harm reduction value and please do not constantly bump your own thread. If you want to add information and no on else has posted since you last did, just hit the edit button and add the information there.

I'm sorry you lost your connect, but as Tommy said, you're searching for atlantis here.
 
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