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Ever wish you never tried it

^ I thought I was going to feel that way about benzos until I stopped using them. The withdrawals sucked for a fair while but it was nowhere near as bad as I had expected (still really, really damn bad though - I've never sweat so much in my life).

No regrets. It's all a learning experience.
 
I don't know, I don't regret anything I've tried and I've tried about everything out there. Don't take my advice for something which to live by though since I seem to be one of those rare people who can do whatever and not have it affect their lives in any negative way really. I'm not saying it in a 'dicksizing' kind of way, so please don't take it that way, it is simply something I have noticed about me. I kinda wish I had never tried drugs sometimes, but then again what the hell else would I do :)
 
i most certainly wish i had never, ever dared to touch that first E pill. because i became obsessed to the highest degree. my MDMA love affair didn't lead to anything good in the long run. so much absolutely terrible shit has happened because of my addiction. it changed me so much.
 
i have seriously tried just about every drug mentioned on here. weed, coke, black tar heroin, dxm, oxycontin, xanax, crack, shrooms, acid, booze, Ex, ALL OF IT. and im 16 years old. not to be a dick, but you all need to wipe the sand out of your vaginas . the only reason you havent stopped is cause you dont want to. After all ive tried, im not addicted to anything. its called self control. the only thing i cant speak for is meth cause ive never tried it. i know lots of tweakers and just looking at them makes me cringe. but even then, seriously. suck it up.
 
^ur just like me. I've done tons of stuff too but im not addicted to it.
the only thing i regret, is turning weed into an everyday habit.. I want to stop, but i want to keep smoking. i want both lol. without weed im such an angry person (ive had anger problems since i was a kid), i would SNAP on the smallest, dumbest things. i can't keep myself calm. if i try to make it through the day without smoking, everything is so stressful because its like, "man all this bullshit is happening to me 2day and i don't even got a spliff to look forward to when i get home" - that kills it. i can put up with life and all the bullshit that comes throughout the day, but only if i know in the back of my mind i got a spliff to calm me down when i get home. if i don't, i just keep stressin and stressin, until I breakdown and start cussing and screaming like a wild man in my house.
 
Tiesto said:
^ur just like me. I've done tons of stuff too but im not addicted to it.
the only thing i regret, is turning weed into an everyday habit.. I want to stop, but i want to keep smoking. i want both lol. without weed im such an angry person (ive had anger problems since i was a kid), i would SNAP on the smallest, dumbest things. i can't keep myself calm. if i try to make it through the day without smoking, everything is so stressful because its like, "man all this bullshit is happening to me 2day and i don't even got a spliff to look forward to when i get home" - that kills it. i can put up with life and all the bullshit that comes throughout the day, but only if i know in the back of my mind i got a spliff to calm me down when i get home. if i don't, i just keep stressin and stressin, until I breakdown and start cussing and screaming like a wild man in my house.
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so you've tried alot of stuff and you're only addicted to pot...good for the both of you...once you get yourself your first opiate habit (needing good hookups), your first coke habit (needing CASH) or your first meth habit (needing lots of idiocy)...then you can start preaching abou regret or the lack thereof...
 
LSD. I still haven't completely recovered over a year later, and doubt I ever will. I'll probably spend the rest of my life in fear every day.

GHB, because it did nothing worthwhile and led to a very bad situation that almost became infinitely worse.
 
I regret most trying to make people understand what I'm doing. Due to that, I have completely lost contact to one of my friends who thinks I'm totally lost case, a junkie without any hope. Others I have alienated, including my mother who knows everything of my drug-usage but doesn't understand my motives, and thus despises me. But, on some level I knew it from day one, that such sacrifices would be my price.

So, in the end I regret trying to be honest to people who choose not to understand.
 
I regret trying cocaine more than anything. Other things Ive done I may have prefered I didnt, but cocaine is the only one that if I could turn back the clock and erase I would. I only use it like 4 times a year, but if Im walking and there is something that reminds me of the smell, my eyes light up and itll be on my mind all day. And that is not something I would like to carry with me for years to come, but Im sure I will.

I dunno, something changed that day. Of course hindsight is 20/20, but for me, I think my life would be better if I had never tried it.
 
**hAyzzZZ** said:
As bad as shit was, i learnt some valuable lessons which ill never, ever forget.
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I regret starting when I did. When my peers were playing outside, I was getting high.
 
I regret smoking crack for the time i did, think it did some damage to my body + i still get cravings on occasion.
 
Xstasy, shrooms, weed, coke, alcohol, vicodin...i dont regret any of these things. lucklily ive been responsible using these substances for recreational exploration. the only drug i ever regret taking is DXM...it totally fucked with my brain in high school
 
WAY2CREZY4U said:
I feel as if I'll never be myself again. Meth is one thing I'll never recommend getting into. Since Ive tried it .. feeling depressed alot. Im kewl and feeling good on it. But when i start to get sober and think im just like what the hell am i doing with my life. I work and what most would consider goal oriented living life to its fullest. But Im a fake .. I have to make myself smile and carry on conversations. When all i want to do is be alone . I've got 2 sets of friends that dont know each other from jack shit. Non user and user ... Sometimes its like I live 2 different lives.

Just ranting im all geeked and alone with my mind going 90 to nothing ...


some drugs are worse then others and meth/ice is bad



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no shit, i really wish i never tried meth...i was off it for 9 months and the cravings for it didnt get any better...they are terrible. i finally relapsed last sunday which im not proud of but o well, but if i never tried this shit i wouldnt have some of the problems i have.
 
Drug-Alchemist said:
I regret most trying to make people understand what I'm doing. Due to that, I have completely lost contact to one of my friends who thinks I'm totally lost case, a junkie without any hope. Others I have alienated, including my mother who knows everything of my drug-usage but doesn't understand my motives, and thus despises me. But, on some level I knew it from day one, that such sacrifices would be my price.

So, in the end I regret trying to be honest to people who choose not to understand.
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Oh my god, that pretty much mirrors how I look at my situation. Haven't lost contact with anyone really, but definite alienation. And like you, I knew that there would be serious consequences to pay. But if I can feel even a little bit from having someone actually understand where I'm coming from, then it'd all be worth it. So I let it all out. I don't know that anyone will really understand. But at least I tried.

Of course catching a case a week later certainly didn't lift my spirits. :|
 
Man, I really feel for you people. I'm an old 'head' from almost 40 yrs ago, when I discovered weed. Still love my weed & now my doctor says I'll be on a Methadone Maintenance Treatment Program until I croak.
I have a work-related back injury that progressed into spinal stenosis & peroneal nerve disorder. An operation is a crapshoot that might be worse or better. I've had 2 epidural injections, but to no avail. I'll stay on methadone...1 great feeling.
I also take xanax, klonopins & Lexapro for my depression caused by the chronic pain. Plus smoke some killer weed in the evenings. Got a whopping Workmen's Comp settlement & now collecting soc sec disability.:)
Life ain't too bad...you just gotta roll with the punches. Nobody ever said life was fair. Just ask Bill Gates' servants.:\
 
Meth... a habit that i kicked 12 weeks ago - and can say i have no desire to do again.

E... maybe somewhat? but only coz i love it.. but i've been clean for 10 weeks all up, just had a break, now another 6 til my bday.
 
I wish I had never tried MDMA. I love the stuff and I don't want to give up, but I know if I had never tried it in the first place, it wouldn't be a problem. Also while some people call weed a 'gateway drug' cos it can lead to harder drugs, MDMA was my gateway drug.
 
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