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Ever wish you never tried it

I regret trying meth... its so evil... absolutly took over my mind and all my thoughts just revolved around getting another burn... BUT clean off it for 4 months now :)
also regret trying ciggies!! disgusting things they are!!
 
Some times, like now, I wish I had never started. But at other times, I think about how much it has opened my mind, loosened my inhibitions, and put away my once-conservative values, and I think that maybe it was better this way.
 
first drug i did was shrooms. i loved it.. shrooms have not a bad impact on my life whatsoever in itself.. i wish i never tried shrooms.. if i had not tried shrooms i would not have went further down the drug chain, and never would have done any of the drugs i have.. so, even though shrooms itself didnt have a downward effect on my life, every drug afterwards has.. shrooms was my starter drug.. you should all wish you never tried your starter drug.. its the beginning to the end.
 
I agree........ no matter what that FIRST drug is... it always leads to another and another........ Wish I would have never taken that first roll!!
 
phactor said:
Most defiantly wished I'd never tried opiates. I'm just now getting my life back to the track that I wanted it to be on.
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Fuck I'm gonna be honest, I really wish I wouldn't have tried anything... maybe pot but thats it
 
i definitely do not regret using drugs, only one that i regret(heroin)...shit, i wishi had started drinking earlier in my high school days...i have had so many great times on drugs, times that would have been impossible without chemicals...i commend anyone that has stayed sober their entire life, but i dunno how they did it.. i mean,evethogh the didnt sffer he ill consequences of using drug, i still feel they "missed out" on some great times...its really messed up, drugs can raise one to the heavens, and bring ya down to the depths..question is, have u had more good times on drugs than bad times??
 
^Salt's up there too. But sugar is the worst. I've been hooked since I was a little kid. I still have a sweet tooth and binge on sugary foods and then get sick. 1 pint of Ben and Jerry's icecream is too much for me. Forget meth, cocaine or heroin. I've tried them all. Even intravenously. But sugar has had the most seductive appeal my entire life and is definitely the worst for me.
 
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it is a temptress in itself. I like savoury things better - salt is a bitch too because you use it then over time you dont taste it so you use more until your heart is quivering under the weight of all that salt. instant killer too if you are not careful.

easy to cut down though, drink loads of water with your supper and put salt in your cooking not on your food.
 
By coincidence, just before I read your first reply taht salt was addictive, I'd eaten a teaspoon of pure sea salt. Plain. not with any food. Now I have to go back to the kitchen and eat another.

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Back. Sometimes I can kind of "lean" my blue jeans against the wall at the end of a hot day.
 
probably acid because before i dropped acid i was neva as crazy and anxious as i am these days, im pretty sure i altered my brain permanently
the only drug i hav trouble wiv really is meth/speed but 2 b honest i will never regret the early days taking most drugs other than acid
now thats not 2 say i dont still drop acid now, but im fucked up already so thats cool
 
I wish I'd never tried pretty much anything that I've done and I've done rather a lot. Some things, like salvia, I'm glad I did, on the other hand. I have an addictive personality, which sucks and means that I get addicted to pretty much anything you throw down. :P

.:[p.h.o.e.n.i.x./.b.u.r.n.i.n.g]:.
 
interesting perspective

Kandy K said:
Some times, like now, I wish I had never started. But at other times, I think about how much it has opened my mind, loosened my inhibitions, and put away my once-conservative values, and I think that maybe it was better this way.
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Good Point. I'm glad I have tried it all to get it over with, but I wish I had the willpower to just put it all down and never touch any drug ever again. I am glad to have experienced all these synthetic/self-inflicted changes in chemistry, but I tend to now focus too much on all the damage and regrets I'm left with in this shitty aftermath called the present.
 
^^^ths the way i am with heroin..methadone as wel...its like those years were truly wasted just basicaly chasing a fix.. prime years as well, i look back and think "wtf was i thinking?" and now clean, im lik "wtf is a dude to do now?"...
 
i wish i never tried x and coke, i don't have x that much but when im with a certain group of friends i do.. im really worried about them and i really want to stop. I've only had coke once but i know if it was put infront of me and was free i wouldnt be able to turn it down
 
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