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Ever Roll As Hard As You Did Your First Time??

Have you ever rolled as hard as you did your first time?

  • Yes

    Votes: 64 42.7%

  • No

    Votes: 31 20.7%

  • Yes, because I took more

    Votes: 52 34.7%

  • No, because I've never taken as much

    Votes: 3 2.0%
  • Total voters
    150
  • Poll closed .
Rolled harder, but never quite the same as your first time.

A losing your virginity metaphor is apt, you'll have better shags but your first is special.
 
My first roll (3 years ago): Drop half a pill (with a friend), then the other half an hour later. Medium strength. 15 minutes after my two best friends show up unexpectedly and I cannot seem to find a polite way to get them to leave (they would NOT approve). Effects hit me, I feel great, they're oblivious. In the end, we walked around to a few campus parties and had a fun night. It felt good, but no better than an average dose of adderall or ritalin.


My best roll: 3 120mg pills on me. drop one. 30 minutes later, two police and a drug dog are walking in my direction. I panic and have no choice but to drop the last two. Yep. Ummm, ya. 4 hour orgasm that pushed the limits of my sanity.

A serious increase in your dosage is often more impressionable on you than the novelty of the first time.
 
I have rolled harder then my first time although have never experienced the floating feeling from the first time I did it.
 
Isolator said:
You will never roll as hard as you did the first time. The first time is always the best. I have come pretty close, but only with ridiculous doses of molly and a combination of other hallucinogens. You can get pretty close, but never the same as the first time.
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I thoroughly disagree. Both my second and third rolls were better than my first. IMO, rolls 2 and 3 probably have the highest potential. You're not really acclimated to the effects, but you can better navigate the headspace.
 
LSDreamer said:
I thoroughly disagree. Both my second and third rolls were better than my first. IMO, rolls 2 and 3 probably have the highest potential. You're not really acclimated to the effects, but you can better navigate the headspace.
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Different for everyone, like I said. My first time WAS my best, as I did not have any expectations at all and I had a first timer party at my house with half an O of molly, 4 other friends, my girl, and we also got a DJ for $3000 that night. It was one of the best set and settings I have ever rolled in and I took a good 350mg of the purest molly in a period of 6 hours. I was blown, I was rolling balls, and I have never rolled as hard as I have that night, not even close. I was rolling so hard I couldn't even speak or move on my peak. I was fucking GONE. Again, to each his own experience, but I've been rolling for 3 years, about once or twice a month and I have never had the same magic as my first night.
 
I posted it in another thread, but i'l post it here again:

In the past, i've taken 12 pills in one night and had a 4/5 day ecstasy binge when my girlfriend left me. After the ecstasy binge, it became the norm to take 3 pills instead of 2, and after a while I was afraid that it'd never open me up again as well as other things. However, on saturday night I went to a cyber goth club with my new friend from college. I took 3 pills, and it was amazing. I was rolling so hard I could hardly walk up stairs and you couldn't shut me up. Anyway i'm really happy that ecstasy is amazing again, and now i've learnt my lesson with abusing it and to treat it with respect :).
 
I first tried E at an Trance gig four years ago when I was a teenager. While I definitely experienced all the typical effects of MDMA, for some reason I never really understood what was happening to me. I experienced the euphoria and empathy, but I just didn't categorize these experiences in my head. It was a great time, but I don't know, it didn't really leave a lasting impression, I didn't have the desire to do it again. Maybe it had something to do with the fact that the E seem to have a lot of speed in it and less MDMA (although the MDMA was there, 100%).

Fast forward several years later, I am several years into college and I fly over to the europe to visit some old friends. We decide to go to a rave and do some crystal MDMA.

OMG, the MDMA hit me so hard it was unbelievable. I remember on the peak I literally couldn't believe that you could even feel this way. It felt like the this experience was the culmination of my life. This experience was far better than my first experience. Incomparable really.

I think a lot of it really has to do with set and setting. The setting was excellent, I got to chill with friends who I hadn't seen in a while and I go to go to Europe. Furthermore, I had no idea what I was going to experience due to the nature of first E experience.

I really think the key to getting the most out of MDMA is to do it with people whom you really care about. When done with people like that, MDMA simply amplifies the feelings you have for each other, it allows you to take a break from the dull social BS and pointless inhibitions and maximize the feelings that are already there. Secondly, I think you need to do MDMA as little as possible. Optimally, you should only do it after an extended period of abstinence where you don't really remember what the MDMA experience feels like. With MDMA, less is truly more...
 
Yeah I've definitely rolled harder than I did my first time. In the 35 so times I've done MDMA there have been two occasions that have really stood out for me, not including my first time. My first time I was having a good time but I was really terrified. These other two times... well, I'm not sure why, but I rolled amazingly hard and had a mind-blowing time. I hadn't waited an exceptionally long time before rolling, and I used exactly the same batch of MDMA on other occasions and it wasn't as outstanding. I can really only chalk it up to set and setting.
 
the first one or two times i rolled i didn't roll nearly as hard as i did the third time. that time definitely set the standard for me, blew the other times out of the water completely.
 
First time I took anything it was 120mg molly. I felt a little bit but I was super afraid for some reason so I didn't really get much euphoria or empathy.
The first time that I really rolled I was in such awe it was unbelievable and it was amazing and I though I would never roll as hard. I then rolled way too much for a few weeks and it got shittier. Then my town had a dry period so for five weeks I had none. Then I went to my first rave and everything was perfect. I had 4 pills and 200mg molly and the rave was unbelievable. I had been wanting to rave for so long so just finally getting to one was awesome. Plus the crazy dose of mdma and kinda of a lot of speed made for an insane night with about 100 new friends. So yeah, setting matters and you can beat the first one. But I bet I'll never beat that one amazing night... sigh.
 
LSDreamer said:
I thoroughly disagree. Both my second and third rolls were better than my first. IMO, rolls 2 and 3 probably have the highest potential. You're not really acclimated to the effects, but you can better navigate the headspace.
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i agree althought from my 2nd to like 15th time i was pretty much as fuked up as either 1 dosing different with different pills. then after about 7 month of taking nearly every week started hitting it rly hard taking up to 20 but rushing my face off for hours on end tbh. lol
 
my first several times were amazing, or so i thought. once i got an incredible pill around my 5th time, i had my strongest roll ever. then a few months later i had an even better set of pills that surpassed even that. we compare everything to our first time because it is so shockingly good at the time that it remains in our memory as the best, even though is very well may not have been.
 
Yes, but none of my subsequent rolls matched the innocence, wonder and pure bliss of the first one. I've had plenty that have rivaled the intensity of it, though.
 
Nearly all my rolls have been harder than my first one.

Granted, my first roll certainly had a magic all its own. It was also my first rave (EDC), and I wasn't planning to do any drugs at all that night, but when I got there I was so overwhelmed (and at times even slightly annoyed at all the bizarre people..what can I say, it was a totally new and alien environment for me) that I asked my friend to hook me up. It definitely made the night way more fun and magical for me, but I only took one pill, and to date it's the weakest pill I've had, so subsequent rolls have been stronger by far for me.
 
Took 1 and a half the first time i did it.
Took 5 and a half the next day.

2nd day was better :p
 
levictus said:
Optimally, you should only do it after an extended period of abstinence where you don't really remember what the MDMA experience feels like. With MDMA, less is truly more...
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do you have any tips for forgetting what rolling is like except waiting?

i usually roll once or twice a year and my last time was disappointing despite having had no pills for over a year and taking pills that other have called 'the best pills they've ever had'. i guess it was because of too high expectations; the two times before that were just as good as the first time.
 
Its been awhile since I've been completely smashed on pills. Thats due to the fuckin shit presses that have been going around lately. UGHHHH :X
 
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