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Ever Roll As Hard As You Did Your First Time??

Have you ever rolled as hard as you did your first time?

  • Yes

    Votes: 64 42.7%

  • No

    Votes: 31 20.7%

  • Yes, because I took more

    Votes: 52 34.7%

  • No, because I've never taken as much

    Votes: 3 2.0%
  • Total voters
    150
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LYZ3_617

LYZ3_617

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Okay sooo my first roll was last month, I took a blue naked lady at 11pm, got kinda worried thinkin this was a weak pill, took another at 12, at 1215 the rollercoaster ride of my come up had been initiated, and at 1 am i was rolling hard as balls, i was amazed by the feeling of water, my image in the mirror, my lamp and the feeling of the sheets on my bed.....ahhh yesss ROLLIN until 6 am

i waited a month plus
and decided it was time to roll again, i got two yellow cupids (heart w/arrow) [i know the press really doesnt mean much]

at around 1105 i parachuted half and ate the other whole pill at the same time, i came up within 30 minutes, this was an interesting roll. I became pre-occupied with taking pictures and listening to music, rubbing my hands on my face with vickss :) but i was still waiting for the feeling i got the first time, the complete zone-out, the almost complete abscence from reality i got the first time, i never quite got there. i only rolled until about 2 am then i fell asleep. I expected to roll for hours more but no such luck
Today i have that joyful afterglow of a post-roll, no depression in sight. BUT I am dissapointed in the roll, i feel maybe another tab would have put me at my desired level, what do you guys think,
is it possible my expectations were too high? Am I chasing a ghost and should just enjoy what i have?
maybe the pills were a little weaker than the others i had my first time?
will i ever get close to that first time? I really shouldnt have a tolerence especially a month and a half after only my first roll

your thoughts and opinions will be greatly appreciated :)
 
You will never roll as hard as you did the first time. The first time is always the best. I have come pretty close, but only with ridiculous doses of molly and a combination of other hallucinogens. You can get pretty close, but never the same as the first time.
 
Well the Blue Ladies were rated as MDMA HIGH. And the Yellow Hearts were good, but not as powerful as the ladies I presume.

I really didn't roll HARD until my 3rd roll. The first roll wwas really good, and mind-blowing, but it wasn't completely outta control. Second roll was weird, as I think there were other chemicals than MDMA involved. But the the third roll is where I really was just plain fucked up beyond all recognition.

Don't worry, you'll get there again. <3
 
Lol I had bluenaked ladys last week. Yesterday I took some yellow pill with a flower on it, Im pretty sure it was mda though, either way, rolled way harder both times, then the first time i rolled.
 
Isolator said:
You will never roll as hard as you did the first time. The first time is always the best.
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Not true at all. I've rolled well over a hundreds times and occasionally roll harder or comparably intense as my first time. A number of people who I roll with have said the same thing at one time or another.
 
Tab said:
Not true at all. I've rolled well over a hundreds times and occasionally roll harder or comparably intense as my first time. A number of people who I roll with have said the same thing at one time or another.
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Well, I guess it all depends on what you take. My first time was three parachutes of molly, taken over a period of 6 hours. Did around 350mg of MDMA that night. That was the hardest best roll I've ever had.
 
Thats interesting because i looked a while back in august on pillreports for blue naked ladies and i never found a match so i didnt know the MDMA rating, i dont think my yealow cupids were mda because i got zero hallucinations/visuals, im glad i know that the naked ladies were MDMA high, this led to my expectations being high, soo now i know :)

yeaa i was gonnnnnee my first time
 
I rolled a lot harder the second time and fifth time. My first exposure to E is when my friend and I broke open a capsule with what I was told and believe was around 125mgs of MDMA, split it into two lines and each railed one. The second time I rolled I ate a whole capsule and rolled way harder than the first time. The fifth time I rolled I took a pill that I was told had 150mgs of MDMA in it and rolled the hardest in my life.
 
Ive rolled heaps harder than my first time but my first time was so much cleaner and had almost no after effects. I could get absolutely munted if I wanted to but I would be feeling it for the next few days.

MDMA has a worse few days after than the one not so good day after meth for me, I get so depressed whereas on the meth I just get a little tired and sore.
 
My first time there was MDMA, caffeine, ketamine, and methamphetamine in my pill. Thats the hardest I've ever rolled. Theres only been one time that I've came close to rolling that hard. And it all really depends if I do stuff to enhance the roll (lights, massages, etc). I use in moderation and I still have kick-ass rolls.
 
thespiral said:
he better the rave, the better the roll.
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This is truer than true in my case, the only place I can garantee to have a great time on MDMA is at a good rave. But it definitely takes it out of you.
 
Mindset, setting...

Two very important facors IMO. If those two are perfect then MDMA is your cherry on top.

Take them into consideration when you roll as I believe it has more of an effect after some levels than just increasing your dosage.
 
Its hard to beat the first time you have a fantasitc roll, weather its your "first" time dropping or not is kind of irrelevant because if you didnt have an awesome time then it doesnt really count.

Once you have that magical, amazing time things start to change imo. It is possible to have a great time thats just as much fun as your first, but it will be dependant on your attitude, set & setting, and probably a higher dose too.

Nothing ever really touches the first time you go to that place of utter contentment and bliss. The setting almost doesnt matter the first time you roll because you're higher than you've ever been.
 
My first dose was 250mg of molly and I have never been able to live up to that experience.

been close with several triplestacks but nothing as good as that one time.

My friend and his girlfriend tried E together their first times and had sex. Now he says whenever hes fucking her the sex isnt as fun anymore.
 
Everytime I roll its different - largely because the pills are usually different/unreliable. Of course, set and setting plays an even larger part.

I try really hard not to preempt or expect anything from the pills because of the fear of letdown. Impromptu rolls without an anticipation buildup work best for me.

But to answer the question - yes i've rolled lots harder than my first time(s).
 
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