Sprout
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I'm currently aiming for a doctorate in Pharmacokinetics - inspired mainly by my drug use as well as a love for chemistry.
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Ever notice any person who likes drugs or is an addict has vasts amount of medical...
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Synaptic Gap
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I never once used chemistry until I needed it for getting high. Im glad I found an application for that knowlege I spent a year of my life obtaining.
I feel you on that. Whenever I stop doing drugs I end up drinking tons, so I just go back to drugs since they are safer. When I smoke weed a drink 10x less since I am way more content with how I feel, but since it stays in you for so long it's not something you can do while looking for jobs.
Foreigner
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I don't know that having all this knowledge would lead to a career necessarily because most drug users vary from being somewhat anti-establishment to being full on rebellious. Most people just want to do drugs, not sit in a lab all day being told what to do by the management. 
Most of my drug knowledge comes from a strong desire to alter my consciousness, wanting to know the potential effects before I do the drugs, and wanting to enrich my understanding of what happened after I've already done them. My capacity as an advisor to others has grown from that.
Most of my drug knowledge comes from a strong desire to alter my consciousness, wanting to know the potential effects before I do the drugs, and wanting to enrich my understanding of what happened after I've already done them. My capacity as an advisor to others has grown from that.
GBM
Bluelighter
I've always found Pharmacology very interesting. Since I started getting high off ritalin in grade 9. Now I'm in school to become a pharmacist, and I've been using drugs almost daily since grade 9. It is very much possible to be a "successful addict". I find the ones with more knowledge on HR and related topics generally can live a normal life while being an addict.
Sprout
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My first was a codeine CWE, then a methylphenidate/IPA extraction.
Moredopamine
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I find drugs fascinating and a very enjoyable part of life is used properly. Proper use, of course, requires extensive knowledge about the various drugs, how they interact, side effects, what to do in case of an emergency, etc. So it's not that I use drugs therefore I study them, but rather that I want to use them so I study them first.
Friends refer to me as the wikipedia of drugs 
Helps that my mother is a pharmacist as well and I've even taught her some things regarding drugs which lets her trust me as I actually do my research on everything. But most of the people I meet these days that do drugs are like 'just snort it bro' and this is ecstasy pills... I even know friends who smoke weed, have some mescaline and shrooms but think acid is bad for you because it isn't natural.
I try not to get too involved in drug arguments any more as the stupidity of people is beyond me and I get too angry :D
Helps that my mother is a pharmacist as well and I've even taught her some things regarding drugs which lets her trust me as I actually do my research on everything. But most of the people I meet these days that do drugs are like 'just snort it bro' and this is ecstasy pills... I even know friends who smoke weed, have some mescaline and shrooms but think acid is bad for you because it isn't natural.
I try not to get too involved in drug arguments any more as the stupidity of people is beyond me and I get too angry :D
!_MDMA_!
Bluelighter
the only person i know who's a nurse used to be a tweaker
she got off and followed her parents line of work
although idk if she was very researchful, mostly rebellious
she got off and followed her parents line of work
although idk if she was very researchful, mostly rebellious
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gotta know your releasers and reuptake inhibitors, you're neurotransmitters and drug classes.
XThexXTank
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Switchin majors and trynna become a paramedic whats good!
Tryptamine*Dreamer
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I tested positive for amphetamines and opiates at the ER after mixing DXM with ephedra. I had not used any opiates in a long time and never any amphetamine type drugs other than ephedra and OTC nasal decongestants. They told me what I tested positive for and I told them what I took. They said I was lying. I told them how DXM was known to cause false positives for opiates in large amounts and that ephedrine causes positives for amphetamines. The doctor told me I was wrong about that. He would not believe me and he said that I had taken a mix of ecstasy and heroin. The next doctor would not believe me either. I finally lied and said I had taken a prescription diet pill but I never lied by admitting falsely that I had used an opiate.
I was treated like scum by most of the nurses, the 3 doctors I saw, and the psychiatrist while I was there - even got bitched at and told that I was taking up space and time that other people could use and then was told that I could have caused someone else to die by taking up time that could be spent on other patients while my blood pressure was extremely high. I seriously doubt they would have treated someone who was severely injured participating in an extreme sport like that even though extreme sports are more dangerous than drug use.
My psychiatrist did not know what selegiline, citalopram, or duloxetine were. This was on the same day that she wrote me a prescription for citalopram. She only knew the brand name, Celexa. That seemed strange to me, especially since a majority of people use the generic versions to save money and the generic names are printed more visibly on the bottles.
The last time I was at the ER, the doctor did not know what citalopram (SSRI), Trilipix (treatment for high triglycerides), or omeprazole (antacid) was.
A nurse practitioner I talked to did not know what a partial seizure was when I told him how for most of my life I had experienced episodes that involved strange visual effects and sometimes various types of hallucinations combined with cognitive symptoms, all of which would last a few minutes to around an hour. I asked if he thought it was just migraine auras or if it might be partial seizures and he asks what I mean by partial seizure.
When it comes to medicines and psychiatric disorders, it sure seems like I know more than many or most doctors.
I was treated like scum by most of the nurses, the 3 doctors I saw, and the psychiatrist while I was there - even got bitched at and told that I was taking up space and time that other people could use and then was told that I could have caused someone else to die by taking up time that could be spent on other patients while my blood pressure was extremely high. I seriously doubt they would have treated someone who was severely injured participating in an extreme sport like that even though extreme sports are more dangerous than drug use.
My psychiatrist did not know what selegiline, citalopram, or duloxetine were. This was on the same day that she wrote me a prescription for citalopram. She only knew the brand name, Celexa. That seemed strange to me, especially since a majority of people use the generic versions to save money and the generic names are printed more visibly on the bottles.
The last time I was at the ER, the doctor did not know what citalopram (SSRI), Trilipix (treatment for high triglycerides), or omeprazole (antacid) was.
A nurse practitioner I talked to did not know what a partial seizure was when I told him how for most of my life I had experienced episodes that involved strange visual effects and sometimes various types of hallucinations combined with cognitive symptoms, all of which would last a few minutes to around an hour. I asked if he thought it was just migraine auras or if it might be partial seizures and he asks what I mean by partial seizure.
When it comes to medicines and psychiatric disorders, it sure seems like I know more than many or most doctors.
benzoheadplus44
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how did i miss this thread??? thank you BL... you have helped me so much it brings tears to my eyes... but i use this as my base site then research from there...
currently reading PiHKAL and TiHKAL by Dr. Alexander and Ann Sulgin...
others too... I have researched studies
more than just psychedelics but I with 8 years of individual 12 hours a day plus my 3 years of college I failed... but the instructors sucked... really REALLY sucked...
except up to calculus 2 I was 20 then 25 now july 31st...
some dumb FUCK who is 33 told me Dramamine is diphenhydramine... no its close but its Dimenhydrenate so similar but it wasnt worth arguing over when I know I'm right....
(unless they changed it but they didn't i am pretty sure) (dont mind my grammar and i's and I's im drunk on a shit keyboard as always)
I know mechanisms of action for benzodiazepines and amphetamines especially even neuromodulators and neurotransmittor sites... stuff like that... thats how I got on the prescriptions I am on which yes i do misuse at times but (you cant with suboxone in its film form (I don't inject never did, fear of needles and that rush any drug injected would bring but I have 2 rigs in case someone i know wants them...))
I know the D1 D3 D4 shit
GABAa1 a2 (I'm drunk but forgiive my errors) GABA B1 B2 which ones work on which.....
solubility rules... of all drugs
hate alprazolam snoters makes me fucking sick and they argue it gets you soooo much more fucked up tho i explain enjoy deviating your septum while swallowing the drips through your throat into your stomach and I get the "fuck you you are sooo wrong dude" from them, well ithis I know what I know and I have the 8 years of self education the minor chemistry but major biochem information with nothing to show for it...
on probation...
school is like pointless almost with an arson charge and a assaulting an officer charge... maybe homeless soon was my grandpas caregiver... all this all that..
im in a tough situation he just left for the nursing home and i hope to God i can stay here after this week if the bank doesn't seize the condo... or I am in a tough situation...
i am clean from heroin 9-10 months almost and tapered 110mg from methadone to 32mg jumped to suboxone... now on 100mg dexamphetamine (dextrostat IR tablets a day 25 4 times daily... and really if i do take 30 30 30 10 so what...) subs im on 24.. working on getting to 16... then just telling him im on 24 even wanting 32 just so i have the extra to sell especially if i have the pill form.... im going back to the tablet form the film its so hard to get under there without sticking to my toungue and wasting.... fuck my recent week or 10 DAYS of life but besides this drinking right now i have been sober from all drugs besides prescriptions usually non misused for 9-10 months and had a spiritual experience 2 weeks plus ago where i am happy with my life drug wise... im living a clear headed life style... insurance fucks me over and claims its too early to fill which is bs sometimes but theyre cheap fucks...
thank you bluelight...
the spiritual awakening i had was sober btw...
but i want to folllow in shulgins steps.. (too bad he had a stroke)
i believe ibogaine and other psychedelics have major medical properties... but nooooo its all the govt and the pharm companies who would lose money just like the cig companies who would if weed was legal too in my opinion... maybe not but who knows on the last part....
I'm not on amphetamines im just drunk and on 10mg diazepam as im suppose to be... about to take my subs and go to sleep and wake up 6-8 hours from now fuck it....
so much more i need to say but i don't owe proof of knowledge to anyone... no disrespect...
i know non-recreational drugs of use actions as well... beta adrenergic blockers... alphas like clonodine guanfacine... which no one listens to me again outside of here on the alphas not affecting the heart directly... unlike betas... but clonodine would be useful for my high dose amphetamines at the right dose of course with the diazepam and lorazepam (at night if needed and break through anxiety if needed) diazepam is as needed too... but he said i could take it at low doses every day... the doses im prescribed too of course... 10 mg twice a day, rather try librium or even another longer acting or intermediate like clonazepam... 2x daily if needed, otherwise once at .5-1mg per dose then when i want to get off just switch to a longer acting and taper if needed..... GABA GABA GABA......... fuckin GABA.... jesus fucking christ...
"even christ would cringe at the site of your scars" - lyrics from "cringe" -
alkaline trio my fav always tho im a metal head at heart.... im from mchenry where the lead vocalist Matt Skiba is from, trio also is from close 3 counties within the region... did you know that, bet u didn't (unless you are a die hard like me... haha not to brag but trio fans I am THE alkaline trio fan... from early EP's to their last "damnsesia"....
"just give me medicine, prescribe me anything, just knock me out and walk me through the door... while I have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore... anymore HA HA HA..." - "take lots with alcohol"
though im working and loving on "sobriety (3rd time i drank this year, and at a steady pace" I still love this band it helped me through so many hardships... old and even new AFI... and 311 old and new but mainly old of all except trio are my fav 3 bands.... but then again like I said I'm a post hardcore metalhead fan bigtime....
thanks BL you're all my best online pals tho i mainly read, have read since 2005 started posting in 08 though.... im more a researcher and learner... then post when ready nothing wrong with that... I attend AA/NA/HA meetings for the hell of it... I do know the praying thing out loud holding hands is a bit corny but whatever it shuts them the fuck up and they like it, and it feels good... to have both sober friends and you guys.... and user friends depending on the drug some i need to stay away from... like heroin... but just so i dont get a ticket for association guilty or whatever..... goodmorning from gurnee illiniois... good night to me... ill check up on this post later..
too bad i just saw this...
pharmacology is my dream... my DREAM... neuropharmacology to be exact with the pharmokinetics (spelling) I
am not a writer and im fucking finishing my last beer plus Fuck it gonna smoke some cigs then go to bed. after suboxone of course.... 20mg so a 4 mg drop its only been 10 days on 24
currently reading PiHKAL and TiHKAL by Dr. Alexander and Ann Sulgin...
others too... I have researched studies
more than just psychedelics but I with 8 years of individual 12 hours a day plus my 3 years of college I failed... but the instructors sucked... really REALLY sucked...
except up to calculus 2 I was 20 then 25 now july 31st...
some dumb FUCK who is 33 told me Dramamine is diphenhydramine... no its close but its Dimenhydrenate so similar but it wasnt worth arguing over when I know I'm right....
(unless they changed it but they didn't i am pretty sure) (dont mind my grammar and i's and I's im drunk on a shit keyboard as always)
I know mechanisms of action for benzodiazepines and amphetamines especially even neuromodulators and neurotransmittor sites... stuff like that... thats how I got on the prescriptions I am on which yes i do misuse at times but (you cant with suboxone in its film form (I don't inject never did, fear of needles and that rush any drug injected would bring but I have 2 rigs in case someone i know wants them...))
I know the D1 D3 D4 shit
GABAa1 a2 (I'm drunk but forgiive my errors) GABA B1 B2 which ones work on which.....
solubility rules... of all drugs
hate alprazolam snoters makes me fucking sick and they argue it gets you soooo much more fucked up tho i explain enjoy deviating your septum while swallowing the drips through your throat into your stomach and I get the "fuck you you are sooo wrong dude" from them, well ithis I know what I know and I have the 8 years of self education the minor chemistry but major biochem information with nothing to show for it...
on probation...
school is like pointless almost with an arson charge and a assaulting an officer charge... maybe homeless soon was my grandpas caregiver... all this all that..
im in a tough situation he just left for the nursing home and i hope to God i can stay here after this week if the bank doesn't seize the condo... or I am in a tough situation...
i am clean from heroin 9-10 months almost and tapered 110mg from methadone to 32mg jumped to suboxone... now on 100mg dexamphetamine (dextrostat IR tablets a day 25 4 times daily... and really if i do take 30 30 30 10 so what...) subs im on 24.. working on getting to 16... then just telling him im on 24 even wanting 32 just so i have the extra to sell especially if i have the pill form.... im going back to the tablet form the film its so hard to get under there without sticking to my toungue and wasting.... fuck my recent week or 10 DAYS of life but besides this drinking right now i have been sober from all drugs besides prescriptions usually non misused for 9-10 months and had a spiritual experience 2 weeks plus ago where i am happy with my life drug wise... im living a clear headed life style... insurance fucks me over and claims its too early to fill which is bs sometimes but theyre cheap fucks...
thank you bluelight...
the spiritual awakening i had was sober btw...
but i want to folllow in shulgins steps.. (too bad he had a stroke)
i believe ibogaine and other psychedelics have major medical properties... but nooooo its all the govt and the pharm companies who would lose money just like the cig companies who would if weed was legal too in my opinion... maybe not but who knows on the last part....
I'm not on amphetamines im just drunk and on 10mg diazepam as im suppose to be... about to take my subs and go to sleep and wake up 6-8 hours from now fuck it....
so much more i need to say but i don't owe proof of knowledge to anyone... no disrespect...
i know non-recreational drugs of use actions as well... beta adrenergic blockers... alphas like clonodine guanfacine... which no one listens to me again outside of here on the alphas not affecting the heart directly... unlike betas... but clonodine would be useful for my high dose amphetamines at the right dose of course with the diazepam and lorazepam (at night if needed and break through anxiety if needed) diazepam is as needed too... but he said i could take it at low doses every day... the doses im prescribed too of course... 10 mg twice a day, rather try librium or even another longer acting or intermediate like clonazepam... 2x daily if needed, otherwise once at .5-1mg per dose then when i want to get off just switch to a longer acting and taper if needed..... GABA GABA GABA......... fuckin GABA.... jesus fucking christ...
"even christ would cringe at the site of your scars" - lyrics from "cringe" -
alkaline trio my fav always tho im a metal head at heart.... im from mchenry where the lead vocalist Matt Skiba is from, trio also is from close 3 counties within the region... did you know that, bet u didn't (unless you are a die hard like me... haha not to brag but trio fans I am THE alkaline trio fan... from early EP's to their last "damnsesia"...."just give me medicine, prescribe me anything, just knock me out and walk me through the door... while I have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore... anymore HA HA HA..." - "take lots with alcohol"
though im working and loving on "sobriety (3rd time i drank this year, and at a steady pace" I still love this band it helped me through so many hardships... old and even new AFI... and 311 old and new but mainly old of all except trio are my fav 3 bands.... but then again like I said I'm a post hardcore metalhead fan bigtime....
thanks BL you're all my best online pals tho i mainly read, have read since 2005 started posting in 08 though.... im more a researcher and learner... then post when ready nothing wrong with that... I attend AA/NA/HA meetings for the hell of it... I do know the praying thing out loud holding hands is a bit corny but whatever it shuts them the fuck up and they like it, and it feels good... to have both sober friends and you guys.... and user friends depending on the drug some i need to stay away from... like heroin... but just so i dont get a ticket for association guilty or whatever..... goodmorning from gurnee illiniois... good night to me... ill check up on this post later..
too bad i just saw this...
pharmacology is my dream... my DREAM... neuropharmacology to be exact with the pharmokinetics (spelling) I
am not a writer and im fucking finishing my last beer plus Fuck it gonna smoke some cigs then go to bed. after suboxone of course.... 20mg so a 4 mg drop its only been 10 days on 24
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benzoheadplus44
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tell them take the drug test to the lab theyd have been able to tell.. ephedrine and Dextromethorphan.....
There is a difference between and 'expert' and an 'aficionado' (keen on). The expert cares about general rules that will allow him to make further reaserch on a topic that he needs to attend and understand it fully after that research. Meanwhile, the aficionado will care about the object in itself, the particular cases. The expert on chemistry will be able to understand how an opiod works on you brain and how gas fuels your car (but he may not know the difference between nitrazepam and valium). Or an expert in medicine will understand how tramadol works and why and will also be able to tell a fracture from a splint (whereas the aficionado will know the contraindications of tramadol by heart but has no clue regarding the differences of a splint and a fracture.)