Egzoset
Bluelighter
Halloween is over, 1 year to go. Be patient...
As i am no Us or Uk i thought is he ´out of the wood' the saying or has a house in forest.idk which was better .....capital...u know is a dangerous place for me....so everything goes as must be...i did not moan about missing oportunities......just thinkin 'bout an old times....not so young anymore u know....the weight.....the cross .....was lighter then
Don t guess, i just go. Me an my mate had that moto 'Go/ or better keep going'.ue guess i sound like a Shady.....or my mind constructs misundurstandable sentences.....old.....old by spirit ......i mean....attacked spirit i mean....man...u can't understand a man from the East....it's not only about language....it's about vision of the world-the outer and the inner,but i accept all this video clips,which i still had not seen like an attempt to encourage me and i will say Thank u brother.......be in peace
Yeah FIRE.For all those dreaming of a life closer to nature's beauty, away from society's injustice:
Bjorn Brenton
There's no mention of some guru visiting planet earth in a flying saucer 65 million years ago, the author wrote only it's all about « bushcraft, woodcraft, hiking, cinematic video making and the outdoors in general », its main quality IMHO being that this relies on no words: it's all action, on top of that! Yet i can't certify with absolute certainty if he ever had any alcohol or not when his camera was off, but he did use plenty of fire...
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i forgout what i have been talkin' about...with those "visions from the inner and outer world"....may be somethin' about-cause-consequences?...or "nobody mess with u,but u"....or that what goes in that goes out?......it's all about in my case-outer things causing havoc in my life......it's about spiritual things.....about past mistakes.....about destiny......about war....about struggle....u know what i mean?Sure u know....there is nothing something new here.....same old story about fight between good and evilDon t guess, i just go. Me an my mate had that moto 'Go/ or better keep going'.
There is definite proof we don t even understand our one mind,
let alone that of someone else.
My best friend was Chinese, also Eastern.
My place of birth, my first friends we Djelah and Suleyman.
They where also from the east, the Arabic East.
Part of my family are Persian descendent s,
like the football player, van Persie.
Via friend s i got snapshots of other culture s,
my heritage left me no insight views. Grew up in a multi-culti-city.
I don t get the West either. I am 1/2 part Northern maybe that is the cause.
Would like to get a understanding of what you mentioned
'vision, and the world the outer and the inner´,
maybe something new. Maybe not.
Btw those 70+ ers are not EU/ Western people, or Dutch.
They are from the UK, so basically Celts.
And wished but never saw something alike here.
I admire em though it was the little guys granddaughter.
who kinda started the whole thing. Brits are hardcore.
See many similarities and they seem to outweigh the differences.i forgout what i have been talkin' about...with those "visions from the inner and outer world"....may be somethin' about-cause-consequences?...or "nobody mess with u,but u"....or that what goes in that goes out?......it's all about in my case-outer things causing havoc in my life......it's about spiritual things.....about past mistakes.....about destiny......about war....about struggle....u know what i mean?Sure u know....there is nothing something new here.....same old story about fight between good and evil
Unfortunately for you, and so many others they have jobs. Not what we say is ' a calling.' An occupation that a person truly finds rewarding( not necessarily in terms of money) but an occupation that they care about.i'm beginning to think that i will lose my job if i don't smoke weed.
or find some other drug to help me endure the boredom and lack of reward that comes with my job.
In my experience, that feeling that people know is usually all in my head. I've confessed to being stoned off my @$$ before, and everyone always said that they had no idea.Last year I found some really old Head Butter at the back of the bar fridge I'd totally forgotten about, so naturally I took a piece about the size of my thumb and ate it, this was at 2pm and a few hours later, nothing at all, ZERO! Nada, so I figured it was fully expired. So anyway, I was in the shower getting ready for work the next day and it hit me, fucken visuals even! when I closed my eyes all I could see were thousands of ultra detailed wheels spinning round, also I was paranoid as fuck because I had to go to work, my mouth was dryer than a newspaper and me eyes looked dipped in oil. Despite the paranoia, I was certain my co-workers knew and what's worse I'd only just been transferred to this branch 2 day's earlier and didn't know anyone, I was'nt talking because my mouth was glued together, I freaaked out so bad I just decided to come clean and txt'd my manager and explained what I'd done and she told me to go straight home and so they fired me the next day, my birthday lol!
I never in a thousand years would I have guessed weed could have legs that fucken long!
I hated that fucken job anyway.
They weren't my boss, it was some mean looking type who pegged me for a stoner but couldn't believe I didn't have and serious crimes and most of a college education from a good University, Appling for a blue color job and was nicely dressed with a tie and all and I looked at out place compared to the guys resumès that usually came through there almost all were High school drop outs and many with felony convictions. They weren't usually too bright and we're different than I come across IRL, when I had back in a long ponytail and just looked out of place, we will leave it at that.In my experience, that feeling that people know is usually all in my head. I've confessed to being stoned off my @$$ before, and everyone always said that they had no idea.
If you hadn't confessed to your boss, there's a chance that you would've been just fine.
Don t matter, the philosophy its just about going on and keep going.i forgout what i have been talkin' about...with those "visions from the inner and outer world"....may be somethin' about-cause-consequences?...or "nobody mess with u,but u"....or that what goes in that goes out?......it's all about in my case-outer things causing havoc in my life......it's about spiritual things.....about past mistakes.....about destiny......about war....about struggle....u know what i mean?Sure u know....there is nothing something new here.....same old story about fight between good and evil
A lot of the time, I wish I was still in the 90's, I had much more fun then. I imagine your choice to live in the sticks is much less stressful than any corporate gig. All the best mate!yes ...in fact before about twenty years i missed a golden chance,because of weed....at that time got a sucessfull family busyness in the capital.....and in my free time i was in gym or smoke a joint from noon till bedtime....this mades me some kinda a lazy and blind about some other possibilities.I refuse very good offer for work....cause i have enough money and don't wanna go out from my comfort zone.....well huge mistake...crisis from 2008 made finish of our job...quitt all,leave the capital and now i am in the forest...is that was better choise or to take the offer and start to climbing in prestige office work in capital?idk.....what's done is done.....most of the time still feel stuck in the 90-ies....the past haunts me still
I like that your experience had a positive outcome, I'm still unemployed, though I'm having a shot at my own food vendor biz, the concept is coming together, but that's likely where it ends too! All the best.I used to run a music therapy program for adults with developmental disabilities and lost my job because they took me to get my yearly drug test and wouldn't put it in writing that they'd honor my med card (this was before ny had better protections for med patients) so I walked out.
Now I run the sales floor at one of ny's leading dispensaries.......so I'd say it was a net positive