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Ever have an experience so beautiful?

Aftermath

Bluelighter
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Dec 9, 2000
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Smalltown, B.C. Canada
Ever have an experience so beautiful it made you cry months or even years after you had done so.
I look back to one of the first times i smoked meth. we should have smoked it in some ones house,but instead we decided to to into the forest at night in some ones van.
We found an old gravel pit and it was perfect. It had all the right elelments for a good experience. Trees, good people, and the way the gravel pit was, if we were parked at the back of it, facing the enterence, we could see if any one drove in. Very exciting.
There is no mix of words that i can use to discribe the feelings we felt, and the unity we felt in the mini van at the time.
Out in the woods, alone, five people, just after prom, 3 points of shards. We knew the after prom party had already begun.
I have had many experiences with smoking meth before and after this, however, nothing stands out in my life like this one time a bunch of friends went into the middle of nowhere to get cracked out on glass.
If i really want to, i can look back at this experience and if i really want to remember the details, i will cry. Maybe its just the withdrawls that make the tears run down my face, however,deep down I know that meth doesnt have any phisical withdral symptoms, so i must asume that there was something more to this experience than just that.
 
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