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Ever gone to sleep wondering if you will wake up again?

Usually when ive had alot to drink I wonder if ill spew while im asleep or something. Even when doing benzo's and IV opiates I take it pretty seriously and make sure I havent had too much and I never drink with opiates. Ive wondered when doing oxy+methylphenidate IV if id seize out or just faint or die instantly but thankfully nothing ever happened.
 
Not with opiates. All of my (many) OD's were instantaneous. Dropped as soon as the needle was out. So I guess I didn't have enough time to think that.


But, there were plenty of nights where I took a ton of coke and thought I was about die. And this was when I was using a bunch, so it's not like I was new to the drug. :\
 
I've been there , more times than I can recall. Especially when mixing opiates/benzos/alcohol. I would think about it and then I would start to get worried and it always kinda snowballed itself to where I was setting alarms for 30-45-90 minutes after I went to bed to wake myself up and see if I was OK. I always felt kinda silly about it the next day.
 
every night that ive thought i might die involved some combination of heroin cocaine and alcohol.

i dont think i was ever really close to death, but you just hear how dangerous combining that stuff is, and it scares me.
 
not really - i'm pretty sure i nearly overdosed on coke once though; fuck that was scary. However, my girl is absolutely terrified of going to bed and not waking up due to drugs - quite often she will get so scared about it(especially if its something we've never done before) that she will not let either of us sleep for hours; usually this is quite a while after the drugs have worn off, neither of us had even done enough to get that high, etc. . . it can be quite annoying - she's a tad bit too paranoid! better safe than sorry though i suppose! :) gotta love her. . .
 
When I drank on opiates always did that. Sometimes I would stay awake as long as I possibly could cuz I didn't want to do. Better safe than sorry.
 
no, if i am seriously worried about myself i will stay awake until i feel the threat is over.

in terms of alcohol or alcohol mixed with benzos, i was way blacked out by the time i went to bed so i have no memories of wondering whether i would wake up again.
 
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