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ever blown a good opportunity with a nice girl/guy through too much drugs/alcohol??

tambourine-man said:
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LOL. Thanks. I did get in about a hundred posts before someone took the piss though, so I guess its not that bad. ;) Ive found it mostly polite and respectful here on BL. Maybe ive been lucky lol. Sometimes a bit off piss taking can help people stop taking things too seriously. Maybe EADD isnt the right section of the forum to post anything your very sensitive or touchy about if you cant take a bit of 'ribbing'. Im not bothered though, i chose to reveal embarrasing stuff i dont even talk to family or friends about. Not sure what i expected the response to be but sometimes it just helps to get things written down in black and white...
 
Sorry mate, but I can't let it slide anymore...
"Your" means "of you". "You're" is a contraction of "you are". Sorry to be a pedant, but I am.
 
a good example of this occurred last night. was loaded on benzos/booze/a smidgen of mxe, and this girl (who I know but never really talk to, if ever) was all over me in this bar we were at (took me by surprise really). I dont know the exact details seeing as most of the rest of the night is gone from the memory and we didnt end up fucking, which looking back really should have happened, i must have done something wrong. goddamn.
 
I don't think it was ever the key issue, as all my girlfriends used to some degree - one more than I, one almost as much, and one hardly any of the illegal stuff but alcohol in extremis - but it was always a source of arguments and certainly contributed to the deterioration of at least two of my relationships severely.
 
Yes to original op.. I had a dxm era.. I was really into a fella and you know.. trying hard to be cool and collected- but twice weekly robotripping meant that I was writing some serious either gibberish or romantic truth that he just wasnt ready for.

I was on such a weird messianic wave length and he was just an ordinary, 9-5, watches darts, kind of bloke... Must have terrified him.
 
only thing that was fucked by alcohol was when i was about 15, was on a "hiatus" or whatever with this girl i really liked. got smasheed on cider at some party and went up to her and asked if she wanted to try again. she kissed me. i jokingly pushed her off and said she was using me cuz i was drunk. that night ended with me paralytic and an ambulance being called, managed to mumble that it should be cancelled, this poor girl taking care of me, being carried to my parents car with a person on each limb....ahhhh youth....

in another weird way when i was breaking up with my last girlfriend she attempted to appeal to the fiend in me by plying me with brown "you sure you don't just want a little line?" no, i want a big fat one and you to fuck off! that kinda sneakyness ruined that. actually come to think of it pretty much every time i tried to leave she tried to get me high. she isn't stupid tho, wouldn't share her dealers otherwise i'd've had much less trouble jumping ship. does this make me sound like a cunt? i assure you there was a lot of bad shit going on from both sides!
 
God no, it makes her sound like one, and a vile and manipulative one at that. I don't know what you were up to, obviously, but she doesn't come out of that last paragraph very well.
 
I'll bet it terrified him alright Yella...

This thread depresses me me greatly because pretty much any opportunity that comes my way these days is ruined by the fact I'm on a different substance (and therefore wavelength) to the few women who don't run off very early into a conversation. I'm not even talking me being plastered or tripping heavily, just the way being in certain states makes me less aggressive / assertive in these matters than I should be.

It gets increasingly dreary these days making the 3am journey home knowing there's not even an abortive fumble on the cards, let alone someone to snuggle up next to and crash out with.

But then I remember how cynical, jaded and bitter I am about these things, stick on a maudlin record, skin up, grab myself a drink and deck a downer, and all without even the slightest hint of regret. Got that?
 
ah,found thread,

I find bupe and any other opiate/opiod completely antisexual. T'other night i had been snorting bupe and it made me feel a bit cuddly (aaaah),well things kind of progressed(oh no not tonight) and a boner ensued then suddenly disappeared. I realised this would happen but didn't want to say i had taken bupe cos she aint to happy about it due to slurring and stumbling around,but i thought i was disguising it well but i wasn't,saying" your off yer head aren't you"

I need something for emergencies.

Please,KAMAGRA,CIALIS OR VIAGRA. Which one works best? Going by previous posts is CIALIS a winner?
 
Slamming cans of lager, hitting lines of EPH, all is fine thus far. Do 300mg bomb of EPH, just feel stimmy, not very good, so do 250mg bomb of decent Mephedrone. Having a whale of a time, for 35-45 minutes. Residual unpleasant EPH feeling, and start to trip out of my mind a bit, so I go to queue up for the smoking area. Staring forward hoping no one speaks to me because I'm feeling super retarded; the girl in front of me is talking to me and I'm completely oblivious, realise it is a person and not a fucking rucksack on the person in front of me. I jump out of my skin in terror, and tell her I thought she was a rucksack, she starts laughing and asks if she looked like a decent one, I told her she looked like a sturdy well built one (Hahaha oh God, derailed from the get-go), she laughs and says she doesn't know whether to take it as a compliment or offensively, so I told her to take it as both. I trip out again completely oblivious to everyone and everything other than the line to outside.

Low and behold, who is stood at the top of the stairs shouting at me? The rucksack. I remember she gave me a cig, and made me actually laugh out loud, not a little fake chuckle at a shit joke and you being polite (in the state I was in, getting me to understand basic English and directions was a miracle on Earth), and then I asked for her number (so she tells me) and I walk off with her £10 mobile phone. Then I leave because I'm having the shittest time. Went home and sniffed loads of Mephedrone. Fuck yeah.

Texting back and forth, can't remember what she looks like - I haven't had action in a while so I go for it regardless. Turned out she's pretty hot, smokin' body, cool as fuck personality, buys me drugs and takes care of me.

What or how I even I do not know.
 
pontifex01 said:
The most memorable one for me was from December '11, I was off my face on opium, nodding hard, and my current GF (who at the time was only a casual partner/good friend) turns up at my place with very little notice. We start kissing, undress and the rest, and I can't get it up at all. I mean it was Dead, and my balls were super itchy from the opium, so it just wasn't happening. I tell her wait a minute. So I discreetly ring my father (nearing 60 but still likes to have a good time) at whatever ungodly hour it was, wake him, and ask him if he has any viagra at his. He says yes. I say wait 10 minutes, I'm coming over, I need some. He's amused, doesn't ask for more information (I have the best father on the planet).
I tell my lovely lady to wait just a moment, I'll be right back.
So I leave her at home and get into my car, nodding so hard I could barely drive. Get to my dad's, get a pill of viagra off him, nod out for a while with my head on the kitchen table, pull myself together after about 20 minutes and manage eventually to make it back home.
I take the whole pill and start going down on her, knowing I have to wait a bit before it kicks in (first time I'd tried it). I go down on her for 30 minutes, an hour, an hour and a half and still nothing. Not even a twitch. The viagra did Fuck All so to save face and make up for leaving her/being in a complete state I just spent the whole night giving her oral while hallucinating on opium. All in all a semi-saved situation, but yeah, opiates and penile function just can't happen for me. I can chase a couple of foils and that's all it takes.
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So even with viagra it's a no win situation. I'm just not gonna bother again trying on bupe,just stick to nodding,slurring and stumbling and tell her i'm buped. Stupidly,i knew fuck all all was gonna happen anyway so i dunno why i bothered trying. Opiates and sex=nothing,leading to perpetual whinging from female species.
 
I certainly have. Quite recently actually, for the first time (I think). I was horny as fuck as I hadn't felt the warm comfort of female skin for near two damn months. I'd only been drinking slowly but for a good part of the day. I wasn't really drunk, just had a lot of beer. We tried to get the little guy to launch, but, needless to say, it wasn't happening - she turned over and went to sleep. I couldn't sleep all night dwelling on it :(

However, when morning came, there was delay in my eagerness to show that it does work. Situation saved :D She wasn't very good, mind you :\
 
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