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I was just in an outpatient rehab program, going for two days. Within the two days I became good friends with a few of the kids there and on the second day there I was selling to this kid trying to get jacked up at a party after the program. It was funny there, this kid would be in group sessions and talk about how he hates what cokes done to him and he wishes he could beat it up and I talk to him at lunch and he talks about blowing a fat line when he gets out. The kid that got out yesterday, smoked a fat blunt a few hours after he got out and popped some Vicodin. It's funny how they just throw kids in there for ten days or a month, and all that happens is they get smarter, they get gang affiliations (I was with a bunch of Latin Kings/Counts and G.D.), and they get tighter connections. I was in there for methadone abuse and as soon as I got in there I felt as I wasn't "hardcore" enough because the kids I was with were cokeheads and one did crack, heroin, and coke. I completed two of my ten days, and my parents have taken me out after two kids from rehab called yesterday looking for me, and she knew what was going down. I actually wanted to continue going instead of going to school, a lot of real characters and funny moments in there.

Any of you got any rehab experiences?
 
I've been in and out of inpatient rehab twice. The first time I left myself. The second time was almost 2 months ago after a hospital visit from a seizure and horrible w/d from benzos and opiates at the same time. I stayed for a week or so, then had to complete 6 weeks of outpatient rehab. Five days a week, 3 hours a day.

I did all of that and have been pretty good until tonight. OC relapse that I'll be regretting hardcore tomorrow.
 
I went into a detox once. There was about 12-13 of us. 2 or 3 for alcohol, and the rest for crack.
I stayed for about 29 hrs, couldn't take it anymore. First thing I did was go out and get high for 2 days. :(
 
been detoxed from klonopin twice, been to rehab once for heavy antihistimine/inhalent/thc use, once for heavy drinking/meth/thc/benzos, been in various outpatients...
 
I dont have enough fingers to count how many times. My friends hold some demented run going where he has been in 29 rehabs in the last 2 years. Kinda crazy bounces to each one like a resort.
 
Synto said:
I've been in and out of inpatient rehab twice. The first time I left myself. The second time was almost 2 months ago after a hospital visit from a seizure and horrible w/d from benzos and opiates at the same time. I stayed for a week or so, then had to complete 6 weeks of outpatient rehab. Five days a week, 3 hours a day.

I did all of that and have been pretty good until tonight. OC relapse that I'll be regretting hardcore tomorrow.
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wow, your situation(s) is uncannily familiar to mine..cept you didnt mention intensive outpatient rehab for months on end afterwards :p fuck'n hate it. oh well, living life more sober is actually turning out to be nice.
 
DexterMeth said:
wow, your situation(s) is uncannily familiar to mine..cept you didnt mention intensive outpatient rehab for months on end afterwards :p fuck'n hate it. oh well, living life more sober is actually turning out to be nice.
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Word, it is nicer after a while (but it's a long while). I only had to do 6 weeks of IOP thankfully. I just really need to stay the fuck away from opiates for a long while, if not indefinitely.
 
I've been to 3 rehabs... actually a primary treatment center, then an aftercare treatment facility... and finally a sober house for a few months. Now im FREE!
 
Detox for smack, the intensive outpatient rehab for 6 weeks, you can read all about it in the dark side. It will not work at all unless you truly want to quit. And even if you do truly want to quit it sometimes doesn't work. The one guy in there that stuck out most was this undercover DEA East Cleveland vice agent who would buy mass ammounts of crack, busted a lotta guys, etc. He carried a stem around with him with B12 that lookmed like he was smoking crack but he really wasn't. Then one day he decided to try it out and went totally corrupt crackhead crazy. He would pull over boys, take their crack and let them go and shit like that. He was in Rehab six years ago and was sober for six years, then he got in a nasty divorce and went right back to the pipe and blew 8 grand in 6 weeks and then drove himself right to rehab. The DEA offered him an administrative position to get him out of the undercover work and he refused, he quit, and he's gonna move back to Saudi Arabia, where his parent's live and work for them. He's a strict muslim if you can believe that. WAS a strict muslim at least. He has 6 daughters. I confronted him about how Allah would handle his dealing once and totally lashed out at me with violence and the "How dare you" attitude thing. We were good friends for the first few days until that episode.
 
incident said:
I've been to 3 rehabs... actually a primary treatment center, then an aftercare treatment facility... and finally a sober house for a few months. Now im FREE!
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So what's next for ya? I don't know about you other rehabbers, but this place is like relapse city for me, I been clean from smack for over 3 weeks now but I can't hang here too much longer if I actually seriously wanna quit. I can actually get high reading trip reports etc.
 
I can sympathize with you guys that have been in there but it's just nice to meet new people/connections plus the drugs are so much sweeter when you get out. SWIM just got out rehab and got some money, he bought about fifty 2mg Klonopins, 10 10mg hydrocodones, and and five 36mg Concerts already. That's like a week like long drug binge right there.
 
naww, no rehabs for me..i dont believe in them...i mean if i want to quit, i WILL quit...if theres still a part of me that wants to use, then ill likely go back to using..ive just seen way too many rich folks send their kids to these expensive ass rehab/recovery centers only to see them get out and score within days..

LUCK/connections is also very important...ive seen people fall on their face and lose everything but manage to get clean and land a great job due to connections and be off living the clean life..then others without money or good connects fall in their face, see no reason to keep going, have nothing to lose, so they stay hooked...
 
Tongue said:
naww, no rehabs for me..i dont believe in them...i mean if i want to quit, i WILL quit..
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Classic.

Drug user: I can quit whenever I want to.

Non-Drug user: Then why don't you?

Drug user: I don't want to.
 
^^ heh, yeah but I understand where Toungue is coming from. I mean, if there is even a shadow of a doubt in ones mind about truly wanting to quit forever, rehab is worthless. You know when you know.

Most people can't stop on their own.

But I can also attest to power of the self even against hard odds, I lost my job to a hardcore crack habit, it was a bad year-long binge that had me broke and in debt and constantly bumming 20's from everybody I knew. I don't think I even hit rock bottom even though I was in dirty ghetto motels peeking out the windows every 5 minytes in total paranoia, once I thought I was having a heart attack, called out to god to save my ass(I don't believe in god that's what's funny), he saved me I guess and I went right back to the pipe like an unmanned drone robot. And I come from an affluent suburb, people would have flipped the fuck out if they knew I was on a "nigga's drug", they never would have believed it.

But on my own, I remember lying on a dirty bed in a ghetto hotel after all the crack and the money was gone and my head was swooning, and I was crashing fast, heart was beating hard and it hurt. Lying there thinking, and I realized I would die in one these hotels, found slumped over with a glass pipe, that thought disturbed me beyond belief, I just decided to quit right then and there, and I never went back, that was more then 6 years ago. My higher power is myself. People *can* do it.

I also quit meth on my own but that was only a 6-month binge, what happened there was that I got tired of seeing the shadow people, the faces peering out of cars that actually weren't there, the cars that were always following me, my phone being tapped, and I got into a fender bender because my depth perception was totally screwed. ONe time I though I was having a heart attack on that too. Similar pattern, quit because of mainly the extreme paranoia.

I have gone back and done a few lines of coke here and there, I can control that, but there are 2 things I know for sure I have absolutely no control over, crack, smack, and jack.
 
excellent nick slanted. i went to outpatient and it was just a bunch of "thugs" there talking about how their PO keeps giving them shit. nobody really wanted to be there and nobody gave a shit about the program. there was this one girl who was like 13 or something who seemed completely freaked out and who obviouslly didnt have any serious drug problem. The program I went to had mandatory na/aa attendance so i went a few days with kids from the rehab since i was the only one who had a car. these kids were like walking stereotypes, whatever mental image you are creating is likely very similar to what they looked like. this one kid kept talking about how we should steal this guys rims for like 15 minutes straight.
 
steal rims? 15 minutes of that? I think I would have collapsed of complete boredom after 5 minutes.

So anyway I guess it didn't work out for you?
 
no, it was useless. i never saw those kids again though. they're probably in jail for some stupid shit
 
If I may add a part B to this thread, it would be "Have you ever been cured by Rehab?" and I venture to say that if you're here, there's you're no fuckin way your "cured". Put that in your pipe and smoke it...
 
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