Eventually?

[Conno]

I open the shades to my room,
But the light doesn’t reach me,
I might as well have left them closed,
So I cant see what I have to live in.

I don’t know why things happen,
I don’t know why the sun rises with the effort to shine over us,
If it were me I would stay in the shadows,
And let the moon smother its dark light over us.

I’m surrounded by people I know,
These faces so quickly fade away,
And im left alone,
With my thoughts,
And I scream to bring these faces back,
But no one here’s me.

I want to be the sun,
I want to bring light to this world,
But I can’t do it from darkness,
But he does,
Maybe I should talk to the moon.

But ill force myself through another day,
Maybe ill find what im looking for,
But how do I do that,
When my actions forced me to walk away,
From everything I’ve known.

“Im afraid to be alone,
And it’s the only thing I can feel.
I’m afraid to come back home”

 

[Dandy]

Great job.
I really liked this.
I definitely sensed a 'struggle' there.
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[neverwas]

...oh hun. ****hugs****

 

[cherub]

Girl i definately feel you on this last verse

Im afraid to be alone,
And it’s the only thing I can feel.
I’m afraid to come back home”

I was there before,,,,,,almost like you have something to prove to be able to go back,,, it stuck out so much for me. I went through the process of finally going home........ took 6 yrs but i think it was more of the antispation then the actual act,,, it eases with time and you find that balance of home is okay to go if you want to,,, not so much you need to anymore

HUGS!!