sorry to hear about your struggles pink, my old docs surgery had 1 doc who wanted to help but he was too soft i was on a script of 8-10 60mg dhc a day plus 60mg diazepam,10mg nitrazepam , sometimes changing to methadone but workin on rigs had to be pills to smuggle so stayed on diffs, 300 of us users saw that doc until he retired ,he warned us other docs were glad to see him going so be prepared, i used to get 3-3 week scripts on my 3 weeks off , i went away came home 3 weeks lter having called in my script from rig, i went in to collect i got 1 week script at 4 dhc a day 30mg diazepam a day 10mg nitraz a day and told that was them finished prescribing to addicts , if reqd they would refer us to local drug services (6 month waiting list) everyone on meth got reduced 10mg per week to 10mg then off too,brutal whole town went nuts shopliftingandcrimewise more dealers poppedup everywhere,i was lucky and managed to wangleinto a different surgery where dr saw my main reason forusin waspain an sent me for mri,pain clinic etc and put me on oxy but those other docs can burn in hell, docs supposed to care ,not them,thts damn evil if u ask me!
