Eucharist: God would be nothing if he is truly forgiving

[Jabberwocky]

unwrap, unravel and place
Taste
tongue tingling
dissolving my inhibitions
as it slowly absorbs
blood streaming
a flowing highway of life
revamped
amped up
Jacked in

Time reverses
and snaps crystal clear
intent
focus

then....

Calm
single thoughts
single digit emotional I.Q.
and then nothing
a blissful silence
away from the maddening influence of structure and deeper meaning
everything always begging to be understood in context and out
this nothing
this joyful, eventful nothing
not even the sound of silence
but the absence of everything
an inner out of body experience

....experience....
reflection:

It never lasts long enough
before the rushing sound of chaos
grips once more
with cautious uncertainty
Its self conscious noise of abysmal gesticulation
like a high line pulse pick axing through the center
and always
the human need to extract information from it.

 

[exoiced]

I like this, especially the word gesticulate. What a remarkable word! To think that we gesticulate so much all the time and yet don't know the right meaningful word for it.

For me this piece was describing of a place or moment of no-time in which we become aware of whats going on behind the screen, behind life, behind this linear time-line, like spiritual at-one-ment for a few seconds before the realization brings us back to the mental constructs we depend on in order to function in this world.

or something like that...:D