Benzos Etizolam Mega Thread v1

[backroll]

you can order benzo's online w/o a script?

Are you serious? The clue is in the sentence...ONLINE....I think this forum might not be the right place for you, how old are you? Is the internet really new to you?

And for people that want to know the CURRENT quality of etizolam tablets...
Intas etizolam: SHITE. Yeah sorry to say this but they just don't come back regularly enough at 1mg right now.
Pasaden etizolam: excellent. (NIGAZ KNOW)
Sedekopan: Don't know!
RC home pressed: a gamble, obviously but the blue all the way through are better than the bitter white in the middle ones.
The 2mg pinkies are fairly consistent but at the 1.5mg mark sadly.

The last few pages has a few people talking about taking this stuff daily, but saying: "my tolerance is OK because i'm only dosing at 1mg." LOL

AND CAN WE STOP COMPARING BENZOS!!! AND CAN WE STOP SPELLING BENZOS LIKE THIS: BENZO'S. WHO IS BENZO??????????? AND WHAT DOES HE HAVE??????????????

BTW LAZYGIT you are an idiot! I wish you good luck though mate. And Aphex your powder experiment will prove me and your vendor correct. ENJOY:D

 

[adam west]

gonna have to disagree on the intas. consistent and reliable ime

 

[backroll]

intas. consistent and reliable ime

Indeed but consistently testing at less than 1mg for the last few months now

 

[belfort]

again, i find the intas 1 mg tablets very consistent.i get the same basic effects now as i did when i first started them last summer.

 

[libbysugar]

I am looking for a reputable site to order benzos. Can anyone help?

 

[libbysugar]

Just ordered a bunch of samples including a couple of etiz from a fairly reputable site. They should be here in about a week, I'll let you all know how it goes!

Hi Roostre, All my benzo sources are tapped out. I'm all over the internet looking for a site. I have ordered before but the link is now dead. I'm hesitant to pick any site. I feel like I'm shootin in the dark. Would you mind sharing your reputable site? I need to get an order in soon. Thanks.

 

[RobotRipping]

can't share vendors and such on here. if you can't find an etiz source on your own you probably should not be playing around with it.

i took like what was well beyond 10mg/day a few times, possibly as high as 25mg (can't remember much). I slept most of it and was just really tired. I've done the same with clonazepam/ativan/phenazepam it's not exciting, less memory loss with etizolam at least. not a smart thing to do by any means and will not be repeated. I can see how someone's tolerance can get so damn high they function fine at very high doses. There's no point in chasing whatever high etizolam gives, once you hit a certain point it doesn't get any better and you're just jacking your tolerance for no reason.

 

[t6apb]

there is no reason to take more than 4 a day a couple times a week, you really are wasting your life away taking like 10 or more of these everyday, i really do feel for people severely hooked on these

 

[onaga]

You learn from personal experience with benzos i've found. They can seem like an absolute miracle drug to people who suffer from anxiety issues in everyday life, I remember when I first tried valium a couple of years ago I thought I had finally found the answer to all my problems but you start taking them daily, tolerance builds and there usually comes a point when you have to stop your usage - this involves going to hell and back trust me.

I've learnt from this mistake and I only take etizolam 3-4 days a week, I will never be taking them daily because things can easily spiral out of control. I think being completely confident in myself for half of every week is enough, i'm not going to be greedy and have things backfire on me again.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

gonna have to disagree on the intas. consistent and reliable ime

Hear here ! From what i have heard depas and pasaden brands are just "lable" legit & expensive, with all the proper patents.
.Oh and one more thing - At least twice as expensive as Etilaam as well..

IMO its like hay fever or paracetomol tablets. £1 for 15 of Loratabs asda own brand product and about £7 for the benadryl shite. They both contain 100% of the active ingredients, and nothing else. How many people don't realise this and are taken in by the 'glossy advertising' and fork out 7x the amount of the perfectly adequate own brands.

Depas and Pasaden seem to more in the benadryl camp. I'll do without the fancy packaging, just having a consistent1 mg of etizolam per pill is all i ask for.

Etilam have delivered every time. Crumbly shed made shit had some real strong pills yeah, but many duds too. Not reliable enough.

Deepas and pasaden for when i must have lost the meaning of the value of money.

 

[Diacetyl-M]

Benzos are the only thing I've got into a habit with, without noticing. I've been on and off opiates for years, and it always starts the same way: once a week (usually Friday or Saturday night), then twice a week (Friday AND Saturday night), then three times... five times... seven times - and then twice a day (once in the morning and once in the evening) and so on. I love opiates. Too much. I don't plan to completely stop using them. I plan to work on my moderation.

The thing is, though, with opiate abuse I see it coming from a mile off and I always feel that it's my decision (pretty fucking poor decision but mine, nonetheless) to let it go so far until I reach a point where I basically have to stop (due to lack of money/supply) and suffer the fallout. When it starts to get out of hand I have mental battles with myself:

Me1: no way are you using anything today. You swore on your mother's grave that you'd get back on to the clean path from this day...

Me2: what? fuck you and your mother! Gimme gimme!

Me1: oh... whatever... I can't be bothered arguing. Just do it (TM of Nike)


Then when the cycle is over I take a nice break for a couple of months and enjoy sobriety, and then start again. It's a rough way to go, but in my own sick way I like the contrasts. I actually get a lot out of this cycle.

BUT, benzos on the other hand...8(

The first thing they do is quietly erase that part of my mind - the logic and self-preservation center - which causes the internal struggles, so there's no question about me having more or if I've had too much. The only internal comment I get when I'm on a benzo binge is "fuck it. who cares?" No insight is allowed to get through the benzo wall of mental fuzz to alert me to the fact that I'm getting into dangerous territory.

And ironically, this -



- is one of the reasons I got into a benzo habit. I DON'T find them recreational at all. I actually thought that I wouldn't have a problem with them because I don't enjoy them. I mean, why would you do something that you don't enjoy over and over? Isn't that bizarre? Isn't that benzos? Yes.

I started using them to come down from stims. Once every now and then. Then I occasionally took one when I had insomnia. Good. Functional, not fun.

Somehow, it went from the above, to daily use of etizolam, diazepam and/or clonazepam (which was my favourite). And somehow it went from a week of daily use ("ah fuck it, one week's no big deal"), to a month, to three months - and then a month later a catalyst occured which caused me to awaken my senses just enough to start a taper and get off.

I'm not in the clear yet but I haven't taken any benzos for a week and I don't plan to any time soon. The clarity which has come back to me in this last week scares me silly. I lost so much time (memories gone), money, and substances in those months, and it's just a big blur of nothing.

So....



You certainly are not the only one. I'm not proud of it either. Good luck with getting free of benzos. Nothing I've used has taken so much and given so little.

I logged in to find out what the word was on etizolam, as its finally made an appearance on the RC scene in my neck of the woods. My local vendor last offered a benzo-type drug a while back with phenazepam, but then discontinued it after a few customers ended up in the ER. Phenazepam must have been the shittiest benzo I've tried. What I'm wondering is how does etizolam compare to zopiclone in a qualitative sense? (I understand the differences between z drugs and benzos/derivatives etc. but they share some characteristics) Can anyone speak to this?

The above is a quote from a while back but it sums up benzo addiction so well... at least ime... that I had to post it in its entirety. I love the last sentence.....

 

[Oldak]

One thing I wanted to mention re etizolam (etilaam brand) is that I am a diabetic and one effect I *think* (not 100% positive, but it's happened enough times to make me wonder) is that if I've taken it for a couple of days and in relatively high doses (5mg spread across the day) is that my sugar levels seem to go down a bit quicker than normal and the following days of not taking them my levels seem to be a lot higher sometimes than is normal (if I'm injecting the usual amount of insulin to cover the same amount of carbs).
If it's true, it isn't really much a problem, but something I wanted to mention.
I don;t really have much knowledge of the mechanisms of benzos/thenos, so can't say if there's any scientific/chemical reason why this would be so.
But in terms of harm reduction, I thought it was worth noting for any other diabetics who are taking it (do you experience anything similar?) or diabetics considering trying etizolam to also consider.

 

[ScruffyNerfHerder]

Diacetyl-M: I don't have much experience with benzos (only diazepam, clonazepam, and etizolam), but etiz is easily the nicest of the three. Best thing I have found for stem comedowns so far, just... smooth. Makes the comedown pleasant even. Trazodone and seroquel are shit.

As for zopiclone, it does its job and knocks you the fuck out. Its not fun, it leaves your mouth tasting like mouldy pennies for most of the next day, and if you don't go right to bed you'll see stuff- again, not in a fun way.

I imagine being on z drugs is equivalent to what being a zombie would feel like.

Only plus side to me about zopiclone would be virtually zero addiction potential, and I could probably get addicted to the mold in blue cheese.

 

[tentram]

you can definitely pick up a habit from using Z drugs on a regular basis over a period of time, similar to benzos and opioids for example.

 

[ink!]

Hey guys,

Just thought I'd share with you the experience i've had with etizolam. Been reading through this thread and seen a few posts about withdrawals etc and thought it might be useful to add my experience to it.

The first time I had etiz, much earlier this year, they were a light blue colour throughout, can't remember the taste but it wasn't unpleasant. These were really nice, just made me relaxed and took away any anxiety i had, made me kind of dreamy. I had a great time on them and could also drink alcohol and do other drugs, like weed, with them with no adverse effects. Withdrawals from this was my anxiety returned, at first more intense but that subsided and i got back to "normal", basically depressed again (the guy i was seeing at the time when we first met we'd take etiz everyday which explains why the relationship was great at the beginning, with my anxiety gone, but then he stopped me taking them, saying i could "do it without drugs" the usual story i'm sure alot of you have experienced when in a relationship where one person relies on drugs more than the other, so no need to explain here).

Recently tried another supplier, the etiz came in blister packs and i think were from india, but these just put me straight to sleep and left me groggy the next day so i didn't bother ordering from there again.

Recently, since my original supplier no longer sells them, I'm using a new supplier and have been taking etiz thes past few weeks. These etiz are bright blue, scored and white inside, bitter taste, which i read on here are meant to be shit. They did the job at first but i'm now on my third batch and they don't seem to be working as well. A couple at night really help me sleep, 1mg in the day relaxes me and helps a bit with any anxiety, but sometimes i might take up to 5mg a day, so not much really. I found these ones don't work well with alcohol. And my depression returned so badly one night when i'd been drinking and taken about 3mg over the course of the day. I know there's threads on here that say benzos mixed with alcohol is a no-no. And while etiz aren't a benzo i think they do have similar effects and seem to have similar withdrawal symptoms to them.

I recently ran out of a a batch and due to xmas post hold ups it was 3 days before i got my next lot. My experiences with withdrawl were as follows, and note that these 3 days were spent in the house due to not having work those days:
I had rebound insomnia, something i've read on here is a common withdrawl symptom - this was awful and i didn't sleep properly for 2 nights, then didn't sleep at all on the 3rd night.
I felt light headed, dizzy, sick, weak, and ended up having to put my bedding on the floor next to the open window to try and help. It worked a little but not that great.
I was using cigarettes to help with withdrawal the first day but smoked far too much so tried to cut down to 2-3 rollies a day for the remaining two.
I felt really nervous, anxious, and on edge, worrying about stupid things and situations long past.
I kept forgetting to breathe.
I lost my appetite.
Got "brain flashes" which felt like split second blackouts. Felt like my body was trying to shut down or something and i did worry that i was about to have a seizure that i've heard can happen with eti withdrawal.
I had a feeling of dread, and sickness in my stomach and throat.

I hadn't been using anything esle with the etiz while taking them and i didn't think 5mg a day would lead to withdrawals like this.

Would love to get my hold on the solid light blue ones again, as i think these were the best. i know no supplier names are allowed here but if someone could PM me that would be great, if that's allowed.

I just wanted to let you all know just to help, maybe someone has had a similar experience, or maybe someone who wants to know what a withdrawal is like might find this useful.

Despite this 3 day break from them, i first started using again last saturday and they worked at first, got me to sleep after taking 2mg, relaxed after 1mg. But i think tolerance builds up super fast and my dosage for each has doubled already. (I guess i should get to the docs and get them to prescribe me something but worried they'll give me something shit, but at least it'll be cheaper!)

Thanks for reading.

 

[Aphex747]

get a 24 case of beer, and replace that tobacco with some dank cannabis indica. maybe even get yourself a couple vicodins.

how often and how many mg/day were you using. ive went through it all before. i had a 2 year xanax binge 5 days out of the week, at least 2.5 bars, close to 8mg max sometimes even and i would drink on them. one day i decided out of the blue i wanted to change my life around and pick up more hours at work. i quit cold turkey and at the same time i was abusing tramadol which lowers your seizure thresh hold significantly. long story short, i had to seizures where i lost consciousness and chewed the inside of my mouth all up to the point it was bloody and raw for days. i quit benzos for 4 years after that.

youll be alright, alot of it is mental at this point. really tho...beer and cannabis. and cut back on that shit. i noticed myself getting a tolerance to my normal dose and that i recently started dosing more. ive cut back by 1/3 about over the past few weeks and am going even lower. you cant use benzos regularly period. off, and on. (for me) -aphex

 

[ink!]

okay, thanks Aphex. defnately don't want to drink with these etiz again though (don't drink beer, rum is my drink of choice but that night i drank with these new etiz i was on mulled wine and ginger wine which i normally never drink but it was an xmas social event). if i could get the light blue ones i'd drink with them, but i'm worried these bright blue ones don't mix well with alcohol. good idea about the weed though so i'll get some of that and maybe do a few days off and on of etiz and replace it with weed in the meantime.

that's terrible to hear about the seizures though! glad you were okay after.

and yeah you're right, during those 3 days of withdrawal i did keep telling myself it was mental, even though i felt like i was having some sort of nervouse breakdown, then kept telling myself to stop bein so dramatic!

but cheers, i'll stop using them regularly, try weed when i'm having days in the house instead.

 

[Aphex747]

sounds good man, and i dont recommend mixing booze with benzos EVER. i drink beers the nights i dont do benzos to help with anxiet and insomnia. add some cannabis indica and you wont even care about etizolam. but what do i know, im just a stoner ; )

 

[ink!]

weird though, coz with the light blue etiz we could all drink on with no problem, apart from some blackouts! well alcohol fucks with my sleep so i think i'll stick to weed on eti-free nights and just drink when out socializing.
ha yeah, i'm hoping i can stop taking etiz eventually coz i'm goin through too much and can't afford it, and i think the batch i just got are shit so they're becoming a waste of money. other trusted sights have all stopped selling them so i'll take that as a sign and quit after this hopefully.

thanks for the tips!

 

[t6apb]

are you crazy?

smoking weed on a benzo withdrawl is not a good idea.. im pretty sure that will just make your anxiety go through the roof!