Ventrusii
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Last night, for the first time using etizolam with absolutely 0 tolerance (I've had one benzo experience and it was months before), I took .25mL of a 10mg/mL solution, so 2.5mg and had a blackout.
A very abbreviated version of what happened:
4:30PM: Took .125mL of the Etiz solution
5PM: Feeling lack of anxiety and the normal "off" feeling I get on any GABAergic
7:30PM: Felt like it had plateaued and wasnt doing anything besides get rid of anxiety, so I took .125mL more to see how good it could be
8:30PM: No memory past this point
12AM: Apparently woke up, went to the bathroom pissed on the bathtub, and when my mother greeted me at the door questioning as to if I was okay (she heard me peeing on the tub) I responded clearly "Yeah, why?" And just walked back into bed.
Is it because my tolerance is so low or the dose? If it was the dose, what would be a good starter dose?
A very abbreviated version of what happened:
4:30PM: Took .125mL of the Etiz solution
5PM: Feeling lack of anxiety and the normal "off" feeling I get on any GABAergic
7:30PM: Felt like it had plateaued and wasnt doing anything besides get rid of anxiety, so I took .125mL more to see how good it could be
8:30PM: No memory past this point
12AM: Apparently woke up, went to the bathroom pissed on the bathtub, and when my mother greeted me at the door questioning as to if I was okay (she heard me peeing on the tub) I responded clearly "Yeah, why?" And just walked back into bed.
Is it because my tolerance is so low or the dose? If it was the dose, what would be a good starter dose?