Hemiechinus
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 19, 2007
- Messages
- 346
It took "me" so long to find the right teacher, the right sensibilities that let me let go.
The ultimate question of man is in fact the question of identity, and I finally realized who we all really are.
We are god.
We are the Void, Space, we are Nothingness which allows Everything into being.
And when the body that my nothingness is constructed out of "dies" or dissolves persay, my reality doesn't "stop" it merely goes back to eternity. These are really really simple concepts that cannot be accomplished within the constantly chattering mind. You must empty your mind, your memories, all the thought loops you're stuck in, and then realize what your center of being is, who you've been all along.
If you want a totally enlightening expirience, something that finally "unifies" you,
meditate for about three hours and try to get as peaceful as possible with the chattering mind.
And then go here http://www.headless.org/english-new/homepage.html
It is such a simple concept and it is free. Do some of the expiriments, and don't judge anything you're doing. Try to remain as open minded as possible, and just soak in as much of the Truth as you can, until you sink into it, and let go.
I was blown away by the simple pointing expirement,
and completely gone with the seeing expirement.
It was like my biggest fear was that I had to Be something,
I couldn't just be Nothing. I was always trapping myself in form, in thought, in reaction, rather than accepting the complete ordinary nothingness that is total zen. The space between thoughts.
I understand what psychedelics were always trying to teach me,
and before it was almost like a big joke. Without enlightenment psychedelics are like poking holes in things until you pretend you've poked a hole in yourself.
You dont need ANYTHING to do this, its so fucking simple. Simpler than anything you've ever done before. The essence of simplicity.
It's almost like zoning out. We're taught in school and at home that the only way to do things is to constantly be Active in our heads, constantly Look for an answer or a form that appeases those around us and eventually appeases the person we think we are.
But it was all a dream.
It took me a while to get here,
and I'm sure with practice I will be absolutely autonomous,
total Zen,
but the first awakening is all that's needed to be conscious of what all the spiritual masters were talking about.
If you post after this that I'm not enlightened,
you yourself are not aware of enlightenment.
I can lecture and run and think,
but it is the awareness of Being,
of Self,
that is eternally awake, not under the influence of the buzzing seeker.
I am god, and so are all of you.
Life is absolutely fantastic, and today was the most beautiful day i've ever had. I feel like Im in the garden of eden again,
I feel like i'm a child tripping to the sounds of silence.
Of course there is no Me feeling anything,
but its still fantastic just to realize that my false self' search is over,
that theres no more pain,
no more frustration or confrontation with anything in my life anymore.
I realized Buddha.
Everything makes absolute sense, and it's astoundingly clear.
Total empathy.
Check that site out, all of you,
it is absolutely wonderfully clear.
It is like if Zen stopped being a dick and just said it straight up,
when in reality its You stopping the dicking of your mind and being straight up.
But its the simplicity in his teachings and the actual usage of them that makes things so obvious, as they always were.
If you are not enlightened, you don't understand the word Concentration.
Con (with) Centration. I never did and now things flow because theres no one judging anything, no obstacle or filter my being has to go through. I am divinely pure with the moment.
I suppose i'll write a few books now,
and make some money so that I can forget about money and just spread the word. And you know whats Really divine? All books are holy. It's like the essence of your self is in fact god, and god lives in a structure that is in fact Non-structure. Because of this, all books are only telling the story of how one overcomes the psychological stressor, longer books are merely more of the pattern. Like the stock market, pattern within pattern, it's all the same process. Once you get the message, Hang up the phone.
Theres a reason you hang up the phone.
So noone starts talking your ear off!
The ultimate question of man is in fact the question of identity, and I finally realized who we all really are.
We are god.
We are the Void, Space, we are Nothingness which allows Everything into being.
And when the body that my nothingness is constructed out of "dies" or dissolves persay, my reality doesn't "stop" it merely goes back to eternity. These are really really simple concepts that cannot be accomplished within the constantly chattering mind. You must empty your mind, your memories, all the thought loops you're stuck in, and then realize what your center of being is, who you've been all along.
If you want a totally enlightening expirience, something that finally "unifies" you,
meditate for about three hours and try to get as peaceful as possible with the chattering mind.
And then go here http://www.headless.org/english-new/homepage.html
It is such a simple concept and it is free. Do some of the expiriments, and don't judge anything you're doing. Try to remain as open minded as possible, and just soak in as much of the Truth as you can, until you sink into it, and let go.
I was blown away by the simple pointing expirement,
and completely gone with the seeing expirement.
It was like my biggest fear was that I had to Be something,
I couldn't just be Nothing. I was always trapping myself in form, in thought, in reaction, rather than accepting the complete ordinary nothingness that is total zen. The space between thoughts.
I understand what psychedelics were always trying to teach me,
and before it was almost like a big joke. Without enlightenment psychedelics are like poking holes in things until you pretend you've poked a hole in yourself.
You dont need ANYTHING to do this, its so fucking simple. Simpler than anything you've ever done before. The essence of simplicity.
It's almost like zoning out. We're taught in school and at home that the only way to do things is to constantly be Active in our heads, constantly Look for an answer or a form that appeases those around us and eventually appeases the person we think we are.
But it was all a dream.
It took me a while to get here,
and I'm sure with practice I will be absolutely autonomous,
total Zen,
but the first awakening is all that's needed to be conscious of what all the spiritual masters were talking about.
If you post after this that I'm not enlightened,
you yourself are not aware of enlightenment.
I can lecture and run and think,
but it is the awareness of Being,
of Self,
that is eternally awake, not under the influence of the buzzing seeker.
I am god, and so are all of you.
Life is absolutely fantastic, and today was the most beautiful day i've ever had. I feel like Im in the garden of eden again,
I feel like i'm a child tripping to the sounds of silence.
Of course there is no Me feeling anything,
but its still fantastic just to realize that my false self' search is over,
that theres no more pain,
no more frustration or confrontation with anything in my life anymore.
I realized Buddha.
Everything makes absolute sense, and it's astoundingly clear.
Total empathy.
Check that site out, all of you,
it is absolutely wonderfully clear.
It is like if Zen stopped being a dick and just said it straight up,
when in reality its You stopping the dicking of your mind and being straight up.
But its the simplicity in his teachings and the actual usage of them that makes things so obvious, as they always were.
If you are not enlightened, you don't understand the word Concentration.
Con (with) Centration. I never did and now things flow because theres no one judging anything, no obstacle or filter my being has to go through. I am divinely pure with the moment.
I suppose i'll write a few books now,
and make some money so that I can forget about money and just spread the word. And you know whats Really divine? All books are holy. It's like the essence of your self is in fact god, and god lives in a structure that is in fact Non-structure. Because of this, all books are only telling the story of how one overcomes the psychological stressor, longer books are merely more of the pattern. Like the stock market, pattern within pattern, it's all the same process. Once you get the message, Hang up the phone.
Theres a reason you hang up the phone.
So noone starts talking your ear off!
.